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Writing my way through...
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#961
She Used To Be Mine
she sings like an angel and i relate to this song deep within my being. maybe i'll play it for you. |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#962
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Meeting up with R was also good. After lunch we walked to the shopping center looked at washing machines, clothing and make up. It felt exactly the same, but I still got tired out by the end. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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#963
__________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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#964
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With possible new T. Half of me is in and the other half is already out. The idea of even a intro talk is freaking me out and making me nervous. I told him that I was looking for drop in sessions only and would get back to him again before my first exam in November if I felt like I needed extra support. To be honest I'd rather spend my money on Lego then even more therapy. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Writing my way through...
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#965
Please don't read more into it than is there, it just touches me deeply and hits all the stupid feels... it's a damn good song.
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Writing my way through...
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#966
I wish we were meeting today instead of wednesday. also you're wrong btw. i am too dependent on you.
eta: ... then again maybe I'm not, since I ended up not needing you to witness what I'd wanted to tell you last week. yeah I'm pretty much of the opinion now that you don't really know what to do with me anymore and that's why you answered those 2 questions so fast. You probably figured your real thoughts would hurt my feelings. They probably would have. Silly sensitive me. Just tell me the damn truth anyway. Okay? And by the way yes, I did take it as a criticism when you said that thing about me 'dragging this out' earlier in the month. How could I take it as anything but?! And how come we couldn't talk about that?! Last edited by ArtieTheSequal; Sep 28, 2020 at 01:29 PM.. |
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Always in This Twilight
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#967
Dear T,
This is so dumb, but I'm thinking about your "Bye now" at the end of session and worry that you think I was extending our parting words too much, so it was like, "OK, time to go away now, LT." But you were smiling when you said it, so I'm sure it's nothing. I wish I could just shut off that part of my brain that worried about those things... Love, LT |
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Always in This Twilight
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#968
Dear T,
So Covid fear is making me feel less worried about offending people. Having a beer outside at restaurant, patron asked about smoking, I asked to move to table further away, as it sounds like they’re unsure if secondhand smoke can increase spread. So I spoke up and waiter was really nice about it and moved me. Progress, right? Love, LT |
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Writing my way through...
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#969
getting to this point 0-60 now huh L. yeesh.
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#970
so I chickened out on directly asking you... I think you know I'm headed that direction. This is very hard.
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#971
I’m going to miss you, A, but it doesn’t hurt. I think it’s okay to be sad about our relationship ending, because it’s at an end. Endings are so final and sad. I’m not being very eloquent about this. I wonder how I’ll feel when I see you tomorrow.
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#972
T, i want you to say kind and loving stuff more often, not ask me to remember past words. I need top ups.
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#973
did you really mean it when you said you care about me?!? or is that just something that t's throw out there all the time, in an almost meaningless & generic sense???
[not implying i'm special (or something) at all] |
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Writing my way through...
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#974
another poster here got me thinking about the different unmet needs i have that i get met from being in this therapy relationship with you. this song i've been listening to a lot lately really pinpoints just the overallness of it... you know... i use you for too much, it's true, i'm too dependent on you, too needy of you, just too... too much. but i'm a grownup and should be able to meet those needs within myself. please don't just try to normalize this. i don't care if it's quote a normal thing to happen. i want it to stop. i don't want to need you like this.
...and i also am not at all comfortable with how fast you said 'no' when I asked if you thought i was too dependent on you. like you were lying or just trying to say what you thought i wanted to hear or like you just said it because it was what you were "supposed" to say or something. |
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#975
I hope you are not in a bad mood today. I’m in a pretty good mood so if you start the session off immediately being crabby I’m gonna be a bit confused. Last week you didn’t really seem to want to be there which I can understand since it was in person.
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#976
You were in such a good mood today you even sent an email afterwards apologizing for something that wasn’t such a big of a deal that it needed to be talked about immediately or in an email. I swear to god I sometimes think you are on this site.
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Writing my way through...
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#977
L, please be on your A game tomorrow, oh dear one.
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#978
My thoughts keep veering into painful territory tonight.
__________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
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#979
Dear Info,
If you think I don’t have agency, what must your other clients be like? ATAT |
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Writing my way through...
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#980
Thanks for the reminder text, L. You and your bitmoji are so hip
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