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Blue_Bird · Feb 18, 2019 at 10:52 AM

Fell back asleep, couldn't help it

Loial · Feb 18, 2019 at 11:02 AM

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Just saw this... pretty cool!

ZSL London Zoo shares animal X-rays - BBC News

Looking more closely I think I can see microchips in all but the gecko. Show up as bright white cylinders.

ofthevalley · Feb 18, 2019 at 11:21 AM

Still haven’t done any work. I have the lazies. I did log in and there is quite a bit more than I expected. Blah.
My son is outside plowing...my husband is going to be so happy. It’s nice having a “young man” around the house. He makes me crazy sometimes but he really is a good kid. I’m very lucky in that regard. My kids kick ***.
My kidney was hurting yesterday and I was worried about a uti. Ate and drank all things cranberry and doubled my water intake. Feeling okay today.

Feb 18, 2019 at 01:06 PM

Junk, that anxiety sounds terrible. Do you always get anxiety? Could it be akathasia? Can you get a benzo or get on an snri or ssri? How long has this been going on?

Angelique67 · Feb 18, 2019 at 02:19 PM

My charger was delivered on Saturday but no one will tell me where it is. Meanwhile my batteries are dead. I'm so angry.

Have to keep loud music in my ears 24/7 because of my asshole roommate. It's a long story.

My mother felt sick and went to the hospital on Saturday I think. She should be out by now, but I haven't heard.

Angelique67 · Feb 18, 2019 at 02:23 PM

If they were truly plugging in the drag over the weekend, it would have charged more. You can't charge something for 12 hours and have dead batteries. I like the drag quite a lot, but this place is fvcking up my life as usual.

SlumberKitty · Feb 18, 2019 at 03:11 PM

Hey everybody. Good afternoon. I'm late getting on this morning. My boss is out bc she had surgery so I have more to do at work than normal. That's okay, it just means I have less time to be non-productive LOL. I'm tired. I really want to lay on my floor in my office at work except that it is tile and hard and cold. Cripes. I also feel unwell. I keep having SH thoughts even thought that would be a bad idea right now. I also can't seem to type. I have to keep backing up because I'm making spelling mistakes. What's wrong with me today? Hmm. What's wrong with me everyday? That's a better question. It's almost time for lunch. I don't want the lunch my Dad made but I don't want to go get anything either so I guess I will just eat it. IDK. Life sucks today. Sorry to be a downer guys. See my PDOC tomorrow. I'll see what he has to say. Probably nothing...HUGS if you want them. Kit.

Findingreason · Feb 18, 2019 at 03:15 PM

I am stressed right now. I am trying to get all the stuff for replacing everything in my wallet together. This is proving to be an absolutely monumental task and its got my anxiety up. I will get this solved but dang. Ugh.

SlumberKitty · Feb 18, 2019 at 03:26 PM

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I am stressed right now. I am trying to get all the stuff for replacing everything in my wallet together. This is proving to be an absolutely monumental task and its got my anxiety up. I will get this solved but dang. Ugh.

That sounds stressful Findingreason. I hope that it goes smoothly for you.

Kit

Angelique67 · Feb 18, 2019 at 03:43 PM

So. The social worker who smoked us at 1 was there when I said dead batteries and handed her the mod. Yet... rather than charge the drag, she told me awhile ago that they charged the blue one. My blue one is broken.

Instead of charging the one that I gave her, she wasted more time plugging in a malfunctioning one that she didn't ask me about.

I want to kill them. They're deliberately not solving this. And the external charger is still missing.

junkDNA · Feb 18, 2019 at 03:43 PM

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Junk, that anxiety sounds terrible. Do you always get anxiety? Could it be akathasia? Can you get a benzo or get on an snri or ssri? How long has this been going on?

it's really only with other people and when I feel like they're watching me or staring at me or paying too much attention to me. my friends have said that I'm shaking so I know other ppl see it. I can't take benzos bc of my drug addictions. I take lexapro but a very low dose. it's been going on for a year or so... I'm gonna talk about it with my therapist tomorrow

Angelique67 · Feb 18, 2019 at 03:45 PM

And now the aide who's been lying to me about charging it when they have not charged it is here to fck up my life further.

Blue_Bird · Feb 18, 2019 at 03:58 PM

Feel better than I did last night. Just cleaned my kitchen and bathroom and took a test for my environmental science class. I'm going to take a shower soon, I haven't taken one it like 2 days...

Angelique67 · Feb 18, 2019 at 04:46 PM

The social worker figured out the daunting task of plugging it in. At least now I know for sure the aide has not been charging it.

I finally had a decent vape. It's been almost a week.

But now I don't know what to do tomorrow after the aide fails to plug it in again.

Loial · Feb 18, 2019 at 05:22 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

The social worker figured out the daunting task of plugging it in. At least now I know for sure the aide has not been charging it.

I finally had a decent vape. It's been almost a week.

But now I don't know what to do tomorrow after the aide fails to plug it in again.

I’m sorry. I wish things were better for you

falcon09 · Feb 18, 2019 at 05:33 PM

Had too much coffee, lots of anxious energy. Went on several walks but it's still there

falcon09 · Feb 18, 2019 at 05:33 PM

I've also been noticing my mood plummeting at night these past few weeks, any of y'all experience this? It's perplexing, I'll have a good day but then just spiral at night.

Blue_Bird · Feb 18, 2019 at 05:39 PM

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I've also been noticing my mood plummeting at night these past few weeks, any of y'all experience this? It's perplexing, I'll have a good day but then just spiral at night.

Yeah, evenings are difficult for me. I'm not sure why

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 18, 2019 at 05:39 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I've also been noticing my mood plummeting at night these past few weeks, any of y'all experience this? It's perplexing, I'll have a good day but then just spiral at night.

I’ve never noticed it with mood but it definitely happens with psychosis so I don’t see why it wouldn’t happen with mood too...

Blue_Bird · Feb 18, 2019 at 05:44 PM

My problem in the evenings is agitation, anxiety, and voices. So my mood of course then gets bad from that. This evening is okay so far though

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 10:52 AM #721 Fell back asleep, couldn't help it __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Anonymous40796 Guest Posts: n/a	Feb 18, 2019 at 01:06 PM #724 Junk, that anxiety sounds terrible. Do you always get anxiety? Could it be akathasia? Can you get a benzo or get on an snri or ssri? How long has this been going on?

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 18, 2019 at 02:19 PM #725 My charger was delivered on Saturday but no one will tell me where it is. Meanwhile my batteries are dead. I'm so angry. Have to keep loud music in my ears 24/7 because of my asshole roommate. It's a long story. My mother felt sick and went to the hospital on Saturday I think. She should be out by now, but I haven't heard.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 18, 2019 at 02:23 PM #726 If they were truly plugging in the drag over the weekend, it would have charged more. You can't charge something for 12 hours and have dead batteries. I like the drag quite a lot, but this place is fvcking up my life as usual.

Findingreason Resident Queer Girl Chat Moderator Member Since Dec 2016 Location: Finland Posts: 3,190 7 4,864 hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 03:15 PM #728 I am stressed right now. I am trying to get all the stuff for replacing everything in my wallet together. This is proving to be an absolutely monumental task and its got my anxiety up. I will get this solved but dang. Ugh.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 18, 2019 at 03:45 PM #732 And now the aide who's been lying to me about charging it when they have not charged it is here to fck up my life further.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 18, 2019 at 04:46 PM #734 The social worker figured out the daunting task of plugging it in. At least now I know for sure the aide has not been charging it. I finally had a decent vape. It's been almost a week. But now I don't know what to do tomorrow after the aide fails to plug it in again.

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 05:33 PM #736 Had too much coffee, lots of anxious energy. Went on several walks but it's still there

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 05:33 PM #737 I've also been noticing my mood plummeting at night these past few weeks, any of y'all experience this? It's perplexing, I'll have a good day but then just spiral at night.

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,743 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 18, 2019 at 05:44 PM #740 My problem in the evenings is agitation, anxiety, and voices. So my mood of course then gets bad from that. This evening is okay so far though __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi