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#21
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Thank you Blue_Bird I hope so too. Depression is a sneaky little thing. Same for paranoia and other psychotic symptoms. I'm trying to hold myself together so I will be okay for band. I need to be okay. |
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#22
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#23
It's beating 24bpm less now. I think I had a morning anxiety attack or something. I was freaking out..
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Anyone else have steam? Add me: heymoze
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#25
I'm so ready for summer to be over lol
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#26
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If I'm out and I eat and I've forgotten my toothbrush I buy a combo pack, toothbrush and paste at 7-11 for $2. My dentists are impressed by how clean my teeth are. |
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#27
Hi guys. Worked today. Went well.
Spent a lot of my day planning out my trip. I’m so excited. We’re going to go on a moose tour the first night, the mountain adventure park the next day. White water rafting and wildlife tour the next. Another mountain adventure park the next. And I don’t know what we’ll do the final day maybe just drive around the mountains. Or I’ll let my son rent a bike and ride the National Park while my daughter and I go somewhere to eat. I have to give up weed to pay for it. It will take all my paychecks to pay for it all. I’m still excited. It’s going to be a blast. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#28
Went to the family doctor. He prescribed Concerta and then I did a blood test and urine sample (I hope they don't find any drugs in there lel).
He took my blood pressure and pulse. I asked him what my "blood pressure and stuff is" and he said 120 over something "Perfect blood pressure" but I was too scared to ask about my pulse. He didn't say anything about it so it must be fine.. |
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#29
But I still will never truly know.. because I don't want to know..
(The blood pressure and heart results were on his computer and I couldn't see his computer) |
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#30
Asked my wife to come with me to my counseling appointment tomorrow. Need to work together with them to try and get me on track. Voices, some paranoia, depression and anxiety. Not a lovely mix to say the least.
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#31
I also feel like the next pdoc appointments are with either my old pdoc that wanted to work against me, or another that is trying to sabotage me. It's got me on edge and worried.
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#32
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We get the feeling that pdocs are sadistic. But they just want to help. (Me thinks) |
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#33
Tweakys right.
Intuition and deep feelings make for good music You should channel that, FR __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#34
Einstein quote..
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#35
So quiet here today.
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#36
starting to get worn out working full time but oh well gotta be an adult
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#37
The worst jobs are when you have to pretend that you're doing something when you finish all of your work.
That's complete absolute hell for me. |
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#38
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