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Default Dec 05, 2019 at 05:10 PM
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Now that everyone is an adult now and have our own lives,I am the one who wants or likes to have a soul connection with other family members.I tend to share more with my siblings.And crave the same from them.The golden child sibling sounds like she is having a superficial conversation with me.But the other one sibling is closer to me.She even apologized that she was the cause of my abuse back when we were children.She felt sorry for how I was forced to take care of her.She remembered her childhood and how my mom was an absent mom for her.She remembers how I fed her bathed her and such.Recently my golden child sibling is connecting on a deeper level.I think because her kids have developed a bond with me.But she never said sorry.But started to tell me more about what she did behind my back.Like how she destroyed my school projects.Wrote profanity in my notebook.tore pages of my text book.blackened my eraser with permanent marker.I got into trouble for them and I never new it was her.Now she started telling here and there.May be a confession??IDK.
At least the golden child sibling is admitting it. An apology would still be nice. Glad you’re connecting well with your other sibling.
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Default Dec 05, 2019 at 05:24 PM
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Ya,she is admitting after I have suffered intensely all these years .Actually the new info is very triggering. All that I know and gone through is already resulted in a lot of damage for me physically, emotionally and psychologically. May be it makes her better by getting rid of those secrets.It is burdensome to me. Simple things like how my new pencil is becoming short day by day,when I am not using it.I remember my mom punishing me because all three of us got new ones the same day,theirs still long and mine is all used up.She told in a humorous tone ,how she used to sharpen it a lot and put it back in my box until it became very small.Things like that.And mom needed a small issue to rage and beat.
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Ya,she is admitting after I have suffered intensely all these years .Actually the new info is very triggering. All that I know and gone through is already resulted in a lot of damage for me physically, emotionally and psychologically. May be it makes her better by getting rid of those secrets.It is burdensome to me. Simple things like how my new pencil is becoming short day by day,when I am not using it.I remember my mom punishing me because all three of us got new ones the same day,theirs still long and mine is all used up.She told in a humorous tone ,how she used to sharpen it a lot and put it back in my box until it became very small.Things like that.And mom needed a small issue to rage and beat.
Wow, I’m sorry you had to deal with that. That is very triggering. I would have serious trust issues with her or anyone that does that.
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