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Time and time again I've found myself thinking of acts of violence so brutal it doesn't seem even relatively okay, most of the time it is towards somebody who i have seen as evil. sometimes i see myself as evil, thoughts have been progressively more worrying.
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Hello Mortem: Thank you for sharing your concerns here on PC. I see this is your first post. So... welcome to Psych Central.
One thing you might do, here on PC, is to take some of the quizzes & tests that are on offer. Perhaps they may help you to clarify what you're struggling with. Here's a link to the listing of quizzes & tests that are available: Psychological Quizzes and Tests I hope you find PC to be of benefit. __________________ "I may be older but I am not wise / I'm still a child's grown-up disguise / and I never can tell you what you want to know / You will find out as you go." (from: "A Nightengale's Lullaby" - Julie Last) |
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there's a similiar thing that happens in people with ocd, where they'll have, for example, a violent thought and start worrying they'll act on it, thinking they're a bad person or losing their minds.
obviously i'm not qualified to tell you what you have or not, but if you want a little more information, here's a doctor talking about it(about 5 minutes in); YouTube and i can tell you, wanting to make bad people(like rapists) suffer is not uncommon, thats why movies like "i spit on your grave" exists and many people like it. sometimes we're just angry about the awful things in the world we want revenge, not to best way to deal with things, but its a common feeling sorry this got long and whatever it is, if it causes you distress you're therapist should be helping you with, maybe try to talk with them about it again? |
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I can relate to your thoughts although mine come in the form of vengeance against my past and existing bullies. Its understandable why you feel that way.
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welcome to the forums, mortem
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There are two types of mania that I know of, Rage and Euphoria. I only have experienced the rage, but I lived in euphoria for decades. Maybe this agitation is on the slow burner your entire life and need an antipsychotic or mood stabilizer to balance you back out. Agitation is a terrible way to live mate. I hope you're able to see a pdoc and he gets you the help you need.
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As a child I always wished I had some disorder or illness so I could get attention I guess. I was neglected, in reality, and don't wish such things on my self, but I am schitzophrenic so maybe that was why too. I now wish I never had such thoughts.
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