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Do you think you’re less likely to tolerate sitting with hunger on meds or post illness.....is it more about hunger or more about a general lack of impulse control. I’m thinking I have less Ability to tolerate unpleasant situations in general like studying or not eating when hungry etc. Just wondering how it is for you all.
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Kind of depends on the day/time/situation/randomness. I'll give in to cravings at times and enjoy them fully. Most of the time, though, I manage, or not, to keep myself back and move focus to other things
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I've always been very controlled, and I don't think my experiences or meds have changed that. The only exception was fluoxetine, which made me really dysphoric and impulsive, and was completely out of character for me, as I'm not remotely impulsive. It was actually really scary at the time. Thankfully, it went away when I stopped the fluoxetine.
The mechanism of action of AD(H)D is even more unclear than sz, but they think it might be low dopamine in the frontal parts of the brain, which is similar to with sz. However, aripiprazole is a partial D2 agonist and so it is supposed to increase dopamine functioning in the frontal areas where levels are lower. So I'm not sure if I'd blame the aripiprazole...Honestly, I'd be more likely to blame the underlying problem than the med in this instance. There's also mixed info about whether willpower is a finite resource. Off the top of my head, I can't remember if it leans more than one way than the other. But I do remember reading this paper about how thinking that willpower is a finite resource makes it so, which is interesting and I can well imagine that'd be the case. It could be that your priorities have changed since being ill, and so denying yourself things, or forcing yourself to do things that you don't want to do is no longer something you want to do deep down...?? Or maybe you're just out of the habit, idk? *Willow* |
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I found that I eat a lot more since I started anti-depressants. But before I didn't eat enough (maybe because I was depressed).
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When i was on Risperdone it was torture because i was always hungry. I didn't want just anything, i wanted something sweet, not artificial, sugar, sugar, sugar. I couldn't go an hour without wanting some to eat and i gained 55lbs. But do to the weight, loss fo sex drive, blurry vision, me and my pdoc got in a screaming fit and he finally let me have my way and i got on Geodon, and my life went back to normal. Hunger is pain. I couldn't stand the suffering.
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I rarely feel the physical sensations of hunger. idk why I guess I just suppressed it so much. however when I take my seroquel at night is when I'm most likely to eat. so I typically wait all day to eat at night. lol. I know it's super unhealthy tho.
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I have impulse control problems with food no doubt considering the eating disorder but it has gotten a bit better since I've gotten off Invega
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Obviously, to preface all of this, what we understand about the brain and dopamine systems and what the meds are actually doing in there is limited. But the theory is that the striatal and frontal dopamine levels are linked by a mesocortical feedback loop. So high striatal dopamine levels in psychosis push down the frontal dopamine levels. Regular D2 antagonists are theoretically going to push down the striatal dopamine signalling, which should increase frontal dopamine signalling in response. BUT they're 'dirty' in the sense that they don't just act on the mesolimbic pathway areas, so they're probably undermining that in the frontal area by antagonising D2 there too. But D2 partial agonists, like aripiprazole (and brexpiprazole, and I believe that cariprazine is a partial agonist too?? Neither of those are out in the UK yet though) should theoretically increase the frontal dopamine signalling. They might not decrease the striatal signalling as much as the antagonists do to activate the frontal feedback loop as much, but they should also be working in the frontal lobe to actively increase dopamine signalling too. Aripiprazole is the only AP with evidence for use in combination with another AP as it can improve negative and cognitive symptoms, whereas all of the other combos just increase side effects with limited/no benefits. So, IMO, aripiprazole shouldn't be causing you as much issues with impulsivity and cognition as the standard D2 antagonists might. I'm honestly leaning towards it being negative and cognitive symptoms. But that's jmo and who really knows what's actually going on in reality: it's all just theories! Anyway, it occurred to me last night that you must really be struggling if you are considering taking sarcosine and other stuff. I know how concerned you were about supplements before, so I figure that things must be bad if you're willing to try them, and I'm sorry about that I know that you are even more scared about messing with the aripiprazole, and I don't blame you when it has worked for you so well for so long. But maybe it would be worth trying something else if the supplements don't do everything that you hope? Cognitive and negative symptoms are the hardest to treat though, as you well know, but everyone responds differently to the meds, and only trial and error will show if there's a better option for you out there. Anyway, I know that it really sucks, and so I just wanted to offer my support *Willow* |
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Thanks willow.....have you seen the studies where Abilify specifically increases gambling activity and other risky behaviors? That’s why I was wondering if it was an impulsivity issue. But yes I was feeling really badly last week after failing my first practice test after months of study, but I really improved this week so it might be ok. Normally I’m not studying exactly but while I’m studying I think supplements might help, coffee has already helped..... __________________ Hugs! |
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Do you feel like other people would classify you as an impulsive person?? (Not to recommend nicotine addiction at all, but the evidence for its cognitive enhancement is pretty good! lol) I hope that you're not comparing your current cognitive abilities with your previous abilities. When I do that, it's a recipe for disaster. As much as it sucks, I have to accept that I'm not like that anymore, and you probably aren't either, unfortunately *Willow* |
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I considered nicotine it supposed to be a 25% increase or so and you can use the patch but still bad for your heart. I’m not comparing with pre illness so much as initial post illness values....things have gotten worse, at first they were bad and got continually better now they seem worse than when they got better and I haven’t had more episodes....why is it I can barely focus while reading.....I know I read better off Abilify it’s almost like it stops me from learning..... __________________ Hugs! |
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I can't speak to hunger and food though. Pre-meds, I had a perfectly normal appetite. I never worried about weight: I ate what I liked, and I stopped when I was full. The only exception was a special occasion, like a birthday, where I'd squeeze in dessert, even if I was full, but then always felt so uncomfortable afterwards. But I never really fought against my hunger because I never had to: I never had the desire to overeat. Actually, when I was 8yo, I severely restricted my food intake for a few months, so I guess that I fought against hunger then, but I don't remember that it was hard. Being on mirtazapine, quetiapine, and olanzapine were totally different experiences though. Honestly, the hunger never let up. It wasn't a 'normal' appetite at all! I tried fighting against it, and it was so ridiculously hard, and it felt futile to resist, because even resisting, I was still gaining weight, though maybe not as much. I felt totally out of control with it, and my pdoc at the time telling me to "eat less and do more" when I was sleeping 18 hours a day and eating anything not nailed to the floor...well, I wanted to punch her in her stupid face! She clearly had no understanding of how intensely my brain would scream at me for food. I don't see that as impulsive so much though...maybe others would, idk? But it feels so completely alien to my previous experiences of hunger and controlling food intake that it's hard to compare. Quote:
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My ability to study has tanked. Recall is really bad. I learn something, like a new word, and the next time I come across it, a few lines further down, I have to look it up again because I've forgotten it. I even forget the meaning of words that I know. As soon as I've read something, it's gone again. Even replying to posts here can be hard because I've forgotten so much of what I used to know, it's hard to learn anything new, and it's hard to form a coherent argument. Repetition was the only thing that helps a little, but it's still not an efficient way to learn given how much effort it costs. Reading is really difficult too, and I used to read voraciously. It seems to make more sense if I hear it at the same time as I read it (I used to have text to speech software, which really helped, but it stopped working.) Listening to audio books doesn't help as my mind wanders, and straight reading doesn't work either. But the two together at the same time is a bit easier, but still not what it was. I also found watching videos better than reading if I could get around it, which I know is something you're trying now with some success. The meds really messed with my ability to think. Everything felt like wading through sludge, especially on the more sedating ones. But even off meds for ages, it's not miraculously clear at all. It has gradually gotten worse over the last 11 years and I don't know why. My thinking just isn't what it was, and it really sucks that that's the way it is. I'd give anything to go back to how I used to be cognitively, but I have to accept that this is the way it is. I mean, I get by and most people can't tell, which in some respects, is good because I don't want people thinking that I'm stupid. But in other respects, it feels quite invalidating because it feels like people are basically calling you a liar because they can't tell you're having issues. But then I get that with most things, so I should be better at ignoring it! Anyway, I don't really have any answers, I'm sorry. I really wish that I did, for both of us. All I can offer is some empathy and a *Willow* |
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