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#21
I am sorry. It’s just all too much in addition to covid. Do something good for yourself please
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And thank you. I am listening to my favorite tunes to lift my spirits and shopped at the local thrift store for a couple items -- only $16 I spent! I think Thursday I will drive to the beach to go roller blading, like I used to do years and years ago. I need it..... I need my spirits back. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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#23
This morning I realized how up and down I am emotionally these days. It's COVID, on top of being unemployed and dealing with the unsettling feelings of it all, the anxiety and uncertainty, not to mention the upcoming US election. I also don't know what's going to happen with my marriage.
Yesterday major depression hit me HARD. It was debilitating. This morning I am determined to feel better and to have a better day. I have therapy today and will talk to him about my marital concerns again. I am also speaking with my doctor, who prescribed a stronger dosage of one of my meds, which helps with depression. I have to get motivated but it's hard when facing depression. And my husband? Last night he was as wonderful as can be and cleaned my car for me. I know I have to find us a couples therapist and soon.... I am just not motivated yet. I prefer to find one because I want to decide who is best, not him. He won't know, but I do given my experience with therapists. And I want one who has dealt with abusive relationships specifically. Hey, at least I've built my savings back up.... there's that. Though I may need to use it during my unemployment. Grrrrr. I guess right now I just don't know which way this will go. Up and forward, or down and severed. __________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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#24
I think I need to disappear again for a while from PC. I need to figure out a way to help myself.
__________________ "Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination" ~4 Non Blondes |
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