[Spiderhamis]

I sometimes do weird things and later I can't recall why I did them or why they were so logical at the moment. I'm mostly hiding things or covering them. The only thing I remember is that once it had to do with the fact that my hat's stripe was black and my Piglet's shadow was black too. Does this make sense? What is this?

[Findingreason]

Originally Posted by Spiderhamis

I sometimes do weird things and later I can't recall why I did them or why they were so logical at the moment. I'm mostly hiding things or covering them. The only thing I remember is that once it had to do with the fact that my hat's stripe was black and my Piglet's shadow was black too. Does this make sense? What is this?

Could you elaborate a little more? Not sure what you mean totally.

I see you also live in Finland.

[Spiderhamis]

Originally Posted by Findingreason

Could you elaborate a little more? Not sure what you mean totally.

I see you also live in Finland.

Well...the first time it happened was about a year ago. I was having a normal day, no hallucinations or anything. And then the next day I opened my closet and saw my pillow wrapped in clothes. I remember doing it, with a determination actually. It seemed logical thing to do. But why I did it? I have no idea.

Someday I found my hat and my Piglet on the pet room's floor. I remember I did it because the hat has a black stripe and the Piglet's shadow was black and I had to get rid of them, but I just can't see a logic there anymore. What was wrong with black? I don't understand. This was the only time I remembered a bit of why I did it (black) but other times -blank.

...Suomi rulaa!

[Findingreason]

Originally Posted by Spiderhamis

Well...the first time it happened was about a year ago. I was having a normal day, no hallucinations or anything. And then the next day I opened my closet and saw my pillow wrapped in clothes. I remember doing it, with a determination actually. It seemed logical thing to do. But why I did it? I have no idea.

Someday I found my hat and my Piglet on the pet room's floor. I remember I did it because the hat has a black stripe and the Piglet's shadow was black and I had to get rid of them, but I just can't see a logic there anymore. What was wrong with black? I don't understand. This was the only time I remembered a bit of why I did it (black) but other times -blank.

...Suomi rulaa!

Hmm, hard to say. Have you talked with a psychiatrist yet about it?


I've lived in a Finland for about 2 1/2 years. An American living abroad with my spouse.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Yes the mind sees patterns while psychotic that don’t make sense after you’re feeling better.

[Spiderhamis]

Oh.. okay. Never really thought I could be psychotic.

Psychiatrist? No way. I might tell my mom about this, but I'm not a really good talker, haha.

Thanks for answers You're awesome.