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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 01:29 PM
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Maybe I don’t need meds. Maybe it was just stress of court stuff
Stress can be a trigger for these symptoms....being on the meds can help prevent that triggering the symptoms. Looking back I realize it does for me...
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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 01:32 PM
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No. He just gave me some money and a stuffed rabbit. My mom made me an easter basket tho. And had the bf and i hunt for eggs. The jelly beans were in the eggs. I have them stashed in the sofa where you can store stuff.


That’s awesome. I don’t think I’ll ever stop making baskets. It’s so fun.

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Wow. Well, maybe just think about asking your pdoc. It would save you so much money... I want to try CBD stuff, I hope I can find it cheaper than pot.


All this talk about cbd oil has me curious.

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 01:47 PM
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Maybe I don’t need meds. Maybe it was just stress of court stuff
Though I do understand... I kinda wonder if I need meds either as well. Like, I seem to be doing okay. But maybe its cause I am on the meds...
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All this talk about cbd oil has me curious.
Me too! Gotta see if it helps with anxiety and pain.
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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 01:49 PM
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I forgot to take my meds last night and this morning I took double accidentally... oops.

I’m trying to be productive and keep myself busy but now I feel all restless especially my legs.
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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 01:54 PM
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I think when we feel good (thanks to meds) we tend to think we don’t need them.
I haven’t been on an antipsychotic for 3 days. I feel fine. I’m taking it tonight though because I know I’m stable due to meds and I don’t want to intentionally mess that up. Maybe I don’t need them. Maybe it was all stress induced. Who knows.

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 02:00 PM
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I vaped some cbd and fell asleep for 30 min

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 02:18 PM
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I’m really bored and hungry. I want something hot and savory. Not going to happen since it’s grinder night for me. Maybe I’ll make something tomorrow.

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 02:33 PM
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I struggle with free time. I don’t know what to do with myself. I did some stuff but now I don’t know. I just want to drink and self harm now.
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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 02:50 PM
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Alright I have to go out. I need coke for dinner, fudge rounds, and smoke.
I’m so lazy I really just feel like staying in but I’ll be sorry tonight if I don’t go.
Hopefully my son calls soon. He was asking to go to a party at 5 but he’s still riding.

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I struggle with free time. I don’t know what to do with myself. I did some stuff but now I don’t know. I just want to drink and self harm now.


Could you go to the gym?

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 03:05 PM
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Thinking about doubling my meds tonight. I just want to sleep but mind is racing

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 03:28 PM
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I got a new bottle of my med and i took it last night gonna take it again tonight.

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 03:31 PM
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We almost finish this Roll Call, are we just breaking a record by finishing Roll Call in less than two weeks?

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 03:34 PM
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Someone make a new one

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We almost finish this Roll Call, are we just breaking a record by finishing Roll Call in less than two weeks?
I’ve seen faster.....

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Default Apr 07, 2018 at 06:17 PM
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PC won't let me quote these on the new Roll Call for some weird reason, so I've had to reply here.

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On another note, regarding bipolar, i don't understand why my doctor thinks i have hypo/mania. I am the calmest person, i never get too excited, I never get angry, I haven't been hyper sexual in years, My affect is pretty damn flat, no depression or pleasure. :/ And yet she was stern that it is hypomania keeping me up. I have no racing thoughts. I'm in a zen-like state, clear minded, when I'm in bed. It's just that I can't feel sleepy ever. I get physically exhausted, but never the sleep hormone--which that stopped as soon as I started all this ssri nonsense that made me have a bipolar episode.

It's really frustrating that I'm not able to sleep well.
It's not necessarily hypomania. People with sz can just have real problems sleeping. Sleep reversal isn't that uncommon. My pdoc says that my sleep issue, which sounds very similar to yours, is down to sz. Granted, he does say that everything is because of sz... But I have read about sleep problems with sz elsewhere. I just don't understand why you would get sleep reversal...?? I guess that means that they don't have a hypothesis for it yet

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I feel calmer today. And I remember now that I always feel calmer the day after I start taking it again. It’s like an inner peace where there was anxiety and restlessness before.
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Guys I have amazing news.
The guy pleaded guilty so I don’t have to go to court!!
I’ve never been so relieved in my life. So many horrible thoughts around it and it’s gone!
I feel brighter and like there’s a weight off me.
I can just focus on me now. Have got a sick note so have another 2 weeks off work. Focus on feeling good.
I'm glad that you're feeling calmer, and even more pleased that the stress of court is now gone. Hopefully that will help you just as much. Stress can really do a number on people, even with meds.

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i’m in a weird mood because my psychiatrist is reading my thoughts. kind of irritated i hate it when she does that.
I wear sunglasses so mine can't do it. I've also told him that I don't like it when he does that so to stop doing it.

But we've been so disconnected the past couple of appts that I'm wondering if he might understand what I'm saying better if I just let him read my thoughts... Because he's not getting it AT ALL at the moment, and it's both upsetting me and P'ing me off! ...But then maybe it's better that he doesn't understand so he won't decide to section me or some other BS...idk? *sigh*

Anyway, I'm sorry that this is happening to you

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24 degrees here, I’m still in my pjs doing laundry, had a nice bagel and some mango for breakfast. I posted a new topic about resilience and fighting the good fight, if you guys have advice or what you do I’d really like to hear it. Just the longer I have even a tiny amount of illness I feel like I have to constantly fight just to be “normal” you know, have a job, friends and a bf....sometimes it all just seems like work. Anyway thought it might be a good topic.....
It IS a good topic. I'll try to post over there when I can come up with something. Normally, I would have lots of suggestions. But 'normal service' will be resumed soon, I'm sure.

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today I am 1000 days sober from alcohol...its a big achievement for me...never been this long without a drink.

Now only can I get a good nights sleep, its really hard for me, i take sleeping pills and everything but I decided last week to stop my clopixol depot, because it was giving me too many migraines like 6 migraines last month and 8 the month before, and I am prone to migraines already. It also made me really suicidal and I couldn't cope with that.
Congratulations on your sobriety!

If you find that you can't do without the depot, there are migraine preventer meds out there, like pizotifen, and many others that you take every day to minimise the frequency.

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Hi you! How are you doing?? It's been awhile since I've been active so I have to play catch up around here.

Insight is surreal and can be disturbing definitely but for me personally I'd rather have more knowledge and not less. And I prefer a painful truth, because my psychosis is a liar and for too long it convinced me that I'm also a liar and a bad person and that's just not so, and that is insight I never had before that had honestly been a relief. Had a long standing literally 15 year long complex delusion about being Satan that literally broke within the past few weeks.
Glad your insight took hold and evaporated the lies. Lol
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