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Erti · Mar 02, 2019 at 08:17 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Same hahhaha

i'm looking on torrid which is a company own by hot topic. they are basically a hot topic clothing store for plus size women.

Erti · Mar 02, 2019 at 08:34 PM

oh i'm upset for my stepmom right now...

they posted an obituary of her mom today and it doesn't have her name in it. that's a big **** you to her. i'm pissed.

ofthevalley · Mar 02, 2019 at 09:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Erti

oh i'm upset for my stepmom right now...

they posted an obituary of her mom today and it doesn't have her name in it. that's a big **** you to her. i'm pissed.

Well that’s a real **** thing to do. Km sorry. That’s just cruel.

Erti · Mar 02, 2019 at 09:50 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Well that’s a real **** thing to do. Km sorry. That’s just cruel.

i know right. I'm spoiling the hell out of my stepmom tomorrow. that's ******.

Desoxyn · Mar 02, 2019 at 09:53 PM

I feel so alone and a gf/bf wouldn't help with that. It's a different type of alone. Like when the sun goes down and it's dark and you just feel that demon tap you on the shoulder.. You know it's scary but you continue to do what you're doing when you'd prefer it to be daylight.. like alone in the universe and when I die, I go to a place where everyone disappears.. I sit in a white room...

falcon09 · Mar 02, 2019 at 11:01 PM

I really want to pull an all nighter lately, not sure why tbh. Maybe im just feeling self destructive

Desoxyn · Mar 03, 2019 at 01:50 AM

I believe most people are dissociated from their thoughts in some way. I think sex, eating, adrenaline induced fun, dancing makes people dissociated in some way. The more they are dissociated, the more likely they are to do those things (Unless they are naturally content and happy and identify with their happy thoughts - Then they can be more into dancing and what not and feel it more) It induces happiness. I barely do any of those things. Usually I'm too INTO my thoughts and AM my depressing thoughts that when I take a dissociative, I disconnect and am able to LOOK AT my thoughts and see them and judge them and change them. Then I see happiness. Like therapy.

But if it weren't for the antipsychotics, I'd be psychotic.

Trauma is memory. Memory is what we identify ourselves with. It can cause dissociation and dissociative identity disorder. I hear a lot that with schizophrenia, many were traumatized as a child. 2/3 of drug addicts were.

Blue_Bird · Mar 03, 2019 at 10:07 AM

I feel really nauseous

Blue_Bird · Mar 03, 2019 at 10:16 AM

So tired. Only slept 4 hours last night. I just took a shower and got dressed. Will probably pick a few things up from the store later

downandlonely · Mar 03, 2019 at 10:18 AM

@Desoxyn I am sorry you're so lonely. I feel that way too sometimes.

NightRain2019 · Mar 03, 2019 at 11:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Stash spice dragon rooibos chai is amazing.....

Ooo. I want to try that...

NightRain2019 · Mar 03, 2019 at 11:31 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

My favorite hand lotions ever are the aromatherapy ones from Bath and Body Works. OMG they are amazing. They have a stress relief one scented with eucalyptus and spearmint. I think they have a calming chamomile one and some other kinds as well

I like the rose-vanilla one. I am allergic to a lot of topical stuff so it was great to find something I like that I can actually use...

falcon09 · Mar 03, 2019 at 12:49 PM

Woke up anxious today

Blue_Bird · Mar 03, 2019 at 05:37 PM

My sister brought me a new toaster and sheets for my bed. The sheets are white with a light green elephant pattern over them, one of my cats already got under them, before I even got to lay on them for myself. Lol

falcon09 · Mar 03, 2019 at 05:59 PM

I wish my apartment allowed pets. I miss having a cat

Blue_Bird · Mar 03, 2019 at 06:24 PM

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Originally Posted by falcon09

I wish my apartment allowed pets. I miss having a cat

Is asking your doctor to write something saying having one benefits your mental health? My apartment does happen to allow cats so I was lucky but my doctor has always been willing to write a statement that they are therapeutic for me and are needed for my mental health. Which is true, I have been at points in my life where they were the only reason I didn't end it all, and they give so much comfort and love

Desoxyn · Mar 03, 2019 at 07:24 PM

My cat meows constantly when I have a panic attack because she is scared too

downandlonely · Mar 03, 2019 at 07:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Is asking your doctor to write something saying having one benefits your mental health? My apartment does happen to allow cats so I was lucky but my doctor has always been willing to write a statement that they are therapeutic for me and are needed for my mental health. Which is true, I have been at points in my life where they were the only reason I didn't end it all, and they give so much comfort and love

It is pretty easy to get an emotional support animal in my state (Texas). The rules vary by state.

Blue_Bird · Mar 03, 2019 at 10:15 PM

I'm wondering if I may have been possessed or something controlling me at one time during the past 2 weeks. Maybe why that's why I heard a demon or the devil talking to me and my relationship with God over the past several months pretty much disappeared, that would explain a lot......

Blue_Bird · Mar 03, 2019 at 10:18 PM

That's what it was. Destroying my life from the inside out and I didn't realize it

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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Mar 02, 2019 at 08:34 PM #202 oh i'm upset for my stepmom right now... they posted an obituary of her mom today and it doesn't have her name in it. that's a big **** you to her. i'm pissed.

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Mar 02, 2019 at 11:01 PM #206 I really want to pull an all nighter lately, not sure why tbh. Maybe im just feeling self destructive

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 03, 2019 at 10:07 AM #208 I feel really nauseous __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 03, 2019 at 10:16 AM #209 So tired. Only slept 4 hours last night. I just took a shower and got dressed. Will probably pick a few things up from the store later __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

downandlonely Legendary Member Since Mar 2018 Location: United States Posts: 10,760 (SuperPoster!) 6 10.6k hugs given	Mar 03, 2019 at 10:18 AM #210 @Desoxyn I am sorry you're so lonely. I feel that way too sometimes.

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Mar 03, 2019 at 12:49 PM #213 Woke up anxious today

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Mar 03, 2019 at 05:59 PM #215 I wish my apartment allowed pets. I miss having a cat

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 03, 2019 at 07:24 PM #217 My cat meows constantly when I have a panic attack because she is scared too

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,741 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 03, 2019 at 10:18 PM #220 That's what it was. Destroying my life from the inside out and I didn't realize it __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi