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Desoxyn · Feb 15, 2019 at 10:10 PM

I still don't really understand what schizophrenia really is. I need my therapist to explain what is wrong with me. To diagnose me with something that makes sense instead. I think I'm depressed but idk. All I can explain is in similes. "I feel like". Or metaphors. "My mind is".

ofthevalley · Feb 15, 2019 at 10:38 PM

Hubby brought home coffee cake for me. Had it for dinner lol. 1/2 way through I realized that old familiar flavor was sour cream dough. Fml. My stomach is angry

Angelique67 · Feb 15, 2019 at 10:42 PM

Well, the last vape I had was yesterday afternoon. Nothing has been charged. The istick is locked and has to be unlocked, and the voopoo wasn't touched because I told them yesterday not to charge it.

Things just haven't been good lately.

I found out my mother was diagnosed with both Alzheimer's and vascular dementia. No one bothered to tell me. I'm hopeful for her though because she's 90 and still isn't too severely symptomatic. I should have the option of going there and taking care of her, but I don't. I'd be crap at it anyway.

Angelique67 · Feb 15, 2019 at 10:43 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Hubby brought home coffee cake for me. Had it for dinner lol. 1/2 way through I realized that old familiar flavor was sour cream dough. Fml. My stomach is angry

It sounds really good though. I'm dying for a pizza.

ofthevalley · Feb 15, 2019 at 10:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Well, the last vape I had was yesterday afternoon. Nothing has been charged. The istick is locked and has to be unlocked, and the voopoo wasn't touched because I told them yesterday not to charge it.

Things just haven't been good lately.

I found out my mother was diagnosed with both Alzheimer's and vascular dementia. No one bothered to tell me. I'm hopeful for her though because she's 90 and still isn't too severely symptomatic. I should have the option of going there and taking care of her, but I don't. I'd be crap at it anyway.

I’m sorry about your mom.

Angelique67 · Feb 15, 2019 at 10:46 PM

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I’m sorry about your mom.

Thank you. I hope you will feel better soon.

Desoxyn · 01:16 AM

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Desoxyn · Feb 15, 2019 at 11:09 PM

Sorry I'm just really frustrated with myself

Loial · Feb 16, 2019 at 11:49 AM

Afternoon,

It’s quiet in here today! What everyone up to?

It was a community day for Pokemon Go today so I’ve been playing a large proportion of the day

! Unfortunately my friend wasn’t able to meet up with me because of a valentines weekend but I wondered around town for a while myself. Was a nice day for it.

Not much else planned for the rest of today. Maybe play some games.

Blue_Bird · Feb 16, 2019 at 12:41 PM

I was just working on some school stuff. Went to the library and got some manga and DVDs. I'm going to play games and read most of the day

cogladaid · Feb 16, 2019 at 12:45 PM

I’m just working. Been working Monday - Saturday the last while because we’re behind and they have overtime open all the time now. It’s a holiday on Monday and I’m going to work a full day because I’ll get holiday pay plus time and a half.

Desoxyn · Feb 16, 2019 at 02:55 PM

In the past 3 months that I've quit smoking, I bought like 500 dollars worth of nicotine spray to feed the schiz.

Going to cram a bit of studying in before I start work. Heart was beating in the 90's this morning. Too fast!

I had a dream last night. I was jogging and saw a lunar eclipse. It gave the nNn sign and then I saw the goddess with eight arms but she had six.

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Desoxyn · Feb 16, 2019 at 02:59 PM

"It is also believed that Goddess Durga was created by Lord Vishnu as a warrior goddess to protect good people (devas) for fighting the demon, Mahishasur.. Her divine shakti contains the combined energies of all the gods in the form of weapons and emblems (mudras)."

Loial · Feb 16, 2019 at 03:00 PM

Tweaky you saw a goddess in your dreams. So did I last night... was Katherine Heigl.

Blue_Bird · Feb 16, 2019 at 03:19 PM

I had a very vivid dream last night, the sky disappeared, it went black then was gone, hard to describe how it happened but it did. Like black clouds rolled in fast then everything was blank and cosmic and everyone was just standing there scared, then it came back and was this intense purple/pink/orange/reddish color, it was some kind of thing that was happening I guess it was like an end of the world thing but the world was given another chance, it was really intense

falcon09 · Feb 16, 2019 at 03:21 PM

I had a dream the other night that I was thirsty and kept drinking water but the water didn't quench my thirst. Was kinda upsetting

Desoxyn · Feb 16, 2019 at 03:29 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I had a dream the other night that I was thirsty and kept drinking water but the water didn't quench my thirst. Was kinda upsetting

I get those dreams a lot lol

Loial · Feb 16, 2019 at 03:50 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I had a dream the other night that I was thirsty and kept drinking water but the water didn't quench my thirst. Was kinda upsetting

Usually when I get those dreams I wake up feeling thirsty. Just go and get a glass of water.

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2019 at 04:49 PM

Did @ofthevalley say she'd be gone today?

Angelique67 · Feb 16, 2019 at 04:54 PM

Someone else unlocked my istick so I got a crappy vape which is better than no vape at all.

They still haven't charged the drag. I just asked them to again.

I wish they'd let me keep my stuff in my room. Then I could charge it all myself and try stuff while I'm watching YouTube videos.

My cognition has been going through one of the worsening periods lately. I get confused and forgetful a lot.

I hope everyone is ok.

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 15, 2019 at 10:10 PM #661 I still don't really understand what schizophrenia really is. I need my therapist to explain what is wrong with me. To diagnose me with something that makes sense instead. I think I'm depressed but idk. All I can explain is in similes. "I feel like". Or metaphors. "My mind is".

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 15, 2019 at 10:38 PM #662 Hubby brought home coffee cake for me. Had it for dinner lol. 1/2 way through I realized that old familiar flavor was sour cream dough. Fml. My stomach is angry __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 15, 2019 at 11:05 PM #667 Edit..... Last edited by Desoxyn; Feb 16, 2019 at 01:16 AM..

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 15, 2019 at 11:09 PM #668 Sorry I'm just really frustrated with myself

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 16, 2019 at 12:41 PM #670 I was just working on some school stuff. Went to the library and got some manga and DVDs. I'm going to play games and read most of the day __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

cogladaid Elder Member Since Jul 2015 Location: Nowhere Posts: 5,565 8	Feb 16, 2019 at 12:45 PM #671 I’m just working. Been working Monday - Saturday the last while because we’re behind and they have overtime open all the time now. It’s a holiday on Monday and I’m going to work a full day because I’ll get holiday pay plus time and a half.

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Feb 16, 2019 at 02:59 PM #673 "It is also believed that Goddess Durga was created by Lord Vishnu as a warrior goddess to protect good people (devas) for fighting the demon, Mahishasur.. Her divine shakti contains the combined energies of all the gods in the form of weapons and emblems (mudras)."

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,866 hugs given	Feb 16, 2019 at 03:21 PM #676 I had a dream the other night that I was thirsty and kept drinking water but the water didn't quench my thirst. Was kinda upsetting __________________

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 16, 2019 at 04:49 PM #679 Did @ofthevalley say she'd be gone today?