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Default Oct 05, 2020 at 06:05 PM
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I've had 2 naps today. It was nice but something feels off. I'm trying to relax with little activities. But part of me feels quilty because I didn't shower today and I did no housework. I'm just not motivated. I guess I need to show myself some compassion and try again tomorrow. Hope everyone is well and is able to sleep tonight.

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Default Oct 05, 2020 at 09:18 PM
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I have to stop agreeing with everyone about basically everything. I guess I'm a pushover and am wishy-washy about everything. That's no good. I wish I could wave a magic wand and be instantly better from that tomorrow. But it isn't possible.

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Default Oct 06, 2020 at 12:14 PM
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I'm okay. I'm stressed about work a bit because I'm not able to complete some of my tasks (waiting on other's to be able to complete). Sleep is good. Voices are okay.

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Default Oct 06, 2020 at 01:49 PM
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I'm feeling better this afternoon. I did a few chores and played my game, all of which helped put me in a good mood.

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I've had 2 naps today. It was nice but something feels off. I'm trying to relax with little activities. But part of me feels quilty because I didn't shower today and I did no housework. I'm just not motivated. I guess I need to show myself some compassion and try again tomorrow. Hope everyone is well and is able to sleep tonight.
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Nice bike ride. Feeling good. Yay!

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Doing better these days. Haven't though about dropping out of school lately. I think therapy is working.

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Default Oct 11, 2020 at 09:10 AM
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I was having a sort of good day until my cat got sick again. It's Okay. I'm taking her to the vet on Tuesday. I'm just afraid they'll give me pills again to give her. She's a mild-mannered cat. I guess it takes practice. She let me give them to her before. I guess I can do it again. I just have to think positive. I am worried about her though.

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Hope kitty is okay, Deilla. What is their name?

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Thank you! Her name is Jazzy. I think of her as my miracle cat. She was found abandoned on a busy street crossing a bridge.

I am less anxious about her appointment now. I was able to bathe this evening and wash my hair. For me, that is half the battle when it comes to making an appointment. So all I have to worry about on Tuesday is getting her in the carrier. I think I can do this now. And I know I can deal with the treatment plan.

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Yay! Jazzy!

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Default Oct 16, 2020 at 03:32 PM
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@Deilla how did Jazzy's appointment go? Is she feeling better? My cat Esther I have had to give pills to before (antibiotics) but sometimes they give me antibiotics that I can give her with a syringe. Neither is exactly easy but the syringe is a bit easier than the pills. She spit out one and I couldn't find it but she took all the rest of them. Now if I had to try to give them to my other cat, Amelia, I'd probably end up all scratched up. She's never scratched me but she is super independent and doesn't like to be held or anything like that. I'd have to hide it in her food or something! I hope Jazzy is feeling better!

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Hi! I wasn't able to make the appointment. I was too anxious. But I'm taking her in the morning when there's no traffic. I already got dressed and ready. I just need to finish up in the morning, get my cat in the carrier and go. I feel better about tomorrow but there still is some anxiety. Yea, I have another cat that's like that. Very independent. He doesn't like to be held. But he's been good about eating his meds with his food. Jazzy can taste it in hers. I've had some luck with pill pockets.

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I've had a tough couple of days. I took my cat to the vet and got some medication for her. One is a stool softener. I was able to give that with food. Next, I have to give her the antibiotic. I'll try mixing it with a wet treat. She seems to be doing much better. The vet gave her her pain pill. I'll give that again in the morning. I'm very sad and feel lonely tonight. I've been struggling with this and I've had no family members to talk to. And my online therapist has been out of town. It doesn't matter what it is, whenever I have a problem, there's no one there for me. I'm afraid I'll be alone for the rest of my life.

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A lot of sound today, both good & bad. I wish so much for a day of or even part of a day of a quiet mind.
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@Deilla I'm glad that Jazzy seems to be doing better. I'm sorry you feel so alone. You can always talk to us here on PC! HUGS Kit

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@Deilla I'm glad that Jazzy seems to be doing better. I'm sorry you feel so alone. You can always talk to us here on PC! HUGS Kit
Thank you! Today's been much better for me. I got a lot of chores done. And I was able to take care of my cat. My therapist has been responsive and my step-mom chatted with me for a bit. I thought that was nice. Also, I was able to talk to my sister J. She took a break from work and texted me for about 10 minutes. I am very thankful for that. She was very kind.

And I appreciate everyone here for all the support I receive. I have people. It's just that sometimes I get so lonely. I have to start reframing those thoughts.

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Thank you! Today's been much better for me. I got a lot of chores done. And I was able to take care of my cat. My therapist has been responsive and my step-mom chatted with me for a bit. I thought that was nice. Also, I was able to talk to my sister J. She took a break from work and texted me for about 10 minutes. I am very thankful for that. She was very kind.

And I appreciate everyone here for all the support I receive. I have people. It's just that sometimes I get so lonely. I have to start reframing those thoughts.
I'm glad today is much better. Reframing thoughts is hard but it is rewarding usually!

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Been awhile. Busy. Doing super good on this double secret medicine. 9 out of 10 pretty much every day, all day. Miracle, basically. Just trying to keep it going.

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