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SlumberKitty · Mar 04, 2019 at 04:30 PM

Hey everybody. How's it going? Life is alright here. Just tired. Slept a ton yesterday though....migraine, plus depression, plus I sleep a lot when I'm not working. Had a really good T session Friday night. I need to journal about it. She gave me so much to think about. I think she was doing some CBT which I normally don't like, but this time it wasn't bothering me. She was using my religious faith in her argument that I'm not bad. It became kind of hard to argue with her when she's using the tenets of my faith against me! She listened about me telling her about a demon that showed up when I was visiting my boss at the post acute rehab place. I thought she was going to tell me I'm crazy but she didn't. She always writes a lot of notes which makes me paranoid that she is writing something bad about me. So I asked her. She said "How could I write anything bad about you, you aren't bad, you don't do bad things." That made me feel a little better. Then she read me what she wrote. It was just a recap of what we talked about. She said it's to remember from session to session. I have lots of work to do today. I've been drinking soda and tea because I'm tired and I need to focus. IDK if Vyvanse is even helping today. I'm rambly. Sorry guys! HUGS if anyone wants one! Kit

unsure123 · Mar 04, 2019 at 04:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

Unsure, are you ok?

Hi, I'm ok thanks. How are you?

Angelique67 · Mar 04, 2019 at 04:55 PM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

Hi, I'm ok thanks. How are you?

That's good! I'm ok. I wish I could keep my mod in my possession instead of in the smoking cart. I feel happy touching it.

Blue_Bird · Mar 04, 2019 at 04:59 PM

I'm listening to Enya, such beautiful music

Findingreason · Mar 04, 2019 at 05:04 PM

Schizophrenia and Psychosis support chat is cancelled today. I apologize for this, and we will resume next Monday @ 6pm EST.

Desoxyn · Mar 04, 2019 at 06:19 PM

Happy and sad......

ofthevalley · Mar 04, 2019 at 06:45 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

Schizophrenia and Psychosis support chat is cancelled today. I apologize for this, and we will resume next Monday @ 6pm EST.

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Blue_Bird · Mar 04, 2019 at 07:31 PM

Wooooooooooh!!!!!! I just got 95% on a history test! only missed one question!

Blue_Bird · Mar 04, 2019 at 07:57 PM

I will make it through this semester somehow! It certainly won't be my best due to getting behind the first several weeks when having psychosis symptoms and depression pretty much paralyzing me but I can do it

Blue_Bird · Mar 05, 2019 at 08:44 AM

@Sometimes psychotic. I found it at the grocery store today!

Loial · Mar 05, 2019 at 09:20 AM

Morning/Afternoon,

I’m back home now. I had a great weekend at my parents. Was short but nice to get away. I had my nephew to play games one afternoon, and went for a walk with my sister around town playing Pokemon Go too. Had a nice roast dinner with parents on the Sunday. Came back up here with my mum yesterday and had pizza at a restaurant. She left not long ago.

Not too much planned for today. I had my appointment at alcohol services this morning. Was up early for that. I’ll say more in my next post. Now I’m just chilling on PS4 talking to my friend.

Hope everyone is okay!

Loial · Mar 05, 2019 at 09:32 AM

So had my appointment for my alcohol use.

Possible trigger:

It went pretty well. Found out where to go okay. It was at the psychiatric hospital I go to anyway, just a different building.

I met with a social worker and nurse. They asked me stuff on my alcohol use, health and social circumstances.

The next step is being appointed a social worker who will handle my case and advise me on treatment. Another couple of weeks wait unfortunately.

They also said they can offer help to programs for getting back into work and stuff.

In the meantime I’m getting prescribed Thiamine to take as that’s a common deficiency with prolonged alcohol use. Or at least I will when GP gets the letter through. Also got a diary to record my alcohol use.

I will still be drinking for now. They said to try be more consistent in the amount I drink and if I feel comfortable making small cuts but that that wasn’t expected.

Feels like I’m taking a step forwards but it’s frustrating there is more waiting

Desoxyn · Mar 05, 2019 at 10:07 AM

Thiamine is good. Helps the body burn energy and gives heart beating juice.

Desoxyn · Mar 05, 2019 at 10:26 AM

Slept so much these past few days. It is very euphoric for me to sleep. Vyvanse kicked in. I skipped my Seroquel last night so I have more energy. Gonna buy an energy drink and then go to class =]

newtus · Mar 05, 2019 at 10:42 AM

Im so depressed.

I feel like just abandoning everything i know and going off the grid. Or just giving up.

I really do

I also dont really like coming here anymore

I always seem to pi$$ people off or something

When actually im just a crying mess

12AM · Mar 05, 2019 at 10:48 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Im so depressed.

I feel like just abandoning everything i know and going off the grid. Or just giving up.

I really do

I also dont really like coming here anymore

I always seem to pi$$ people off or something

When actually im just a crying mess

You never piss me off, I’m sorry things are hard for you right now

12AM · Mar 05, 2019 at 10:54 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Loial

So had my appointment for my alcohol use.

Possible trigger:

It went pretty well. Found out where to go okay. It was at the psychiatric hospital I go to anyway, just a different building.

I met with a social worker and nurse. They asked me stuff on my alcohol use, health and social circumstances.

The next step is being appointed a social worker who will handle my case and advise me on treatment. Another couple of weeks wait unfortunately.

They also said they can offer help to programs for getting back into work and stuff.

In the meantime I’m getting prescribed Thiamine to take as that’s a common deficiency with prolonged alcohol use. Or at least I will when GP gets the letter through. Also got a diary to record my alcohol use.

I will still be drinking for now. They said to try be more consistent in the amount I drink and if I feel comfortable making small cuts but that that wasn’t expected.

Feels like I’m taking a step forwards but it’s frustrating there is more waiting

Seems to me you’ve taken some steps that are necessary, well done for that! Sorry there’s more waiting though

Desoxyn · Mar 05, 2019 at 11:03 AM

Things never piss me off. I am an orb of energy.

12AM · Mar 05, 2019 at 11:11 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I will make it through this semester somehow! It certainly won't be my best due to getting behind the first several weeks when having psychosis symptoms and depression pretty much paralyzing me but I can do it

I know you will

Blue_Bird · Mar 05, 2019 at 11:35 AM

I'm on a roll today! Did my grocery shopping, went to the library and printed off something I needed/returned some stuff, called my doctors office for a refill on one of my meds, cleaned/changed the litter box, took out the trash, and rescheduled an appointment It's only 11:30

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 04, 2019 at 04:59 PM #244 I'm listening to Enya, such beautiful music __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 04, 2019 at 06:19 PM #246 Happy and sad......

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 04, 2019 at 07:31 PM #248 Wooooooooooh!!!!!! I just got 95% on a history test! only missed one question! __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 05, 2019 at 08:44 AM #250 @Sometimes psychotic. I found it at the grocery store today! __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 05, 2019 at 10:07 AM #253 Thiamine is good. Helps the body burn energy and gives heart beating juice.

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 05, 2019 at 10:26 AM #254 Slept so much these past few days. It is very euphoric for me to sleep. Vyvanse kicked in. I skipped my Seroquel last night so I have more energy. Gonna buy an energy drink and then go to class =]

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 05, 2019 at 11:03 AM #258 Things never piss me off. I am an orb of energy.