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May 01, 2018 at 10:34 PM
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No one listens to me when I tell them I’m feel like I’m going to hurt myself and when I tried to stab my thigh with a pen! I’m feel like I’m going nuts and emotionally out of control! My voice are terrible and they are becoming more vivid and I can see them more and feel them WAY more. I can’t tell nobody that because no one listens or gives me a chance to explain. I’m also stressed and depressed and god knows I’m NOT going back to the hospital; it was terribly... BORING! I learned nothing but what it feels like to be bored out of my mind and wanting to jump out the window... PLUS, it was freezing.. and I missed my cat. Nobody understands and nobody picks up on anything! It’s ridiculous! If I end up in the hospital then people are going to be surprised and then upset and crying but I DID try to talk to them before that just like it says I should do on my relapse prevention plan geez! That’s why people end up dying!
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May 02, 2018 at 09:07 AM
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Are you on medication?
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May 02, 2018 at 03:10 PM
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Yes but it doesnÂ’t stop the voices and stress IÂ’m under. The stress is from searching for an apartment which is NOT going well. It depresses me because I waited 4 years for Section 8 and I canÂ’t find anything and when I do, they donÂ’t like the price and wonÂ’t pay for it. My caseworker is a witch. I hate her. IÂ’m scared to say anything to her itÂ’s tough. Also with my voices thereÂ’s a lot of bullying and once was friendly ones turning on me 🙁 itÂ’s pure hell!
I tried to let someone again but they just ended up talking about themselves 😡 What am I to do? __________________ I am a mood changer... Yes, I feel like queen of hearts myself!
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May 05, 2018 at 01:12 PM
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May 06, 2018 at 01:11 AM
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