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Default Jul 27, 2020 at 04:06 AM
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I taught in the morning. Then, I went out to pay the bills and shop for food. It took me four hours to do this. I was exhausted afterwards then slept for 15 minutes. I feel fine now. I am happy. Life has its ups and downs but right now I am on a upward trend. I cleaned my apartment this past weekend. I also washed my clothes. I then woke up early today to teach. I took my medication then taught. I am now going to do my night shift and teach again. I feel fine. Life could not be better. I am focusing primarily on taking care of myself and working. I feel great at times. I look fine too. I put on my contacts and my makeup. I am wearing decent clothes. I thank my parents for their help to help me get back on my feet. Now, it is time to become independent and save some money. I bought my books today and will read them. They're not as hard as I thought but the material or subject is not easy because I have no knowledge of real estate yet. It will become easier as I read more books and do more problems. I am happy!! Hopefully, everybody here is hanging in there or doing ok!! Just take it one day at a time and don't sweat it!
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Thank you, @bpforever1! That was great! - I am doing fine right now.
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Default Jul 28, 2020 at 03:05 AM
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I am doing well. I'm focused on my writing project. I hope to have my eBook published next month. Hopefully things go well. It will be a lot of work.

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Default Jul 28, 2020 at 01:23 PM
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Today feels kind of weird. I'm not sure what to do, except for one little goal/plan I have. I really hope I at least do that.
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Default Aug 02, 2020 at 05:12 AM
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I'm doing ok. I cleaned my apartment and am washing my laundry now. I was really tired from this past week and slept most of the morning although I woke up to do some prep work, then went back to sleep after finishing. I am doing fine. Boy, it is hot here!! I have not gone outside but the heat from the windows is searing hot. I will go out tomorrow to shop for food again. I finally will be over 20 hours a week next month for teaching. I am exhausted though from this past week and need to focus just on work to survive. I will be ok as long as I take my medication and do some self-care. I am ok but not ecstatic because I am tired. I have not really exercised lately but will tomorrow because I need to walk to the store and back. I will try to fit in studying for my exam a little by little. I have two years but time flies when one is busy. I am doing really well and am grateful. I thank my family and my company for hiring me. I am going to be ok. Life is doable but it takes a lot out of me.
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Default Aug 02, 2020 at 11:23 AM
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I'm a little irritated. But I will deep breathe and try to focus on something good.

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I got more students and am over 20 hours a week now for working. It took me three hours to prep for five lessons today. I'm tired. I was asked to implement some new teaching methods also into my lessons. I have to think about how I am going to do this also. I feel ok. It is hot here and the number of infected cases is rising. I stay inside most of the time now. Some weird man wanted to meet me but I turned him down. He kept bothering me so I had to block him. I don't understand people like this who know that it is dangerous to meet others now but still do. I am doing fine and am staying out of the heat. I am feeling a bit stir crazy but will be ok. I am just focusing on my work and taking care of myself. It is hard enough for me to do. I am tired most of the time but will survive. I want to exercise more but am too lazy for now. It is so hot that I feel the heat from the windows. I am cool inside with a fan and air conditioner. I feel a bit sick from eating too many ice cream bars too. I went nuts and bought mint ice cream bars, cookie n' cream ice cream bars, and ice cream chocolate cones. I feel sick now because of eating too many of them. hahahaha. Oh well!! I will scale back on eating them but it tastes so good in the heat!! Anyways, I am still taking my medication and dong well. I have to go to the doctor in two weeks to get refills. I think the medication is helping me tremendously. My judgment is not too impaired and I am hanging in there!
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Default Aug 06, 2020 at 05:40 AM
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I am doing fine this morning. I'm taking my cat to the vet. I'll drop her off curbside and then pick her up later in the day. Hopefully she checks out fine. Maybe she is just a talker and not really ill.

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I'm working very hard, mentally.
I'm experiencing something very challenging. I know I will be ok, & I am periodically.
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I am doing well today. Feel pretty good. Back on Zyprexa, so that's good, and it helps me a lot!

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Default Aug 09, 2020 at 03:56 AM
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I am tired this morning. Just trying to wait for the sun to come up. I might get more sleep later in the day. My cat is on my side of the bed sleeping like a baby. I hate to wake her up.

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Default Aug 09, 2020 at 05:21 AM
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I cleaned my apartment although I was tired. I also am washing my laundry. I feel ok but this last week was exhausting! I take my medication daily. I am doing ok but feel tired. I have to go out tomorrow to buy food. I hate going out because of the pandemic. But, I need to eat. So, off I go!!
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Default Aug 13, 2020 at 03:22 PM
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Delusions are now nil. Have been for a week or two. The Latuda is really working. No mania and knock on wood no depression outside of the normal human range due to environmental factors and stresses. I don't know what else to say but I feel kinda normal and like I'm an integrated persona. I felt fragmented for most of my life. It's not something I'm used to, this sanity. But it feels pretty darn good.
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I'm not doing all that well. I feel sad. I'm not sure what to do about it. Everything feels like a waste of time. I'm not happy with any of my finished products. I'm very self-critical.

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Hi, @Deilla! Remember, when we criticize ourselves, it's often because others have criticized us a lot, & we do it for them when they're not around. Hard to stop, I know. Hugs & love to you!!
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Hi all: doing well this morning after doing poorly all week due to a medicine change. I realized the medicine I was taking before was helping my mood a lot more than I knew.

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Not feeling well this morning. My cat and I stayed in bed forever. It was comforting with her. But now I have to get up and start doing things.

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I'm doing ok despite meeting a man for sex and who was a weirdo. So, enough of that! I'm going to stay by myself for awhile. I will try to meet the next person in person. So, today I will try to clean my apartment again. I had a long week teaching a lot of students mornings and nights. They are giving me more students, and I am wondering why. I hope they have enough teachers!! Well, one student quit because of work so I have some slots still open. But, I knew she was going to quit so I was not really counting her as part of my 20 hours or more each week. I am still over 20 hours per week and am doing ok but am tired. So, I will rest today!!
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I am doing better today. I feel better. My goal is to relax and ignore my house. I want to take today off and read and watch Gaia TV.

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I'm doing better today so far. I've been thinking about things in the future, in a positive way. I think I'm going to buy a laptop computer, maybe within a year, which will expand my possibilities.
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