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Metaphysic
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#41
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I'm just watching this video of a guitar version of summertime sadness.. YouTube .. wishing I could play guitar as good as that. |
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Angelique67, Erti
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#42
I’m having those thoughts again go off your meds go off your meds go off your meds there are messages in music and you’re missing them go off your meds.
I missed my meds last night just went to sleep too tired and missed them. I was fine today except for the thoughts above. I took them tonight. |
Erti, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Princess Tutu
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#43
that was a beautiful youtube video tweaky
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Princess Tutu
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#44
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stay on your medication. you're on them for a reason. |
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cogladaid
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Metaphysic
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#45
Possible trigger:
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Anonymous40796, Erti, Loial, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Princess Tutu
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#46
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Desoxyn
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Metaphysic
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#47
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Well.. idk.. She put my step dad before me for everything. All the **** I was going through. It's like she's delusionally obsessed with being in love and her kids are second. Always looking for boyfriends online or something. I told her she's a good mother. But jesus is longing for a lover that strong for the average person or is it just her? I don't get it. But yeah I'll talk to her in the morning because she's a completely different person while drunk. Like night and day. It's like she completely loses her mind at night when she's finished work. |
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Metaphysic
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#48
I gave her a hug and said she's not a bad mother..
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SlumberKitty
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Princess Tutu
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#49
sounds like your mom is lonely and looking for love in all the wrong places. her kids should come first. i think she's looking for something her kids can't give her, a romantic relationship.
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Desoxyn
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Metaphysic
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#50
My dad was having fun travelling the world. After my step dad attacked me my step dad wanted ME to move out instead and my mom had to think about that decision before she decided to put me first, but instead, she was always at my step dad's house after that. I basically had no one while growing up but my sociopathic step dad.
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This is all starting to make sense kind of. But ignore me I'm just trying to make sense of things.. |
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Princess Tutu
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#51
i'm sorry your stepdad was an asshole.
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Desoxyn
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Metaphysic
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#52
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Princess Tutu
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#53
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Legendary
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#54
Morning. Eating breakfast. I finished work at 9! When I’m done I’m going to snuggle up with dogs and some serial killers by candlelight. Hopefully get some sleep. The last couple nights have been rough.
__________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Angelique67, Erti
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#55
Woke up highly agitated and anxious but I feel better now. I took a shower and talked myself through it. Now I'm relaxing with my cats and have a butterscotch scented wax cube meeting
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Erti, Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, Erti, Findingreason, Loial
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#56
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Blue_Bird, Erti
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The Dopamine Flux
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#57
Morning
I took my meds __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#58
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Hope you get some sleep The sentence "snuggle up with dogs and serial killers by candlelight" made me laugh I know what you're talking about though, the documentaries lol __________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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The Dopamine Flux
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#59
I slept good. I needed that so bad. I cried and cried yesterday.
I need to figure out what im gonna do about all this. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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Erti
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#60
Went to the library for awhile to get out of the house for a bit. Checked out some books and DVDs
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, Erti, Loial, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty
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