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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,239
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#901
Am I too dependent on you?? We sooo need to talk about that.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,797
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#902
Beginning to feel like I'm not supposed to have a life that isn't somehow built on pain.
Without the ability to do my job in person, it all feels pretty damn meaningless. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2016
Location: Where the sidewalk ends
Posts: 36,223
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#903
Sorry if that email was kinda odd. I’m a bit high on Xanax and melatonin gummies right now. At least your aware I took them since I told you in the email. So maybe you can put 2 and 2 together and figure out why I’m so loopy.
__________________ Ridin' with Biden |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Magnate
Member Since Apr 2018
Location: UK
Posts: 2,161
6 1,834 hugs
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#904
Good god T, I just want to say that I love you
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2008
Posts: 7,361
15 25 hugs
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#905
Hey T: I hope we talk/connect before I go inpatient on Tuesday. God, it feels so far away.
Also: I hope you never have to get a Covid test...it was extremely unpleasant. |
ArtieTheSequal, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, WarmFuzzySocks
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Luna's offical mini me.
Member Since May 2017
Location: Cafe Nervosa.
Posts: 9,700
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#906
71/168 topics done for the first time with anki cards made.
Currently at the in love with you phase. __________________ "Love, like life, flows Through the heart. Feel the thrill of the flow And say nothing." |
ArtieTheSequal, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Jun 2018
Location: Somewhere
Posts: 3,355
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#907
I'm hurting today. Don't know why. Just feel really down.
__________________ Life is hard. Then you die. Then they throw dirt in your face. -David Gerrold |
ArtieTheSequal, ElectricManatee, Lemoncake, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Veteran Member
Member Since Jan 2018
Location: Somewhere in a cloud
Posts: 719
6 479 hugs
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#908
We were close to seeing each other and now the UK is seeing a second wave, new restrictions etc. Feels like we’re going back in time with accumulated anxiety. I don’t want to go to work, I want to hide in bed until our next session. I genuinely think I’m starting to hate my life. I miss you too much, this isn’t normal. I haven’t even seen my family in almost a year (and I don’t zoom them every week either), yet it’s you I crave for.
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LonesomeTonight, LostOnTheTrail, SlumberKitty
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Tweaky Dog
Member Since Aug 2011
Location: England
Posts: 4,797
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#909
What a paradox of a day. My body and mind recognise this as an anniversary, although it's just as likely that nothing actually happened. The George Harrison song that might help still brings me to the verge of a panic attack, about 13 years after.
It's also my nephew's birthday, so I am trying to hold on to that. __________________ 'Somewhere up above the great divide Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few A man can see his way clear to the light 'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,763
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#910
Dear T,
I sort of mentioned this last week, but didn't officially say anything. But happy 3-year thera-versary (thought if we need to remove the week that I left, I suppose it would be in a week). Love, LT |
SlumberKitty
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Always in This Twilight
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: US
Posts: 20,763
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#911
Dear T,
Also, this might seem silly, but I liked how you said, "Hey there," to me today while smiling in that tone at the start of session, partly because it felt more like how things were before Covid, how you'd greet me when you retrieved me from the waiting room. But also because I've worried that I screwed things up with admitting certain things a couple weeks ago, and that greeting, plus your pretending to fall out of your seat at something positive I said I did made it feel like things are still normal between us (whatever "normal" is for us...). Love, LT |
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catches the flowers
Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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#912
The first session after you returned from being out sick for a month, you looked so refreshed and seemed so on pointe. Since then, you look more tired and seem less invested, sort-of. I am wondering why you cut our session by almost 10 minutes today.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
Posts: 2,911
17 8,779 hugs
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#913
sigh, nope... not going to bring it up ... the ball is in your court and that's where it will sit.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Writing my way through...
Member Since Feb 2020
Location: In the desert
Posts: 7,239
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4 5,772 hugs
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#914
friday feels a long time away. wish i hadn't had to change from wednesday, but it couldn't be helped with h's dr appt/test. they had limited ones available and we didn't want to put this one off. Well it'll be shorter til the next one at least.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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catches the flowers
Member Since Jul 2019
Location: Downtown Vibes, California
Posts: 15,701
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#915
You must have thought it over, too- ending the session early. Thank you for calling me. I think your idea is a wise, well thought out idea.
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Elder
Member Since Oct 2008
Posts: 7,361
15 25 hugs
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#916
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ArtieTheSequal, LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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Quietmind 2
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Member Since Jul 2011
Location: Anywhere where I can grow
Posts: 11,896
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#917
Dear T,
Idk if I'll see you again. There is a part of me that, well, hasn't trusted you for a while and it's just grown. You helped me a little but I probably should split ways. Which really sucks, because it took, what four others before you last year .... I'm tired, I'm older and I just am not sure at times... all of you have your opinions and ways, some to which are contradictory. I dislike that anyone that spends time with me... just a lot comes to mind with that. I wish i had someone I trusted and could talk with on so much __________________ "A laugh is worth a hundred groans in any market." Charles Lamb
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LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty, unaluna
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Grand Poohbah
Member Since Feb 2019
Location: Toodlepip
Posts: 1,714
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#918
Yeah well, £uck you and £uck your suggestion to have a session at the beach. £uck you forever and ever amen!! You stink. Ip, dip, dogshit, you trod in it!!!
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Elio, LonesomeTonight, Merope, SlumberKitty
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Member Since Sep 2006
Location: in my head
Posts: 2,911
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#919
Is it weird that I feel more down about RBG dying than my own mom? Maybe not when you figure the whole state of the union and the possible impact. Granted I live in a very blue city in a moderately/mostly blue state. So I guess, I'm safe. It doesn't feel safe. It feels very scary.
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ElectricManatee, LonesomeTonight, Oliviab, SlumberKitty
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Veteran Member
Member Since May 2020
Location: Uk
Posts: 557
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#920
Sorry for the really awkward session today. I want to look at you more but I can't think properly when I do and id just go silent.
Thank you for saying we could touch with our hands if I wanted, I was really tempted...but it felt too desperate of me to jump at the chance. |
LonesomeTonight, SlumberKitty
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