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#441
I feel better after getting some sleep. And I found out why I can't progress the storyline just yet in my game. I have to level a bit more. I and others think it is a flaw in the game. But this is what Blizzard has done for their new expansion. Oh well, I'm back on track and doing every quest I can. I feel hopeful for a good day!
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I feel fragile. Like I am oversensitive to/overwhelmed by stimuli both emotional and physical. My boss always tells me, "This too shall pass" so I was telling that to myself and taking some deep breaths. Then I took a Xanax. My boss told me, "Just remember that what you are feeling is temporary." Temporary or not I just want it to go away! Stupid emotions.
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Xanax and Christmas Music seem to be helping me with my feelings of being overwhelmed and oversensitive to stimuli. I texted a couple of friends also and one replied to me and that made me feel good. Trying to remember what my boss says, "This too shall pass." Hopefully tomorrow is a good day.
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#444
I feel exhausted at the moment. I just got home from a stressful appointment. I'm trying to relax with a frappuccino. I might play my game, but I really think I need a nap first.
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#445
I relaxed most of the day. I bought two Frappuccinos this morning. I'm on a sugar high but I guess that is Okay. I'll crash soon and sleep awhile. I played my game for a long time. I'm bored with it now. I would love to read, but I can't think of anything that I would be interested in. I'm so bored it's not even funny.
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I started out the day feeling crises-y but I am feeling a little bit better now.
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I was having some hallucinations after missing a dose and visiting crisis. I'm not sure, but I think I know what caused it after talking to my primary care physician. I feel okay now, but tired like I have the last two weeks. It feels like I stayed up all night whether I sleep all night and all day for three days or not. I stay up for maybe 4 or 5 hours a day tops, enough to write this, talk to my mom, talk to my boyfriend, talk to friends, and paint. sometimes I meditate. This is unusual for me, I'm sick right now, I usually stay up longer than this.
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#448
I'm trying to relax today. I'm a little stressed out about chores. But I'm trying to show myself some compassion. I asked my mom for help. She says she can come one day to help out. I am very glad. I mainly need help with getting my floors clean. I will try to declutter over the next couple of days. This evening, I want to play my game, shower, meditate and read.
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I went to the store and the pharmacy. I took a walk with my boyfriend, which made me feel more safe. I managed to stay awake all day.
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#450
I feel very down and stressed today. My cat's been sick. I have to take her back to the vet today. And I've been sick. I have 2 doctor appointments tomorrow. I am struggling.
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I've been recovering in a few different ways & this morning I seem to have experienced some sort of breakthrough. I'm actually feeling stronger physically & mentally.
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I'm sorry you are struggling! I hope your Doctor appointments go okay. I'm sorry to hear about your kitty! Is this Jazzy? I might have you confused with someone else. What did the vet say?
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Yes, it's Jazzy. She is better now. The vet found the problem. It was an issue with her glands. She's all fixed up. I am relieved. I have to add Mirolax to her diet. Easy enough. One appointment tomorrow is telehealth. The other is face to face. I think they will go well. Thank you!
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I'm feeling sad tonight. My youngest sister A hasn't talked to me in months. We had an argument over Trump and Covid. She said horrible things. I tried to stay calm but I ended up saying something hurtful. I apologized. It was too late. My sister blocked me. She won't even respond to emails. I tried to patch things up. I sent her a Christmas gift over the weened. I had a really nice note attached. She still won't talk to me. I feel hurt that she isn't more understanding. I feel like she hates me. I know she blames me for something that happened 30 years ago. She threw it in my face back in March. But it was never my fault. It was not something I did or didn't do. In a way I am angry. She's emotionally immature. I guess I just have to let it go. There's nothing else I can do.
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Mostly doing okay. I am going to have a very full weekend. I need to plan some self care time in there.
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#458
I'm alright today. I've had a busy morning.
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#459
I just got out of a CSU today. Meds adjusted. Head adjusted. Attitude adjusted. I don't know what else there is that will happen over this, but I feel better.
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#460
I'm having a tough time this morning. I'm trying to apply for food stamps. Since Friday, I attempted to login to finish my application 3 times. Every time, I get a message that the site is down. They don't have online support. I guess this isn't a well-funded program. I don't have a number to call. So I'm not sure what I'm going to do.
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