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Princess Tutu
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
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#201
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Angelique67, newtus, SlumberKitty
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Princess Tutu
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 7,912
12 2,894 hugs
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#202
oh i'm upset for my stepmom right now...
they posted an obituary of her mom today and it doesn't have her name in it. that's a big **** you to her. i'm pissed. |
Anonymous40796, SlumberKitty
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Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326
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#203
__________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Erti
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Princess Tutu
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
Posts: 7,912
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#204
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SlumberKitty
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986
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#205
I feel so alone and a gf/bf wouldn't help with that. It's a different type of alone. Like when the sun goes down and it's dark and you just feel that demon tap you on the shoulder.. You know it's scary but you continue to do what you're doing when you'd prefer it to be daylight.. like alone in the universe and when I die, I go to a place where everyone disappears.. I sit in a white room...
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Erti, SlumberKitty
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newtus
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,018
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#206
I really want to pull an all nighter lately, not sure why tbh. Maybe im just feeling self destructive
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Erti, SlumberKitty
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986
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#207
I believe most people are dissociated from their thoughts in some way. I think sex, eating, adrenaline induced fun, dancing makes people dissociated in some way. The more they are dissociated, the more likely they are to do those things (Unless they are naturally content and happy and identify with their happy thoughts - Then they can be more into dancing and what not and feel it more) It induces happiness. I barely do any of those things. Usually I'm too INTO my thoughts and AM my depressing thoughts that when I take a dissociative, I disconnect and am able to LOOK AT my thoughts and see them and judge them and change them. Then I see happiness. Like therapy.
But if it weren't for the antipsychotics, I'd be psychotic. Trauma is memory. Memory is what we identify ourselves with. It can cause dissociation and dissociative identity disorder. I hear a lot that with schizophrenia, many were traumatized as a child. 2/3 of drug addicts were. |
Angelique67, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
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#208
I feel really nauseous
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,742
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#209
So tired. Only slept 4 hours last night. I just took a shower and got dressed. Will probably pick a few things up from the store later
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty
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Member
Member Since Feb 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 337
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#211
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Member
Member Since Feb 2019
Location: USA
Posts: 337
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#212
I like the rose-vanilla one. I am allergic to a lot of topical stuff so it was great to find something I like that I can actually use...
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Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,018
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#213
Woke up anxious today
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Anonymous40796, Loial, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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#214
My sister brought me a new toaster and sheets for my bed. The sheets are white with a light green elephant pattern over them, one of my cats already got under them, before I even got to lay on them for myself. Lol
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, falcon09, Loial, newtus, ofthevalley, Sometimes psychotic
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,018
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#215
I wish my apartment allowed pets. I miss having a cat
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Blue_Bird, Loial, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Blue_Bird, newtus
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Legendary Wise Elder
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Location: Hogwarts
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#216
Is asking your doctor to write something saying having one benefits your mental health? My apartment does happen to allow cats so I was lucky but my doctor has always been willing to write a statement that they are therapeutic for me and are needed for my mental health. Which is true, I have been at points in my life where they were the only reason I didn't end it all, and they give so much comfort and love
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Findingreason, SlumberKitty
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Angelique67, falcon09, Loial, newtus
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,986
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#217
My cat meows constantly when I have a panic attack because she is scared too
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falcon09, Loial, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Location: United States
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#218
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Blue_Bird, newtus, SlumberKitty
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#219
I'm wondering if I may have been possessed or something controlling me at one time during the past 2 weeks. Maybe why that's why I heard a demon or the devil talking to me and my relationship with God over the past several months pretty much disappeared, that would explain a lot......
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09, Findingreason, Loial, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary Wise Elder
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#220
That's what it was. Destroying my life from the inside out and I didn't realize it
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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SlumberKitty
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