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Location: PT
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Hey guys, just want to share something personal . Some of you might see me post this a lot, but my brain tricks me so much when it comes to relationships, during my high crisis days, I had (in my head) a girlfriend and a lot of friends, but only communicate through voices in the head. I have the uncomfortable need for relations, I can't really ask to much of people. Becouse I'm close to nuts. For example I went to coffee with someone! First time in years, everything went alright. But I feel this person (male former buddy), just trying to pull out. Im a very difficult individual, my disorders make me do some crazy ****. I'm just good at covering tracks. On another single note, I seem to be attracted for a different girl in a exact time span. Like for example 2 months, then it goes a new one. In my delusions it's someone tricking me. But I got the answer. Being alone is never good for us, but if you feel good doing that, I envy you.
I know its a lot to take on guys, but appreciate the read. Take care. |
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Hi raf_edd, I just wanted to let you know I read your post but I don't really have any comments at this time. I wish you the best.
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Yes, I agree with you that SZA makes it hard to socialize. I have a couple of good friends I see three or four times a month, and I just can't manage more than that. I go to a cafe every day, but when there are lots of people there my voices kick up like mad, and I have to leave.
If I were you I would take it easy on relationships, just meet with trusted friends and family once or twice a month. This worked for me, and it might work for you... And of course you can exchange emails with friends, too, so you don't get too lonely. |
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