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Thank you Angelique

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Im tempted to start drinking. But its just now 9am.

I just want to go away.
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Im tempted to start drinking. But its just now 9am.

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Meh...I started smoking at 8!
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That sounds like a good idea. Texas must be full of day trip locations. Why not go to a tourist attraction town and just spend a couple of hours window shopping and taking a break from stress? If I had a car and my freedom, that's what I would do. Roll Call 144
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I've been awake for 24 hours and all my muscles hurt but i have to study noooooo i will take a short lay down tiredness think before I start the day again.

I usually get over things that people say to me in 2 hours and it's been 2 hours so I feel better now..

I went back on camera and talked nonsense to them and their stupid decision to go to war and talk about killing people for fun..
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I sent the bf a long message. He never replied to me.
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Im torn up

Bf is always mad at me these days. And it leaves me fighting back at him. He says everything was great when we moved here for the first few months. Saying that i paid half of the bills, took care of the apt, etc. now apparently i dont anymore.

Which isnt true partially

The first few months we didnt have a lot of bills. Our electric has gone up. We added streaming tv. We added a mattress payment. We added the apple watch payment. (My mistake on that. Im stupid)

I cleaned yes a lot in the beginning. It was easy. Barely anything was dirty when we first moved. Now we have a new dog. The pet hair is everywhere. Etc we cant afford certain things.

Then i got severely depressed for 2 months. I stopped cleaning or even taking care of myself. Hes angry at me for it. Saying he has to do everything himself. And then it makes ME angry. Cuz i was depressed as hell and he just yelled at me for it the whole 2 months. “Why arent u doing this/that?” “Im sick of coming home to this shythole”. Now im depressed again.

Im gonna do better but i fckin hate being berated and critisized!!!
Newtus for your sake and the sake of the relationship if your depression is that bad it needs treatment. You need to get a med adjustment and/or therapy when that happens. If you won’t do it for you then do it for him. Now if you’re trying your hardest to get better and it’s not working that’s different. That’s when you explain that its beyond your control and hope for acceptance.
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Newtus for your sake and the sake of the relationship if your depression is that bad it needs treatment. You need to get a med adjustment and/or therapy when that happens. If you won’t do it for you then do it for him. Now if you’re trying your hardest to get better and it’s not working that’s different. That’s when you explain that its beyond your control and hope for acceptance.


I see. Well i started therapy last thursday. I see my pdoc at the end of this month. We will see what she says. I will do it for him cuz ive given up hope on me. I really have been trying tho a lot. Taking all these supplemental pills for depression. Ive made myself get up and clean. Etc
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I swear that damn groundhog needs to be fired. Early Spring my ***.
It is SO cold again today. I’m over it. We’ve been running the wood stove since October.
I just want to open the windows and doors and breathe!
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I hate my life
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