Roll Call 144

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2019 at 08:52 PM

Woohoo...2 hour delay for both schools. I don’t have to be up until 8. That rocks my socks

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I have to empty litter box tomorrow. Cannot forget. I try to dump and scrub it monthly but haven’t yet this month.
Exciting stuff lol

Angelique67 · Feb 27, 2019 at 09:06 PM

My life just now is all about charging batteries. I have my vaporizer batteries charging now. Actually only one of them. Going to charge each one to 100%.

And I have my phone charging with it's stupid USB C cord that's too short to use while it's plugged in.

I'm using my spare phone and it's already time to charge it but I can't.

My friend sent me a cord that I hope will come by Friday. I lost the one I had while my bed was "being made".

I'd have half a dozen extra chargers if I reclaimed the ones I've lost here.

Anyway it's a blessing to be able to charge my batteries.

I've been craving Slim Jim's this week. And I have a toothache in a tooth I no longer have.

I wish I could go home.

newtus · Feb 27, 2019 at 09:12 PM

I havent been tracking my mood in my diary this past week. Ive just been so busy and stressed.

Feb 27, 2019 at 09:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I'm wondering if I'm getting manic ...... I'm not sleeping much and

Possible trigger:

am wanting to buy liquor and drink a bunch and get high. I've been feeling extremely hypersexual , I'm sorry for the tmi. I feel ashamed about it. I just can't concentrate. I mean I'm glad I'm really happy and not depressed. I was like a zombie for a long time. But this is a little unusual. I haven't felt like this in several years.

elated, hypersexual, not sleeping well, "I just can't concentrate" is this racing thoughts?

These are all signs of mania.
What other meds are you on again? Seroquel for sz starts to work from 150-the maximum 750mgs.

Also, I've been hearing good things for a mood stabilizer triliptal I think it's spelled. It seems a lot like lamictal but maybe better. It's one of the few meds I don't know anything about. It's weight neutral if you were wondering.

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2019 at 09:42 PM

Hubby got called in to work he is going to plow for a few hours. Silly really. We have like an inch of snow. But they want it clear for change of shift. Quick and easy $300. No complaints.
I’m in bed...with the dog

kinda wish I had agreed to get that tv in here. I’m pretty bored.

ofthevalley · Feb 27, 2019 at 09:50 PM

Oh wow. I just found a dm on Facebook from my cousin (on my dads side) I haven’t seen since I was pregnant with my daughter. It’s like a year old lol. I’m not going to read it. It will likely keep me up tonight if I do.
Why is it that family conjure up so many negative associations and feelings?
I don’t think it’s supposed to work that way.

newtus · Feb 27, 2019 at 10:05 PM

I started a gofundme for xena

Desoxyn · Feb 28, 2019 at 12:57 AM

I've never been so sure that I don't want to take my Invega Sustenna injection tomorrow. I want to tell the pharmacists that I don't want to take it. I'm sick of this madness. It's destroying my brain. But also it's helping me but I'm not sure anymore.. I don't know..

Idk I'll wait a week and see if I get any symptoms.

I want to tell my psychiatrist to try and get me off of it.

I'm hurting mentally with this decision.

You know what it's like to not want meds and the crazy and possibly real reasons for it. When you're completely ok or then showing symptoms and the symptoms are also telling you to stop taking the meds. You know.. But what are the symptoms? I don't have them so they're not real..

It's not my fault. I can't decide these things

Desoxyn · Feb 28, 2019 at 01:05 AM

Nevermind.. I'll take it.. but idk..

Desoxyn · Feb 28, 2019 at 01:10 AM

Fine I'll tell them and my mom that I really don't want to take it but I'll take it..

falcon09 · Feb 28, 2019 at 01:57 AM

1am and im not tired, decided to do laundry. Worried I'm going manic

Blue_Bird · Feb 28, 2019 at 06:32 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Day Tripper

elated, hypersexual, not sleeping well, "I just can't concentrate" is this racing thoughts?

These are all signs of mania.

What other meds are you on again? Seroquel for sz starts to work from 150-the maximum 750mgs.

Also, I've been hearing good things for a mood stabilizer triliptal I think it's spelled. It seems a lot like lamictal but maybe better. It's one of the few meds I don't know anything about. It's weight neutral if you were wondering.

I take 1200mg of Trileptal. The seroquel is 20g at night

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 28, 2019 at 09:59 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Fine I'll tell them and my mom that I really don't want to take it but I'll take it..

While it’s unlikely you’ll get off meds, you could always try a different one.

Blue_Bird · Feb 28, 2019 at 10:01 AM

I feel tired today. Just want to sleep and not go anywhere

Sometimes psychotic · Feb 28, 2019 at 10:03 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I feel tired today. Just want to sleep and not go anywhere

Probably a good thing, the mania must be ending....

Angelique67 · Feb 28, 2019 at 10:32 AM

All I have going for me here is vaping. And they just killed my Voopoo. They charged it when the batteries were in my room getting charged. It looks like they fried the chip set. The unit would not turn on.

I wish to God I could ****lng cry. But they stole my emotions too.

Blue_Bird · Feb 28, 2019 at 11:14 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Angelique67

All I have going for me here is vaping. And they just killed my Voopoo. They charged it when the batteries were in my room getting charged. It looks like they fried the chip set. The unit would not turn on.

I wish to God I could ****lng cry. But they stole my emotions too.

I'm sorry you're dealing with that Angelique

Blue_Bird · Feb 28, 2019 at 11:17 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Probably a good thing, the mania must be ending....

Yeah, I feel better, a lot calmer. I was able to sleep most of the night

ofthevalley · Feb 28, 2019 at 11:18 AM

Morning!
Having a nice day. Got up without the alarm at 7:30. Had coffee with my dog. Got my son up at 8. Had more coffee. Got my daughter up at 8:30. Made breakfast - blueberry pancakes for my son and sliced berries with fresh whipped cream for my daughter. Got everyone off to school and worked for an hour and a half. It was so laid back and relaxing.
Now I’m trying to decide between a 2nd breakfast or breadsticks for lunch. Hanging out for a couple hours then picking my son up for his physical.
I am in desperate need of a shower. I did not take one for 2 days. I’ve been too cold to strip down lol.
I’m getting a little nervous about my surgery. Not “omg I’m going to die” nervous more like what if the nerve is permanently damaged already or what if she happens to damage it further. Kwim? Kinda need my hands.
Came to the realization that I can’t apply to volunteer until September. I won’t be able to handle the dogs for 6 - 8 weeks after surgery which will put us into the end of May. Kids get out in June. Better to just wait until they are back to school. I’m not ready to leave them alone for hours on end all summer. I absolutely live for that time!

Blue_Bird · Feb 28, 2019 at 11:18 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

I take 1200mg of Trileptal. The seroquel is 20g at night

Oops I meant 200 mg seroquel

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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2019 at 08:52 PM #61 Woohoo...2 hour delay for both schools. I don’t have to be up until 8. That rocks my socks . I have to empty litter box tomorrow. Cannot forget. I try to dump and scrub it monthly but haven’t yet this month. Exciting stuff lol __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 27, 2019 at 09:12 PM #63 I havent been tracking my mood in my diary this past week. Ive just been so busy and stressed. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Feb 27, 2019 at 09:42 PM #65 Hubby got called in to work he is going to plow for a few hours. Silly really. We have like an inch of snow. But they want it clear for change of shift. Quick and easy $300. No complaints. I’m in bed...with the dog kinda wish I had agreed to get that tv in here. I’m pretty bored. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Feb 27, 2019 at 10:05 PM #67 I started a gofundme for xena __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Feb 28, 2019 at 01:05 AM #69 Nevermind.. I'll take it.. but idk..

Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,980 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,908 hugs given	Feb 28, 2019 at 01:10 AM #70 Fine I'll tell them and my mom that I really don't want to take it but I'll take it..

falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,017 9 1,863 hugs given	Feb 28, 2019 at 01:57 AM #71 1am and im not tired, decided to do laundry. Worried I'm going manic

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,723 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Feb 28, 2019 at 10:01 AM #74 I feel tired today. Just want to sleep and not go anywhere __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,112 (SuperPoster!) 9	Feb 28, 2019 at 10:32 AM #76 All I have going for me here is vaping. And they just killed my Voopoo. They charged it when the batteries were in my room getting charged. It looks like they fried the chip set. The unit would not turn on. I wish to God I could ****lng cry. But they stole my emotions too.