[Illvoices]

so ive been wanting to tell everyone that feeling weak because of the medication your taking its a whole nother level than feeling weak before the trauma. i am trying to tell you about a difference source of weakness and let me tell you i lasted a year before being medicated, and within that year i was hearing voicethoughts that were still annoying to me and as you all know it was my first traumatic event. even thou in my first traumatic event i wasnt taken away to the hospital because i wasnt that affected by their stunts, but when my second traumatic event happened i felt my body more on edge and risk taker that i couldnt control my own body even when i kept thinking to control myself because i was holding an infant child, but that was something i wish were gone and i know that the voicethoughts could be responsible for it and much more if given the proper motive to them. not that they dont have some sort of bad plot already planned out with you

[neodoering]

Illvoices;
Your posts are kind of difficult to understand, because they're rather stream of consciousness. Are these experiences causing you distress? It's not enough that they are happening; it's what you make of them that matters. You mentioned medication, so it seems you are making an attempt to address the psychotic symptoms. How often do you have attacks like this? How severe are they? Are the meds alleviating some of the misery, or do you need to ask your pdoc for stronger medicine?

I have weird symptoms, too, and I like to tell people about them because then people tell me their symptoms, and we both grow in wisdom. Thanks for sharing, but I need more clarity from your posts. A little more explanation of your actual social situation as well as your symptoms.

[Illvoices]

so i was taking some meds before that didn't give me muscle weakness, but lithium have seemed to give me a whole lot of muscle weakness in my legs and that is what is gotten me worried because i want to go out more like i did before.