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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 02:57 AM
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So the last one reached the assigned amount of pages... And here is the new one! Keep it going...

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Default Oct 14, 2019 at 02:59 AM
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Lolz I'll delete my one

Edit: It won't let me delete lol
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Cool, Tapatalk doesn't seem to have a delete function.

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Going to the store to get an Italian sub and some granola bars later

Will be spending the day with my friend. Looking forward to it

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Sounds like fun BB...

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Sounds like fun BB...
Yeah it should be It's been forever since I've hung out with anyone

I saw in the bipolar forum your post about your friend, I'm sorry for your loss

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Yeah it should be It's been forever since I've hung out with anyone


I saw in the bipolar forum your post about your friend, I'm sorry for your loss
Thanks...

It just shocked me. I hadn't been around for a while so I'm just now finding out, and then the way he died too... It's really getting to me and messing with my head a lot.
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I have PHP in the morning tho. It doesn't look like I'm going to sleep tonight; nightmares, PTSD and thoughts about him are keeping me up right now.

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I hope there's someone (a therapist etc) you can talk to at php today childofchaos. It's understandable that you're having trouble sleeping with that stress, hopefully you're able to get some rest tonight

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I saw a squirrel carrying a whole piece of bread up a tree. It was adorable

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No work. I like to savor my days when I have a psychologist appointment that day. I am at Tim Hortons. I had a delicious everything bagel toasted with onion and chive cream cheese. The coffee is still too hot to drink.

I found my blue tooth headphones, so they are charging on my laptop.

My goal is to finish my Nietzsche Chapter and go back to my chapter on David Hume. You can't rush into things like these... After my second cup of coffee I'll start if I can. I feel like I need 3 beers to go into Nietzsche though because he was often on drugs when he wrote, rumors say.
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I finally went out for the morning vape. I've been sleeping through it for the longest time. I felt like a sore thumb, paranoid that someone will start saying stuff about vaping. I drank at least a liter of diet Pepsi last night. And now I'm thirsty again.

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Did two things that give me severe anxiety , took a 25 minute walk around town and opened my curtains on my windows (it always makes me anxious, paranoid but it's a beautiful day )

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The demons are breathing on me and grabbing me and
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Did you go to PHP today or get some sleep yet childofchaos

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Nice day here too. Had a good sleep. I feel good. Last time I had psychotic symptoms was when I smoked too much weed 2 months ago on the hike and was talking to the mormons.

Not sure what I'm gonna do today. I'll try to work on the routine that I'm making. Just organize my notes is a real pain cuz I don't like reading psychotic scribbles.
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Seeing my therapist tomorrow. Not much to report other than how well I'm doing which is nice. Things have gotten so much better over the past couple months with the med changes I had. Also seeing my case manager, maybe she'll have some info about any apartment availability since I'm still looking to move into a new one

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I went to PHP but I didn't sleep yet

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Hope you can get some sleep @childofchaos831

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I had an hour and a half long meeting this morning but it was pretty interesting so I didn't mind.

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The owner is here, she's from the NY office. The controller comes next week. So everything at work is a little weird right now. It makes me feel....unsettled.

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