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Default Jul 19, 2019 at 05:51 AM
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My reality is quite weird. It somehow responds a little to what drugs or meds I am on at the moment, but it can't really explain what is happening as they are not stuff that makes me dissociate, hallucinate or forget. I don't have any psychosis.

It happens to a lot of people I think, I just think they are unaware, while I do remember a lot of details. Like, they took down a huge tree at the bus stop and I was the only one noticing. Not even people who used the same bus stop every day for years noticed so people go through reality without seeing anything really. So I guess they miss this as well.

I have ADD and I misplace things. Or rather, I don't. I could use that as an explanation, but truth is, things can disappear, once almost from my hand. They usually reappear a few months later.

Also there is a retro video game I basically can't play anymore, because the colors of the pellets in the game shift to another color while they fall. They don't for anyone else so it's not a buggy game, it's just that it happens to me. I have also seen numbers shifting before my eyes.

Just to make it sound even weirder, I sometimes say things that are invalid now, but are valid in a day or a week. Like I told my friend to turn right, but there was no road there and we had lived in that city forever so she thought I was being insane. The day after they had built a road there.

I also received a letter that was quite important but now the info from it isn't true anymore, it seems to never been true. I threw it away so I can't look at it again. I also got another letter that said "Our 20th anniversary" and the year 2000. Which had everyone confused that saw the letter. Now it says 1999. Which makes more sense, but it is a real paper letter so how did it even change?

I feel quite amused I should say, one event totally freaked me out, but the rest I'm OK with. It's just that I have no one to talk to because everyone think reality should be just one thing. I don't have any faith at all and I don't believe in the supernatural, but this is happening and I have to be open minded to it.

So does this happen to other people? Or just me?

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Default Jul 19, 2019 at 10:18 AM
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Hi jimi
I used to believe I was a Christian, I no longer do. Not saying I might not change my mind sometime in the future but I doubt I will.

I have had things happen that no one else would believe. I had two earrings in my hand one night, I opened them and one was gone. Months later I was thinking about this earring because it had a sentimental value to me, and it appeared out of nowhere on my carpet in a different room. When I lost it, I searched in every corner of the room where I was sitting, even under a radiator.

There are other things I'd rather not mention, because I know someone would judge me as crazy. I find it hard to believe in the supernatural, but these things really shook me up. I wonder if our brain just really can play tricks on us. In some cases, I'd say it could have been an illusion, but others, I'm thinking, no... that really happened.

My ex dreamed of an accident a few weeks before it happened.

Life is strange, that's all I know.
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I have had things happen that no one else would believe. I had two earrings in my hand one night, I opened them and one was gone. Months later I was thinking about this earring because it had a sentimental value to me, and it appeared out of nowhere on my carpet in a different room. When I lost it, I searched in every corner of the room where I was sitting, even under a radiator.

There are other things I'd rather not mention, because I know someone would judge me as crazy. I find it hard to believe in the supernatural, but these things really shook me up. I wonder if our brain just really can play tricks on us. In some cases, I'd say it could have been an illusion, but others, I'm thinking, no... that really happened.
It's stuff like that that happens to me, I'm actually glad someone can relate. I would never say someone is crazy. I mean, maybe it is our minds playing tricks on us, but if so, our minds are then totally amazing which would be cool in itself. But somehow I feel that it's to do with the world as well. I think it really happens. I mean, I have no explanations, I don't believe in the supernatural but since it happens, I can just say it happened. There is no real denying it. So instead of thinking it is crazy, I think it's very interesting. We don't always have to have an explanation. But just knowing it happens to others, is a bit of relief. I mean I'm sure I'm not crazy, and most times I do feel I paid enough attention so something should be impossible but did happen.


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I know this subforum is not meant for storytelling, but these things are in a way what I hold onto, when the rest of the world seems dead and uncaring.

Was bunch of years ago, me and friend was visiting my friend's family and we went to the store to shop, me, friend and friend's mom. We bought about a bag of stuff. There is no such thing here as a profession as packing groceries. They just roll down to a big square where you have a ramp to put your bag and then you pack it. It does help to be more than one to shop, then one can bring up the groceries, the checkout person can ring them up and the other person can pack the bag. So I was chosen to pack the stuff.

Thing is that is one of my leftover OCD symptoms, I just stare at that square to really try to let it sink in that I packed everything and didn't forget anything, not the tiniest thing. So no one can be more sure than me, that everything was put into the bag.

When we come home, the big cheese we selected was missing. I said of course not my fault, even if friends narcissistic mom of course blamed me first thing. I said honestly I know for sure everything that came to me, I packed, but I also said I am unsure of any item I packed, I just know I didn't miss anything. So just by memory I couldn't say if the cheese was packed or not.

So my friend checks the receipt because my friend's next thought is that it stayed in the cart for some reason. But no, it was paid for.

So that cheese got missing between my friend's mom and me. My only absurd thought was that the staff person stole it! Haha. But it's the only thing that makes sense. Or somehow it rolled off from the middle and ended up on the floor? Which is almost less possible as our staff have chairs, so it would have ended up in her lap.

At the time I didn't view it as weird. I was just trying to protect myself emotionally from my mom's accusations, she can be really mean. Everything is someone elses fault. I mean this time it wasn't her fault clearly, but even when things are her fault she never admits to it, not even to herself I think.

But thinking back, this big cheese, vanishing just like that.

Should I blame cheese loving aliens for beaming it up?

Once again I joke around but, this stuff amazes me and it does have a huge impact on my take on life. I think it might be where I might be able to one day realize that life is bigger.

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Interesting is definitely a better description than crazy. I once got upset because ground beef disappeared between the grocery store and home, and I KNOW i had it in the bag.
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Interesting thread.There are lot of mysterious things that cannot be explained logically.
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