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Default Jul 17, 2018 at 07:36 PM
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I'm feeling too tired in the evenings to go out like I usually do. It's making me more depressed.
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Default Jul 17, 2018 at 07:40 PM
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Default Jul 17, 2018 at 07:49 PM
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I'm flooded with all of these emotions and frustration. Scared. Excited.

With a blanket of anhedonia of course.
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Default Jul 17, 2018 at 08:27 PM
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I have been sick for several days the cough started on Saturday it’s now Tuesday I thought it would bypass me. But no it hurts to talk and to breathe in as well as I when I cough.

I’m going to try to see if my mom will bring me some Gatorade or Powerade.

I hope this isn’t pneumonia, starting.

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Default Jul 17, 2018 at 09:09 PM
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Default Jul 17, 2018 at 09:29 PM
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It’s 930pm and I’m still wide awake!!! Is there trouble on the horizon???
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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 03:55 AM
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i need to visit here more often, miss talking to you guys.

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I can't even get youtube on my freaking amazon stick, because google said f off to amazon, so they had to take it out of the features. Google is too big.
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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 06:15 AM
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yummy new vape flavor tastes like blueberry waffles. i love months where i have enough money to cover all my necessities and save, plus buy a few nice things here and there. trying to find comfort in little things right now. books, tastes, smells, solving a problem. the ache is subsiding slowly but surely. i'm aware that i'm a passing figure in people's lives. i'm going to learn to be ok with being a ghost.

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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 06:17 AM
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Good morning. Showered, dressed, coffeed up...ready to start my day.
Looks like I have only about 2 hours of work. That’s going to hurt the ole pocketbook.
It’s going to be 86 with 100% humidity and it’s not raining. I kid you not. It’s so humid I can’t breathe right. I may have to turn on the a/c if this keeps up.
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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 07:44 AM
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My uncles funeral is Saturday. About to put the fun in funeral with some weed.
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Good morning. Showered, dressed, coffeed up...ready to start my day.
Looks like I have only about 2 hours of work. That’s going to hurt the ole pocketbook.
It’s going to be 86 with 100% humidity and it’s not raining. I kid you not. It’s so humid I can’t breathe right. I may have to turn on the a/c if this keeps up.
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very humid here too

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yummy new vape flavor tastes like blueberry waffles. i love months where i have enough money to cover all my necessities and save, plus buy a few nice things here and there. trying to find comfort in little things right now. books, tastes, smells, solving a problem. the ache is subsiding slowly but surely. i'm aware that i'm a passing figure in people's lives. i'm going to learn to be ok with being a ghost.
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yummy new vape flavor tastes like blueberry waffles. i love months where i have enough money to cover all my necessities and save, plus buy a few nice things here and there. trying to find comfort in little things right now. books, tastes, smells, solving a problem. the ache is subsiding slowly but surely. i'm aware that i'm a passing figure in people's lives. i'm going to learn to be ok with being a ghost.
What is being a ghost?
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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 09:21 AM
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Went out to vape. Maintenance came by this morning and I was only barely dressed. I hate this place.

I was told my former roommate passed away. Terrible if it's true. We lost 3 familiar faces in the smoke breaks last week. It's lonely here.

I hope I'll be given my meds soon. I have a toothache and I need my Motrin.
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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 09:44 AM
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Finished with work. No idea what I’m going to do. My son is going out and my daughter is sleeping. Maybe I’ll try to take a nap. I’m kind of tired. Right now I’m having more coffee.

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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 09:55 AM
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Morning

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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 10:21 AM
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I’m weird today.

I keep zoning out and feel unmotivated but also hyper aware of everything. I almost hear messages in the music.

I haven’t been sleeping well the last couple nights.
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being transient. never staying in people's lives too long. love while i can and let go when i'm no longer of use.

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Default Jul 18, 2018 at 10:47 AM
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So, one of my parents cats, Charlie, has gone missing. This will be the third day gone.

They are both indoor cats so I guess it’s a bigger deal when they escape. Apparently my mum thought she had locked the window open but it wasn’t latched, so whilst they were out he pushed it further open & escaped through it.

Funny thing is Oscar escaped the week before but we went out but left the back door open and he came back inside of his own accord within a couple of hours.

No such luck with Charlie though. I hope he is ok wherever he is & is found soon.

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