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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 07:06 AM
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i don;t want to go to work todaaaaaaaay but i played sick last wednesday and i can't let myself wallow. need to start taking my meds again but my psychiatrist is holding my refill hostage again until i can come see her and i can't afford her. i don't know why she always does this when she knows i'm a stupid poor and can't see her more than twice a year without sacrificing my health insurance to her, she eats into my deductible so fast and i can't foot a $300 bill.

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 07:32 AM
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working 12:30 to 9 today and tomorrow

really liked my first day. we get to do lots of diverse things

a little worried abt some of my coworkers and me not fitting in w them

the manager.. on our way out... told me that these 2 girls are not fans of his and that they start a lot of drama

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 07:42 AM
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Just waiting for the smoke break. I feel crappy and my hair is badly tangled.
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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 08:19 AM
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Feel like I'm going to throw up... Idk why.. I have the past 3 mornings since I started the birth control patch.

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 08:22 AM
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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 08:33 AM
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Feel like I'm going to throw up... Idk why.. I have the past 3 mornings since I started the birth control patch.
That can make you nauseous......

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 08:34 AM
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Feel like I'm going to throw up... Idk why.. I have the past 3 mornings since I started the birth control patch.


That might be one of the side effects...nausea.

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 08:42 AM
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Feel like I'm going to throw up... Idk why.. I have the past 3 mornings since I started the birth control patch.

Please be aware that birth control patch can cause blood clots. I used to use the patch and got a lung clot that had traveled from my leg. I was hospitalized for a week then had to take blood thinners for a year. It was a a royal pain in the rear. I am glad I survived but never used the patch again.
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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 08:49 AM
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Yes what BPforever said.

Ever since i started BC 2 years ago, my periods have never been the same. They are very irregular. I just use condoms for safe sex.

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 11:25 AM
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I had therapy today. We went really deep into my childhood experiences (mainly drug and alcohol abuse). We even went into how I felt when my dad cheated on my mum and what my relationship is now like with my dad. I've had group therapy before which helped at the time but I never really opened up. One on one therapy delves so much deeper than I thought it would.
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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 11:26 AM
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Feeling normal today so that’s good. Wtf last couple days though...
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I had therapy today. We went really deep into my childhood experiences (mainly drug and alcohol abuse). We even went into how I felt when my dad cheated on my mum and what my relationship is now like with my dad. I've had group therapy before which helped at the time but I never really opened up. One on one therapy delves so much deeper than I thought it would.
It depends on the type of therapy...
Cbt deals with the present only.....that’s all I’ve had.

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 12:00 PM
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Just found out my peer worker of 6-7 years is quitting. If she really does im not going to group ever again probably.

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Just found out my peer worker of 6-7 years is quitting. If she really does im not going to group ever again probably.
Question....could you apply for that job? It might be perfect?

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Question....could you apply for that job? It might be perfect?


I cant. And i dont want to. She told me the clinic is going downhill and i kindve knew that all along.

She said ever since the clinic changed directors they have been making the peer workers pay out of their own money for anything peer related like gatherings and stuff. She said the head of behavioral health said peer workers are lazy and dont want to do their job. But the clinic doesnt want to give them a budget for anything peer related. Why would i want to be a peer worker there after that person said that?

2 or 3 peer workers have already quit, including her. And i cant tell you how many people i know have quit this clinic over the years. My nurse practitioner quit a month ago. My old psychiatrist that i was seeing before january, i overheard him speaking bad about the clinic too and how they treated patients. The turnover rate is ridiculous. Its only a mattter of time before my therapist quits. Ive been through 7-8 psychdocs.

And honestly its only a matter of time until i can get better insurance through a job and quit going there too.

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 01:54 PM
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I tried firing my pdoc on Monday apparently she didn’t take the hint... so injection here I come.

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Default Jun 20, 2018 at 02:00 PM
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Im having a really bad day.

I dont even know where to begin.

My cousin thinks im calling him racist for some reason. Im done with both sides of my family. He claims hes been nothing but good to me but he called me psycho when i was dxd with schiz. He talks shyt to the rest of my fam and mom about me.

I got into an argument with my sister about her never calling and seeing me.

My boyfriend is slightly upset with me about pushing the moving thing but the truth is like how some people shave their head to start over: i move. And im desperate.

My dad wont leave me alone about my weight.

Etc more shyt

Im so done

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Im having a really bad day.

I dont even know where to begin.

My cousin thinks im calling him racist for some reason. Im done with both sides of my family. He claims hes been nothing but good to me but he called me psycho when i was dxd with schiz. He talks shyt to the rest of my fam and mom about me.

I got into an argument with my sister about her never calling and seeing me.

My boyfriend is slightly upset with me about pushing the moving thing but the truth is like how some people shave their head to start over: i move. And im desperate.

My dad wont leave me alone about my weight.

Etc more shyt

Im so done
Sorry you’re having a crap day........

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My scoliosis spine hurts so bad tonight for some reason, makes it hard to sleep. Lucky I have a bowl of cheese cookies with me.

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