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#221
I have to comment on you “giving up”. It’s not you “giving up” it’s you protecting your sanity and your future because if you stick around abuse will escalate. Plus he doesn’t sound like he wants to be married either. So your family can’t expect you to live this way!
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Do you make enough at your job where you could rent a room or an apartment near there and use public transit? Uber, taxi, bus, or even walk. Make a plan NOW because he is showing dangerous signs of being ready to walk out on you. If it is just a part time job, start contacting friends and family who would be willing to take you in and then leave your job and stabilize yourself somewhere else. Do not stay in a toxic relationship for a job. |
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#224
I think Doglover was referring to borderline personality disorder (BPD). (Just as a side note, bipolar is a big challenge, but it does not make people dysfunctional in relationships.) Borderline however, tends to figure heavily in relationships. It is a disordered way of dealing with the world.
BUT. It does not matter one iota WHAT his issue is. He is abusive. PERIOD. That's all you need to know. Don't fall into the trap of trying to figure out what his problem is (I don't think you are, but just in case --don't go there) and "fix" them, because it is an utter waste of time and energy, time and energy that are needed to help YOU. Now, onto helping you. I hope you do consider reaching out to your family. Try not to predict their reaction. Think of it this way -- Would they seriously want you to be abused?? Even *if* their reaction is less than ideal, I'm guessing they'll step up to the plate. __________________ ********* Mr. Robot Makes me sick to the heart, Oh I feel so tired. And the way the rain comes down hard, that's how I feel inside. --The Cure
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#225
I just want to add that considering that you already struggle with anxiety that dealing with your husband's imaturity and how he reacts to your challenge is not going to contribute to your healing and gaining on your ability to overcome your challenges in this area.
In all honesty, I pretty much figured that one of the reasons you stopped responding in your thread was due to his suddenly deciding he was not going to leave you. So, you gave in, yet, you found out within about three days that he was once again going to treat you badly and once again threaten to leave you. This is NOT healthy for you and can make your anxiety challenges even worse. I can see you are very young and naive yet and your self esteem is very low. The last thing you need is someone who makes that even worse. You say you are in therapy, have you shared this challenge in therapy? |
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Doglover, if he is not getting better, then he is going to get worse. You may want to leave before more damage is done by him. |
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I'm sorry that this has happened to you!
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#230
I think you should seek out help from your parents. As someone else said, you are assuming they are going to give you a hard time about it, but you can't be sure that will be their reaction. And, even so, isn't that a small problem compared to staying in an unhealthy relationship?
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I have been gaslighted like this, too! How can crying be a method of abuse?
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Sometimes we blow it & don't understand the red flags that are smacking us in the face before the wedding because we have no idea how the consequences are going to play out in real life. When we actually see it we need to take action, not make excuses for their behavior & especially not accept blame of their behavior on us. __________________ Leo's favorite place was in the passenger seat of my truck. We went everywhere together like this. Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018 |
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Wow. I've spent a long time thinking about all this, Doglover -- and what I am hearing from your H is this, in sum:
"YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME!!" I honestly cannot see any healthy way to be in close relationship with such a person. Holycrow. I would NOPE Outta there so fast! Be the constant whipping-post for such a person is damaging in the extreme. IMO, the longer you stay around him the more damage you will sustain and the unhealthier you will become -- and the more inadequate you will feel. Not what you want for long term goals, no? Just my thoughts. The best to you. Chyia, just saying |
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#234
Hang in there, Doglover. Not an easy time for you, no?
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#235
How are you doing, Doglover? Thinking of you.
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#236
It sounds like you are still quite bitter over the last guy breaking your heart by cheating. I can understand that. So you're going around with your abdominal muscles braced in anticipation of the next kick in the gut. That remark about TV characters was a barely veiled comment about something else. You were saying that you hate how much men cheat. You're kind of mad at men in general. At least that's how it sounds. I think you've kind of told your guy that he better restore your ability to trust. He hasn't managed to do that, and you're kind of ticked off that he hasn't made you whole again. You're tired of feeling broken. You are sort of blaming him that you still feel that way.
Call him up and say you're sorry. No man with anything on the ball wants to spend his life making up to you for the hurt caused by another man. It's not fair. |
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#238
In that case, he's hardly worth keeping. So the real issue is why be with guys like that. No wonder she has no trust. This guy sounds no better than the last.
Finding a good man can be quite a hunt. I've been with some lulus myself. But there are good men in this world. |
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