delusions, what are yours?

I feel what you mean about the helicopters. There is a air base or several around here. I know they are training, but I still think they are out to get me.
They pass over about every 15 minutes. It makes me so paranoid. I see lots of other things too.

There are white unmarked cars, and white SUV's. I don't drive very much, but when I do, they are there.I don't think I'm having delusions, because the things I see are real. Maybe I 'm wrong who knows.

my delusions ....please don't laugh....were nothing like the once mentioned here...I did have delusions of reference along with thinking that one person in particular is going to throw a surprise wedding for me.....I am so embarassed now when I think of it...Everything around me revolved around it....I could'nt step out of my house , watch television or read newspaper without infering something or the other. I was madly in love with some guy at that time...he played with me...now though he says it was all unintentional...he is married, happily settled and i am recovering from a mental illness with little or no future prospects.

Ugh...we were speaking about delusions and I am rambling on......

Somerimes I know I am having delusions, other times it feels to real to not be true.
1. That the world is a giant dollhouse and we are all like barbies being controlled by another being.
2. That I can sense others emotions, mostly about me.
3. People can read my mind.
4. I believe that my sister despises me and only gets close to me to make my life miserable. I also believe she has tried to kill me several times while we were growing up.

i once had a delusion that michael jacksons spirit was trying to tell me that his doctor was the one that killed him. id hear tapping on my window and screaming and i thought that was his spirits way of telling me the doctor is guilty.

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Some of my delusions were
- I thought the rental managers of our housing complex were communicating with me through the fan vent in the bathroom, fire alarms, and lights
- I thought my neighbours were harassing me
- I thought I was hearing my ex boyfriend harassing me
- I thought one neighbour tried to poison my family
- I thought someone was using tv shows and manipulating our cable to harass and mock me
- I thought someone was hacking my computer
- I thought someone was giving my spouse a heart attack
- I thought all the neighbours knew I was crazy and were mocking me
- I thought people could read my mind
- I thought I could hear things through a certain frequency that others couldn't hear
- I thought one neighbour was in love with me
- I thought a friend was stalking me
- I thought neighbours were talking to me and my kids through the walls
- I thought my mother in law was insulting me
- I thought there were criminal plots devised by others
- I thought someone was trying to communicate with me through the bathtub
- I thought people were trying to steal diamonds and place drugs in my house to get me in trouble
- I thought I was taken to jail when I was taken to the mental health ward the second time
- I thought I could hear people being interrogated in the unit above mine or beside mine
- I thought neighbours were communicating about me through a special frequency that I was picking up using a baby monitor and a glass, and that I was sending messages back to them mentally
- I thought my ex boyfriend was on a drug induced psychotic rage throughout the city and the hospital staff were trying to track him down and detain him using their computer and tasers
- I thought the doctors were going to perform surgeries on me when I was in the hospital

A lot of my delusions didn't even make sense and I would have one delusion then another totally unrelated.

Yes, my voices state that they are freemasons also. I did some secondary research, and I don't think my voices are being truthful. There is certainly some disparaging dissent against the Freemasons, but it seems highly unlikely that they are involved. My personal hypothesis is that the voices know they are an easy target, and seek to cause (what they call) 'hangovers" - a term referring to the problems that remain after believing and acting on the wrong information. The surprising thing to me is that auditory verbal hallucinations would incriminate them in the first place!