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I've been a b...h, a cruel thief, and life is finally punishing me with regrets and tears running down my clown face
I've been playing with life and now the damage is done This is something I can't talk anymore to anyone It's a bad mistake Please don't even answer There is nothing else to say Sorry |
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Realising of something is already a point not many people get and of course, it’s the first step to learn and built a new present and future.
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I have many regrets.
Try ground yourself in the present. Don’t go to the past. |
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It is difficult to swim out of the eddy of regrets but it is worth it and there are really good feelings and experiences out there to be had.
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truth hits hard
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But, which truth? It depends.
Are you punishing yourself? You’re a human being and everyone needs to make his mistakes. It’s human. It’s inevitable in the road of learning. Do you want to talk more? Are you suffering because of the consequences and need to put it out sonehow? __________________ Social Anxiety and Depression. Cluster C traits. Trying to improve my English. My apologies for errors and mistakes in advance. Mankind is complex: Make deserts blossom and lakes die. ( GIL SCOTT-HERSON) |
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I can not say i truly cared about people in my life
I lost them without trying, i've never been enough serious. and maybe sometimes i said it to me but still didn't manage it enough i've been a drunk butterfly i wish i could realize it before but even with psychotherapy i never fully realize it before recently my father had to die to make a bell ring loud enough in my brain... i feel particularly stupid and cruel because i went beyond any limit i've been shutting myself in a house for a long time... it's been +5years now when i think about the way i threated people and what i missed i find it hard to think about starting again i had an epiphany about a person when i lost him everything crushed down i'm not really into dramas but i think that's what happened life has been generous with me, i had many, many possibilities to care and never did i'm really beyond. can't even believe i'm alive in this situation Last edited by Gasplessy; Sep 26, 2020 at 09:27 PM.. |
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Sent to you a pm. because I didn’t want to come to private here but you can answer here.
I understand you wanna all the imput and help you can find here from the users. __________________ Social Anxiety and Depression. Cluster C traits. Trying to improve my English. My apologies for errors and mistakes in advance. Mankind is complex: Make deserts blossom and lakes die. ( GIL SCOTT-HERSON) |
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Would you repeatedly tell a child they had ''ruined'' a relative's life?
I doubt it. Maybe one day you will be able to forgive yourself. __________________ |
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If you feel like a clown then take the mask and clothes off. Even clowns have a good interior. Clowns are normal people that live normal lives and the clown is just an act.
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