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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 12:38 PM
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Hope you feel better!

I hate when that kinda stuff creeps up, it's really tricky to catch before it goes too far.

Usually I don't realize I'm depressed till after a couple weeks of sleeping 16 hours a day and not leaving the house

Thank you Blue_Bird

I hope so too. Depression is a sneaky little thing. Same for paranoia and other psychotic symptoms. I'm trying to hold myself together so I will be okay for band. I need to be okay.
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 12:43 PM
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 12:48 PM
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It's beating 24bpm less now. I think I had a morning anxiety attack or something. I was freaking out..
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 01:19 PM
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I'm so ready for summer to be over lol

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Glad it went well!

I've got to go for a dental exam this month, I am trying to take good care of my teeth, as much as a can despite the damage I've done to them in the past.
Start carrying a toothbrush and brush after every time you eat. I actually do this.

If I'm out and I eat and I've forgotten my toothbrush I buy a combo pack, toothbrush and paste at 7-11 for $2.

My dentists are impressed by how clean my teeth are.
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 02:32 PM
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Hi guys. Worked today. Went well.
Spent a lot of my day planning out my trip. I’m so excited. We’re going to go on a moose tour the first night, the mountain adventure park the next day. White water rafting and wildlife tour the next. Another mountain adventure park the next. And I don’t know what we’ll do the final day maybe just drive around the mountains. Or I’ll let my son rent a bike and ride the National Park while my daughter and I go somewhere to eat.
I have to give up weed to pay for it. It will take all my paychecks to pay for it all.
I’m still excited. It’s going to be a blast.

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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 02:32 PM
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Went to the family doctor. He prescribed Concerta and then I did a blood test and urine sample (I hope they don't find any drugs in there lel).

He took my blood pressure and pulse. I asked him what my "blood pressure and stuff is" and he said 120 over something "Perfect blood pressure" but I was too scared to ask about my pulse.

He didn't say anything about it so it must be fine..
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 02:37 PM
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But I still will never truly know.. because I don't want to know..

(The blood pressure and heart results were on his computer and I couldn't see his computer)
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 03:50 PM
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Asked my wife to come with me to my counseling appointment tomorrow. Need to work together with them to try and get me on track. Voices, some paranoia, depression and anxiety. Not a lovely mix to say the least.
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 03:51 PM
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I also feel like the next pdoc appointments are with either my old pdoc that wanted to work against me, or another that is trying to sabotage me. It's got me on edge and worried.
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I also feel like the next pdoc appointments are with either my old pdoc that wanted to work against me, or another that is trying to sabotage me. It's got me on edge and worried.
You are intuitive. That makes for good music.

We get the feeling that pdocs are sadistic.

But they just want to help. (Me thinks)
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 06:11 PM
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Tweakys right.

Intuition and deep feelings make for good music

You should channel that, FR

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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 06:32 PM
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Einstein quote..

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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 06:46 PM
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So quiet here today.
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Default Jul 05, 2018 at 06:56 PM
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starting to get worn out working full time but oh well gotta be an adult

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The worst jobs are when you have to pretend that you're doing something when you finish all of your work.

That's complete absolute hell for me.
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So quiet here today.


Cuz im with the bf

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The worst jobs are when you have to pretend that you're doing something when you finish all of your work.


That's complete absolute hell for me.


I would rather do anything than have nothing to do.
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The worst jobs are when you have to pretend that you're doing something when you finish all of your work.

That's complete absolute hell for me.
This is something I googled and I made a screen shot of the results..

Roll Call 127

I find it really disturbing
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