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Seems very clear to me all along. People alr known who i am and they are out to provoke me with their mockery and seek amusement out of it.
When i was walking past a train station, several people looked at me and started behaving weirdly, one of them strutted on purpose, the other with a smirk looking towards me. When i entered the train, a group of teenagers started laughing, i feel emotionally triggered and then when i walked away from them, i saw another group of guys started laughing near me. It seems that wherever i go, people would laugh. I feel like my world is collasping and about to snap at them at any moment. I think i should arm myself to protect against them. They know i'm paranoid so they will start directing their words and behavior towards me in a non confrontational way. They know my bad past and they are looking to exploit every weakness they know i have. I just cant control how i feel towards these people and their actions. |
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I hope that, in some way, you will be able to find a path to deep peace within...
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Do you have some sort of crisis center you can stay at when you are feeling bad? |
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