Roll Call 118

Yesterday after work I went to my friends house with another girl and we helped haul a lot of trash and junk out of her apartment. She has been depressed and not cleaned up. It was pretty bad, we filled up a whole pick up truck w junk and huge black trash bags. My legs feel like jello from hauling it all up and down a flight of stairs

But I'm glad I could help her. I'm sure it feels a lot better for her. I know what it's like, my apartment from 2012 got to that state. I was in a long psychotic episode which wound me up in handcuffs and taken to an ip ward against my will. My apartment felt like a prison to me and I hated it, but I was too ill and overwhelmed by what needed to be done. Someone helped me get it together, so I helped my friend =]

Can anyone translate this

Did you try google translate?

I don't feel like typing it in lol

Soooooo.... Ok.. Lol

We need a new Roll Call

Good old google translate full of messed translations.....I belive Loial knows Spanish? Seems like he translated a song once.

If I did translate a song it was with Google translate

I.e. I don’t know Spanish!

Class starts in an hour and a half. I'm just so excited about tomorrow morning when I get a bed. That is going to be so nice.

Just hanging out now on my laptop. I didn't feel like coming tonight but here I am Haven't missed a class yet so probably not a good time to start. Also we're getting assigned homework or something tonight so I don't want to miss that.

Hi everyone. Just wanted to say hello because haven't in awhile. Have had a hard time with lacking insight entirely and thinking all sorts of things that aren't real and I just haven't been inclined to say anything because it's embarrassing.

Last year which was 2017 was another year I lost completely and 2016 is gone too and I don't remember much else.

This year I don't want to lose so I'll say it because I got my records from my old therapist:

I've been really psychotic and insight has been hard to come by which is why I've not posted here because I started believing I'm not really schizophrenic again and well here I am again because the schizophrenia is there whether I know it's there or not.

Reading through my records shocked me because holy **** I've been out of my mind! Like Lost It lost it, capital letters Lost It. And I just now saw that I've lost it so bad. Thinking all these untrue things of myself and my world and the outside world.

It's like I literally go into another world when I'm psychotic, I can't describe it well.

I hope all of you are doing well and to all the new faces here hello and I hope this forum is helping you all out.