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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#861
I'm feeling a bit better and not as bad as yesterday.
The second class with the doctor wasn't as bad as I imagined in my head. Still have another session with her tomorrow.The guy I like was also there and he helped go through the ECGs with me. He later asked if we were okay. I haven't been going down to have lunch with the others during the break. I told him that I was struggling with my depression and I needed quiet time . He was cute and said I had people who cared about me. I actually emailed a new T- but he's only got sessions available in the mornings. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
ArtieTheSequal, LonesomeTonight, Lostislost, Mountaindewed, SlumberKitty
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,744
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#862
Dear T,
Nervous about today's session...please be caring and not defensive, OK? Love, LT |
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,187
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#863
My brother goes back to seeing his therapist in person today. Every session will be in person. Yet I’m still getting the run around and your saying “maybe” one or 2 in person sessions this YEAR. What the actual ****?
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jul 2018
Location: CA
Posts: 27,329
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#864
Dear T: Thanks for being lovely. I'm not trying to be difficult by not journaling. Maybe I'm just lazy. I feel better that you said it can just be a word or two.
Love you Kit __________________ Dum Spiro Spero IC XC NIKA |
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2019
Location: Toodlepip
Posts: 1,711
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#865
10 hours 20 minutes until the first return-after-your-holiday session. I am not prepared! I had planned on oodles of reflection, journaling, self-care, somatic work, insightful realisations, amazing awareness, intra personal growth. I had planned on being the best client ever upon your return! Instead I spent the time getting drunk and avoiding everything like an avoidant old drunk. This must be your fault. Anyway, 10 hours 15 minutes now! I have missed you, but I won't tell you.
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,744
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#866
Dear T,
Thank you. I understand more now. And I'm glad we finally got to talk about your fluffy white dog. Love you, LT |
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Veteran Member
Member Since Jan 2018
Location: Somewhere in a cloud
Posts: 719
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#867
I think you must probably hate me by now.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Where the sidewalk ends
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#868
I was at the doctors yesterday and they had the Kelly Clarkson Show on. I rarely get turned on by people. But she was smoking yesterday and it made me feel weird because I don’t feel that way about people. And I don’t know if I should tell you because I’m worried you’ll think I like you. Honestly sometimes I do think your hot but I’m really just turned on by objects. So I don’t know....
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,160
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#869
I'm actually going to see your face today! That's if my car makes it... i prolly shouldn't be driving it so far...
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ElectricManatee, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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#870
The lesson I was dreading with the teacher I didn't like ended up being really good the same as yesterday. I was just scared of getting things wrong and looking like an idiot but it was okay there were lots of things the others didn't know either.
I was going through my labs with the guy I like who is the smartest in our year. I changed my answer to what he had said when we discussed it but I was actually right You've offered a session on friday which haven't accepted yet. Possible new T F said that he could also do tuesday afternoons. I get a good vibe from him and also noticed that he's been able to pick up on using the nickname I send emails to and replies very quickly to emails. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Poohbah
Member Since Jan 2020
Location: Somewhere I'm working to leave
Posts: 1,243
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#871
Thank you for replying to one email, T. I appreciate it.
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LonesomeTonight, Lostislost, SlumberKitty, stahrgeyzer
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2019
Location: Toodlepip
Posts: 1,711
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#872
I am so Łucking tired of hearing that I am difficult. I know that, I live it. I don't need to hear it on repeat from you. I feel shame. I don't want you near me. Why were you so persistent about meeting up? I told you I didn't care that much about it. And why did we spend 25 minutes talking about using the camera when I have explained repeatedly and politely that I don't want to do that? It's not my fault that you are too stupid to understand. You were so loving before you went away. You must have left your heart on holiday.
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Luna's offical mini me.
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Location: Cafe Nervosa.
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#873
I didn't take the appointment you offered which I asked for- during my anxiety attack on monday, because I can't do it. The idea of seeing you makes me too nervous . I don't think I will me emailing the other T back either. I can't open up to somebody new right now. If I get back to having suicidal feelings then I will. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
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Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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#874
Now I want to email back.
Just going to leave it. What is wrong with me? P.s none of my old best friends said happy birthday without facebook there to remind them. Just my sisters and my brother= think that says it all. p.p.s it also wasn't okay to call me melodramatic. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." Last edited by Lemoncake; Sep 16, 2020 at 01:41 PM.. |
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
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#875
Possible trigger:
Last edited by ArtieTheSequal; Sep 16, 2020 at 01:55 PM.. |
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Writing my way through...
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Location: In the desert
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#876
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happy birthday dear lemon. and oh i hated it when L said I love my drama. sorry he called you melodramatic. we're hurting. we're not drama queens. there's a difference. |
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Writing my way through...
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Location: In the desert
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#877
are you double-triple-quadruple sure it's ok for me to come in there today? i feel like calling you to verify. you would call me or text if you'd changed your mind, wouldn't you?? surely you would. i can just drive there and ask from my car if it's still ok and if it's not i will just sit in my car and call you from there and we can do a phone session. from my car would be private enough and it won't be zoom but at least i'd get to see you when you open the door.
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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#878
__________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,698
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#879
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Maybe you could get some meal replacement/ protein shakes for yourself to make sure you're still getting something into you even if you don't feel like eating. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
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Magnate
Member Since Feb 2018
Location: literally hell
Posts: 2,340
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#880
I really miss you, and how much you cared for me...
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