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Resident Queer Girl
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Feb 07, 2019 at 06:33 PM
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I wish it could be but if that was indeed his car, I'd be in the thought that he's watching me...voices are saying he is out to get me. I heard his voice too. He wants me. |
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Feb 07, 2019 at 06:35 PM
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Feb 07, 2019 at 06:37 PM
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It's in the 50-100K region. Not gonna say exact numbers cause I don't want anyone more finding out and going after me too. So not super small but not super large either. |
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Feb 07, 2019 at 06:52 PM
#384
I live in about a 65,000 to 75,000 population and I run into people very often. I do even in bigger cities near here like the capital, Albany.
I hope you feel better about it though FR, I'm sure it's a coincidence 
__________________ R.I.P mom  8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Feb 07, 2019 at 06:57 PM
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Okay. I just want to run. The voices said he was coming and even he said he was.  I'm scared. I don't normally run into people I know here...but then Finnish people are hermits, lol.
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Feb 07, 2019 at 06:57 PM
#386
One thing my therapist had me do when I'm paranoid is kind of reality check. It's kind of hard when in that state (and I'm not saying you are or aren't) but maybe ask yourself why he would want to harm you? When I thought the government was after me I had to eventually realize that it's not likely that they'd go out of their way to come after me, they have much more important things going on lol. Sometimes I get paranoid about people following me too but I ask myself why would someone really follow me? I don't have any enemies and I don't exactly have money or any assets at all, if someone were trying to plot to kill me they'd have to go out of their way and risk going to prison and I don't think anyone's going to do that
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Feb 07, 2019 at 07:00 PM
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I'm sorry you're scared  Have you told your wife about it? What does she think?
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Feb 07, 2019 at 07:01 PM
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I guess so. I guess I have to fight this. But it seems so dang real. I hope I don't keep running into him in the city. Else I know for sure he is after me...Why so quickly? What brought this on? I can't sleep any time soon cause I am scared to sleep... |
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Feb 07, 2019 at 07:04 PM
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Findingreason I hope it's just a coincidence. I'm sorry you are experiencing this. I hope you can sleep and not be scared. Try to tell yourself you are safe right now at this moment.
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Feb 07, 2019 at 08:42 PM
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Well tomorrow morning is going to suck.
I ate Smartfood for dinner  . I sabotage myself. I am incredibly tired tonight. I was all worked up at the eye doc. We waited forfreakingever and then she did his exam and tried ushering us out. I was like uhh can you do the fitting we requested. It worked out okay but I was pissy for a bit. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Feb 07, 2019 at 09:14 PM
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I did some yoga. 15 minutes of it. Normally do 20ish minutes but I'm really tired and was worried I'd lose my balance and fall
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Feb 07, 2019 at 09:20 PM
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I took my meds
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Feb 07, 2019 at 09:43 PM
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Hey everyone. I'm taking Monday completely off because I feel like I really need it. I haven't had a day off, besides weekends, for about 3 weeks if I recall correctly. Plus I'll give my tax stuff to my tax guy, get an oil change, hair cut, ect… My hygiene has been pretty bad. I have an unkempt beard now, and hair too long. It's the illness. sigh... I feel like the weight lifter who can't put the weights down. I feel the way that I look.
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Feb 08, 2019 at 07:33 AM
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I slept so good
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Feb 08, 2019 at 07:55 AM
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I hope you have a nice day off DT, you deserve it
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Feb 08, 2019 at 09:03 AM
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Morning/Afternoon,
I slept okay I guess. I felt tired and didn’t want to get up but my mum was around briefly today so I did. We had a cup of tea and caught up. I was going to go to the cinema today but, how shall I put this, I had a wobbly tummy incident. I think it was isolated but I didn’t want to be needing to rush to the toilet in the cinema. I’ll go on Monday instead. I prefer it during the week when it’s less busy. So instead I’m just starting season 4 of The West Wing. Not much else planned. Maybe watch a movie and then read later tonight. Hope everyone is ok!  *edit* - I forgot to say. I’m pretty confident today will be a sober day. Hopefully the first of many to come. __________________   "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson  |
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Feb 08, 2019 at 09:31 AM
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Good luck with your sobriety sorry you're not feeling well. I understand not wanting to go until a weekday when it's less busy. I always do things like that. I hate being around a bunch of people lol I finished season 7 of American Horror Story. Just have to wait for the final season to be put on Netflix. Right now I'm watching a show based on Lizzie Borden and a comedy animated show called F is for Family
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Feb 08, 2019 at 09:35 AM
#398
Think I've finally managed to get into a normal sleep routine. I go to sleep every night around a reasonable time and get up in the morning. I'm happy that the seroquel has helped. Previous to that I had been trying to fix my sleep pattern for well over a year and was never able to get it straightened out.
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Feb 08, 2019 at 09:51 AM
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F is for Family is hilarious. Love it! 
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Feb 08, 2019 at 10:24 AM
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Morning...eating breakfast. Dave’s Killer bread with homemade strawberry preserves. Pretty good.
Finished work for the morning. I’ll probably go back later. Nothing going on as usual. Will run to my guys house a little later but otherwise I’m just staying in the house. It’s cold and drizzling  . That freaking popcorn did me in this morning. Ugh...was I ever sick. Note to self. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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