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Default May 02, 2021 at 05:03 AM
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I relied on some addictive behaviors this morning. I was really stressed out. I may continue with these behaviors. I don't want to feel anything today.

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Default May 03, 2021 at 04:36 PM
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Hi @dberte79, welcome to the group. This is kind of a slow forum but it gets checked on frequently throughout the week. You may also want to try posting in the Bipolar forum. Are you on any medications? I'm on Rexulti and Latuda for psychosis and Trintellix and Cymbalta for depression. I have schizoaffective disorder depressed type.

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Default May 18, 2021 at 03:33 PM
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Always I smoke during a storm. It's doing that, and most of the time, it's Organic Tobacco. Sometimes it is a un-realized-when-I-do-it habit. It makes me wide awake though. Mom notes it all the time. Pushes me to stop. I try to tell myself that the habit is sort of up in the air if I do it constantly or not. I think they are telling me I do it when I do not. The voices and situation hallucinations. The situation hallucinations are like out of body experiences that I hallucinate entire things said, the environment, etc everything in them. I seriously think it happens. And I have no clue what to do. I hope I don't get sucked into them anymore.
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Always I smoke during a storm. It's doing that, and most of the time, it's Organic Tobacco. Sometimes it is a un-realized-when-I-do-it habit. It makes me wide awake though. Mom notes it all the time. Pushes me to stop. I try to tell myself that the habit is sort of up in the air if I do it constantly or not. I think they are telling me I do it when I do not. The voices and situation hallucinations. The situation hallucinations are like out of body experiences that I hallucinate entire things said, the environment, etc everything in them. I seriously think it happens. And I have no clue what to do. I hope I don't get sucked into them anymore.
I'm sorry, @Brego. I don't like storms either. If I smoked I'd probably be smoking more, too.

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I'm not doing well. I need my walker to get around. My mom came by today to take my trash out for me. I'm really sad, lonely and sleepy.

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I'm doing okay. Staying pretty stable. Was told I was psychotic last week but IDK. I felt fine.

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I'm actually doing pretty stable also. It's a rather un-questionably prayed for state of mind. I have this feeling that it is going to last this time for quite a while. I pray for my betterment all the time. I hope that God lets it happen. He's been rather giving to me lately. And I hope it doesn't run out! I have a really hopeful feeling that I don't want to go away. I even prayed to the angels of heaven. I prayed they would guide it to a happy stable point.

I think I should pray more often, in those books that I have. I'm really looking forward to that. And then to sort of spill the beans to God or Jesus what's going on in my life. I like to try to do that.
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I'm doing okay. I moved up my psych dr appointment though because of hallucinations. But today, at this moment, I am doing good.

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I've been having audio and visuals though.

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Dr may want to tweak the meds. We'll see.

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I'm not doing well. Today was really difficult. I was stressed all day. I had chores to do but I couldn't finish them. My back started hurting. I'm supposed to have a nerve block in two weeks. I hope it helps. I just wish I could do more. I would love to be able to walk again. I wish I could breathe. I have a stress test for that on Tuesday. I hope it's not my heart. There's a lot stressing me out. I joined a class but then I requested that I drop out. I don't think I can handle it.

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Today I kind of failed & didn't follow through with promises to myself. So I'm naturally feeling disappointed in myself & feeling sad. I can't blame it all on the voices. I thought I was so determined this morning; I was so sure I would succeed & be proud of myself. But none of my goals got fulfilled today. All I can do now is accept my self defeat & try again tomorrow. Fingers crossed.

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Having trouble dealing with motivation. Motivation and understanding my thoughts. My thoughts feel blocked.

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I had a stress test today. The IV medicine made me sick most of the day. I felt good for a little while but I'm starting to get sick again. I won't find out the results of my test until next week. I am worried.

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Hi @SlumberKitty! Thank you! I feel better today. I've had a good day. It was very productive. I worked hard on keeping my mood elevated.

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