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Findingreason · Mar 10, 2018 at 10:45 AM

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newtus · Mar 10, 2018 at 10:47 AM

Thanks Fr

newtus · Mar 10, 2018 at 10:47 AM

Im doing laundry.

12AM · Mar 10, 2018 at 10:48 AM

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ofthevalley · Mar 10, 2018 at 10:49 AM

Thank you!

newtus · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:02 AM

I feel like this zoloft is killing my sex drive already

Or this time of year is making me feel weird because i spent the last 2 springs with my ex before he broke up with me.

I think its the first one

newtus · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:05 AM

Ugh.

Idk whats going on.

Im supposed to see the bf today and i feel like i dont want to.

ofthevalley · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:07 AM

Why don’t you want to see him?

justmeandmyhead · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:08 AM

Hey guys,
Had a bad day yesterday, I watched a music video of this song and it proper messed with my head. I couldn’t get the song or video out my head all day and I just sunk further and further into the weirdness. I spent the evening with my mum and we had drinks and watched films.
Had a better day today, took the pup for a walk round a woodland park which he loved, he went in water for the first time. Just given him a bath and now going to do a food shop.
Guna get Indian takeaway tonight and chill out. My heads a bit all over the place tbh. The darkness is there near constant and things are bothering me.
Thought about having some more drinks tonight, not sure if it’s a good idea or not.

newtus · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:12 AM

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Why don’t you want to see him?

Idk. Thats just it. Idk.

I feel like theres something going on with me. I cant put my finger on it.

I do know last Sunday was not good. He joked about putting my cat in the bathtub after she scratched him and he pushed her off. And then he started talking about how he shouldnt tell me stuff after i got sad about something. I dont remember what.

Idk if its this medicine, or the time of year... i hope the case isnt that i dont like him anymore.

Ive been having second thoughts about moving in with him tho ever since sunday.

12AM · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:15 AM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Hey guys,
Had a bad day yesterday, I watched a music video of this song and it proper messed with my head. I couldn’t get the song or video out my head all day and I just sunk further and further into the weirdness. I spent the evening with my mum and we had drinks and watched films.
Had a better day today, took the pup for a walk round a woodland park which he loved, he went in water for the first time. Just given him a bath and now going to do a food shop.
Guna get Indian takeaway tonight and chill out. My heads a bit all over the place tbh. The darkness is there near constant and things are bothering me.
Thought about having some more drinks tonight, not sure if it’s a good idea or not.

Sorry you had a bad day yesterday. Indian takeaway sounds good, but I don’t think you should drink when you don’t feel well

newtus · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:19 AM

I think im depressed.

And my period is late

12AM · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:41 AM

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I think im depressed.

And my period is late

Maybe you’re depressed due to PMS?

newtus · Mar 10, 2018 at 11:54 AM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

Maybe you’re depressed due to PMS?

Its a possibility.

Hopefully its just that. I hope i get my period at all.

Yea i know im freaking out about it still.

Gr3tta_0 · Mar 10, 2018 at 12:03 PM

Im going to walk the dogs, and go to a new grocery store, to make the shopping more interesting.

I'll probably have to go to the regular store also, but i can put it off to a weekday when its less busy.

justmeandmyhead · Mar 10, 2018 at 12:49 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

Sorry you had a bad day yesterday. Indian takeaway sounds good, but I don’t think you should drink when you don’t feel well

Thank you 12AM. Yeah I think it’s best not to drink. I’ll have a cider with tea but no spirits. Hope you’re well

ofthevalley · Mar 10, 2018 at 01:06 PM

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Originally Posted by justmeandmyhead

Hey guys,
Had a bad day yesterday, I watched a music video of this song and it proper messed with my head. I couldn’t get the song or video out my head all day and I just sunk further and further into the weirdness. I spent the evening with my mum and we had drinks and watched films.
Had a better day today, took the pup for a walk round a woodland park which he loved, he went in water for the first time. Just given him a bath and now going to do a food shop.
Guna get Indian takeaway tonight and chill out. My heads a bit all over the place tbh. The darkness is there near constant and things are bothering me.
Thought about having some more drinks tonight, not sure if it’s a good idea or not.

sorry you had a bad day. I’m glad today is better.
We’re getting take out too. I can’t wait. I’m starving.

ofthevalley · Mar 10, 2018 at 01:10 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Idk. Thats just it. Idk.

I feel like theres something going on with me. I cant put my finger on it.

I do know last Sunday was not good. He joked about putting my cat in the bathtub after she scratched him and he pushed her off. And then he started talking about how he shouldnt tell me stuff after i got sad about something. I dont remember what.

Idk if its this medicine, or the time of year... i hope the case isnt that i dont like him anymore.

Ive been having second thoughts about moving in with him tho ever since sunday.

I think it’s normal to wonder about living together. It’s still early. You’re still learning about each other and there’s bound to be stuff you don’t like. There are still things my husband does that pisses me off.

justmeandmyhead · Mar 10, 2018 at 01:11 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

sorry you had a bad day. I’m glad today is better.
We’re getting take out too. I can’t wait. I’m starving.

Thanks valley, hope you’re having a good day. What takeout are you getting?

ofthevalley · Mar 10, 2018 at 01:11 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I think im depressed.

And my period is late

Try to hang in there. The Zoloft should help. How much are you on?

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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 10, 2018 at 11:19 AM #12 I think im depressed. And my period is late __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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