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Default Dec 01, 2020 at 01:04 AM
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I feel better after getting some sleep. And I found out why I can't progress the storyline just yet in my game. I have to level a bit more. I and others think it is a flaw in the game. But this is what Blizzard has done for their new expansion. Oh well, I'm back on track and doing every quest I can. I feel hopeful for a good day!

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Default Dec 03, 2020 at 04:25 PM
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I feel fragile. Like I am oversensitive to/overwhelmed by stimuli both emotional and physical. My boss always tells me, "This too shall pass" so I was telling that to myself and taking some deep breaths. Then I took a Xanax. My boss told me, "Just remember that what you are feeling is temporary." Temporary or not I just want it to go away! Stupid emotions.

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Default Dec 03, 2020 at 06:06 PM
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Xanax and Christmas Music seem to be helping me with my feelings of being overwhelmed and oversensitive to stimuli. I texted a couple of friends also and one replied to me and that made me feel good. Trying to remember what my boss says, "This too shall pass." Hopefully tomorrow is a good day.

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Default Dec 03, 2020 at 07:00 PM
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I feel exhausted at the moment. I just got home from a stressful appointment. I'm trying to relax with a frappuccino. I might play my game, but I really think I need a nap first.

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Default Dec 04, 2020 at 05:11 PM
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I relaxed most of the day. I bought two Frappuccinos this morning. I'm on a sugar high but I guess that is Okay. I'll crash soon and sleep awhile. I played my game for a long time. I'm bored with it now. I would love to read, but I can't think of anything that I would be interested in. I'm so bored it's not even funny.

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Default Dec 04, 2020 at 05:23 PM
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I started out the day feeling crises-y but I am feeling a little bit better now.

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Default Dec 04, 2020 at 05:58 PM
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I was having some hallucinations after missing a dose and visiting crisis. I'm not sure, but I think I know what caused it after talking to my primary care physician. I feel okay now, but tired like I have the last two weeks. It feels like I stayed up all night whether I sleep all night and all day for three days or not. I stay up for maybe 4 or 5 hours a day tops, enough to write this, talk to my mom, talk to my boyfriend, talk to friends, and paint. sometimes I meditate. This is unusual for me, I'm sick right now, I usually stay up longer than this.

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Default Dec 05, 2020 at 01:33 PM
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I'm trying to relax today. I'm a little stressed out about chores. But I'm trying to show myself some compassion. I asked my mom for help. She says she can come one day to help out. I am very glad. I mainly need help with getting my floors clean. I will try to declutter over the next couple of days. This evening, I want to play my game, shower, meditate and read.

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Default Dec 08, 2020 at 12:42 AM
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I went to the store and the pharmacy. I took a walk with my boyfriend, which made me feel more safe. I managed to stay awake all day.

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Default Dec 08, 2020 at 01:03 AM
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I feel very down and stressed today. My cat's been sick. I have to take her back to the vet today. And I've been sick. I have 2 doctor appointments tomorrow. I am struggling.

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Default Dec 08, 2020 at 09:23 AM
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I've been recovering in a few different ways & this morning I seem to have experienced some sort of breakthrough. I'm actually feeling stronger physically & mentally.
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Default Dec 08, 2020 at 11:25 AM
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I feel very down and stressed today. My cat's been sick. I have to take her back to the vet today. And I've been sick. I have 2 doctor appointments tomorrow. I am struggling.
I'm sorry you are struggling! I hope your Doctor appointments go okay. I'm sorry to hear about your kitty! Is this Jazzy? I might have you confused with someone else. What did the vet say?

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I went to the store and the pharmacy. I took a walk with my boyfriend, which made me feel more safe. I managed to stay awake all day.
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I'm sorry you are struggling! I hope your Doctor appointments go okay. I'm sorry to hear about your kitty! Is this Jazzy? I might have you confused with someone else. What did the vet say?
Yes, it's Jazzy. She is better now. The vet found the problem. It was an issue with her glands. She's all fixed up. I am relieved. I have to add Mirolax to her diet. Easy enough. One appointment tomorrow is telehealth. The other is face to face. I think they will go well. Thank you!

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Default Dec 09, 2020 at 09:42 PM
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I'm feeling sad tonight. My youngest sister A hasn't talked to me in months. We had an argument over Trump and Covid. She said horrible things. I tried to stay calm but I ended up saying something hurtful. I apologized. It was too late. My sister blocked me. She won't even respond to emails. I tried to patch things up. I sent her a Christmas gift over the weened. I had a really nice note attached. She still won't talk to me. I feel hurt that she isn't more understanding. I feel like she hates me. I know she blames me for something that happened 30 years ago. She threw it in my face back in March. But it was never my fault. It was not something I did or didn't do. In a way I am angry. She's emotionally immature. I guess I just have to let it go. There's nothing else I can do.

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Mostly doing okay. I am going to have a very full weekend. I need to plan some self care time in there.

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Default Dec 11, 2020 at 01:41 PM
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I'm alright today. I've had a busy morning.

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Default Dec 14, 2020 at 11:02 PM
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I just got out of a CSU today. Meds adjusted. Head adjusted. Attitude adjusted. I don't know what else there is that will happen over this, but I feel better.

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Default Dec 15, 2020 at 02:19 AM
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I'm having a tough time this morning. I'm trying to apply for food stamps. Since Friday, I attempted to login to finish my application 3 times. Every time, I get a message that the site is down. They don't have online support. I guess this isn't a well-funded program. I don't have a number to call. So I'm not sure what I'm going to do.

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