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Metaphysic
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Jan 08, 2019 at 06:12 PM
#61
Class was ok. Got studying to do. Went to have coffee with random people and chatted for 2 hours. Going skiing tomorrow.
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 Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Findingreason, Loial, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Jan 08, 2019 at 06:56 PM
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Jan 08, 2019 at 06:57 PM
#63
Been craving cheerios. Regular, yellow box cheerios. Hmm. Kit
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Jan 08, 2019 at 07:40 PM
#64
OMG...yes!
This speaks to my innards. 
__________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Grand Magnate
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Jan 08, 2019 at 08:27 PM
#65
Took my meds. In a great mood tonight
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Jan 08, 2019 at 08:36 PM
#66
Goodnight everyone. I hope everyone sleeps well.
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Jan 08, 2019 at 09:19 PM
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Goodnight!
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Jan 08, 2019 at 09:26 PM
#68
Had a great time at the movies with a couple friends
__________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Metaphysic
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Jan 09, 2019 at 02:30 AM
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I wrote this on reddit;
I feel like I always have to justify myself to everyone. I say things that people take out of context. When someone looks down on me, they are right. I am wrong. Like I am a bad person. I need constant reassurance. I don't believe in myself like I have no worth. I contemplated calling the suicide hotline because all I have is my mom and there's a chance that she's going to die soon because of her severe heart condition. She's the only reason why I won't end it. I have my dad but he doesn't live with me and my brother and sister are doing their own thing. Living their own life. I hate my life. I spent the last hour crying. I was doing so well mentally with my schizophrenia but now it just feels fake like love is fake like the world is a dark place and I feel like my soul is empty and I don't see anything beautiful because of my own ego and existence bringing me down. I want to be someone else. I want to go to sleep and not wake up but then the pain would just go to my family. I don't know what to say to my therapist. Outward it looks like I'm keeping it together so everyone always praises me on how well I'm doing but it doesn't feel real. I have no reassurance that I'm not losing my mind with depression and that these feelings are real. It's like "Everyone feels this way in life" then how do they do it? How do they get up in the morning, have relationships, work a ****** job. I don't get it. I want to find spirituality but I feel like **** and my brain isn't working right or something. I'm never happy with what I have because I'm an idealist and my reality doesn't match my dreams. My step dad abused me and he won the lottery and got away with it. I'm in so much pain. |
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Metaphysic
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Jan 09, 2019 at 02:47 AM
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I'm just going to disconnect from everything. I can't live like this anymore.
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Jan 09, 2019 at 04:20 AM
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day 5 of working a week straight... gonna go to the gym w my coworker after work again... there is a lot of drama at work
it's kinda exhausting keeping up with it ..why is it that when I finally do manage to integrate with my coworkers and make actual friendships that drama always comes with that. why can't ppl just b mellow and chill and communicate. idk but I don't much like it. seems that this is why I prefer being on my own lol __________________ 
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Jan 09, 2019 at 07:48 AM
#72
Good morning
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Jan 09, 2019 at 10:16 AM
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Morning! Finished work yay!
I am absolutely freezing  . The thermostat says 71 but there’s no way. My hands and feet are ice cubes. My husband didn’t start a fire this morning...gotta clean the stove. Nothing going on today. Going to try to get a nap in I think. Brunch...aside from the Cheerios I’m following my new diet. So damn hungry though I have to have the cereal. 
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Jan 09, 2019 at 10:43 AM
#74
Good morning again, fell asleep for another few hours.
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Jan 09, 2019 at 11:31 AM
#75
Morning
Having coffee and took my meds __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Jan 09, 2019 at 12:53 PM
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Jan 09, 2019 at 01:09 PM
#77
Good morning all. I have the mother of all migraines today. I've taken medication twice and it's still there. I'm sitting in my office with the lights off and the blinds shut but it's still kind of bright. I'm starting to get nauseated. Bleh. HUGS to anyone who wants one! Kit
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Jan 09, 2019 at 01:11 PM
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I spent like 3 hours in like some kind of sleep daze where I was awake I guess cause I could see but was kind of asleep at the same time and I kept wanting to get up and take my morning meds cause it was time for them but I couldn't get up. Weird
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Jan 09, 2019 at 01:22 PM
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__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Jan 09, 2019 at 02:16 PM
#80
Used instacart to get groceries since the bf is sick and im drunk.
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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