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Erti · Mar 25, 2019 at 01:51 PM

welp just got back from the pdoc

she discontinued my paxil...she increased my geodon to the max dosage and increased my lamictal to 100mg twice daily.

good news... i was 217 when i got out the hospital and now i'm back down to 203. i guess counting calories have helped me significantly.

newtus · Mar 25, 2019 at 02:12 PM

Well my mom is disappointed in bf for not showing her the ring beforehand.

Bf is upset cuz im ready to plan a wedding/commitment ceremony. Hes not ready. He wants to work on our income first, and trying to get more money.

People are asking me “have u set a date?”

Im lost. Everyone is tearing me different ways. Im so lost. Idk what to do.

Erti · Mar 25, 2019 at 02:18 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Well my mom is disappointed in bf for not showing her the ring beforehand.

Bf is upset cuz im ready to plan a wedding/commitment ceremony. Hes not ready. He wants to work on our income first, and trying to get more money.

People are asking me “have u set a date?”

Im lost. Everyone is tearing me different ways. Im so lost. Idk what to do.

I'm sure your bf isn't upset but trying to be realistic here. Just tell other people that you've not set a date... don't give in to social pressures. you'd get married when and how you damn well please.

newtus · Mar 25, 2019 at 03:31 PM

So i dont qualify for food stamps cuz we make too much. Apparently they said bf makes 1700 a month. Which i think is a lie but maybe im wrong. They may be right actually.

Angelique67 · Mar 25, 2019 at 04:16 PM

My new supply of juices came earlier. I wish I had filled with Orange Dream, but I automatically picked Wrangler and the bottles are softer but the damn caps are still tough as nails.

I hope Orange Dream will have enough flavor. They have juices where you can not taste the flavor at all. OD only got about 3 stars out of 5, so it might not be great. I'll continue to search for orange vapes and also strawberry. I haven't had a good strawberry in years, and vw discontinued orange Tang-o.

It almost feels like spring out, still maybe like 8 degrees too cold.

ofthevalley · Mar 25, 2019 at 04:37 PM

Long day! Was very busy.
My daughter got her contacts. She’s over the moon after wearing glasses for every waking hour for 9 years.
Wrist hurts a bit today. First day really using the hand. I guess it’s tired lol. Still cant type with my pinky or ring finger.
My husband came home totally shitted last night. Even got a ride. So I didn’t sleep much making sure he was okay.

Blue_Bird · Mar 25, 2019 at 04:48 PM

Gotta make an appointment to see my doctor (regular physical doctor) , I guess I need to see if I inherited my moms kidney disease since I've been having problems. A little worried but it will be ok

Erti · Mar 25, 2019 at 04:52 PM

polycystic kidney disease runs in my family too. i should get it checked out but really... I keep forget telling my doctor.

Blue_Bird · Mar 25, 2019 at 04:54 PM

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polycystic kidney disease runs in my family too. i should get it checked out but really... I keep forget telling my doctor.

Yeah polycystic kidney disease is she had

ofthevalley · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:07 PM

Oh dear...
I’ve been on cholesterol meds for like 15 years. I just had my levels drawn and it’s gone UP another 22 points. Fml.

SlumberKitty · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:07 PM

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Yeah polycystic kidney disease is she had

Probably you will have to have blood work, a urinalysis, and either an ultrasound, CT scan, or MRI. But it is good to get it checked out. Hope everything is okay. HUGS Kit

Erti · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Yeah polycystic kidney disease is she had

i don't think my mom has it but my grandma and two of my uncles did. all have passed away from it. my uncles toms kids had is my uncle tims kid has it.

Blue_Bird · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:24 PM

I think one of my grandparents had it and passed away from it, but my mom passed away from Leukemia. She lived the longest out of anyone in her family and she was 60...

Angelique67 · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:26 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Long day! Was very busy.
My daughter got her contacts. She’s over the moon after wearing glasses for every waking hour for 9 years.
Wrist hurts a bit today. First day really using the hand. I guess it’s tired lol. Still cant type with my pinky or ring finger.
My husband came home totally shitted last night. Even got a ride. So I didn’t sleep much making sure he was okay.

Yay for your daughter's contacts! I still suspect the doctor gave me Lazic on my left eye, because there's so much improvement in the vision, way predating the cataracts. Anyway, I'm still surprised by how much better it is. He didn't even recommend glasses. So, I kind of know how she feels. I wore contacts too, most of my life.

I'm glad your wrist isn't hurting!

Blue_Bird · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:27 PM

I've had a fear of dying for awhile now, I actually used to not be afraid of it that much, I mean, my faith helped me accept that everyone dies and it will be okay. Now with this possibility I'm even more scared. I had problems with my kidneys as a teen also.

Angelique67 · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:28 PM

Oops valley, I hope the soreness/ache in your wrist will go away soon.

Angelique67 · Mar 25, 2019 at 05:30 PM

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I've had a fear of dying for awhile now, I actually used to not be afraid of it that much, I mean, my faith helped me accept that everyone dies and it will be okay. Now with this possibility I'm even more scared. I had problems with my kidneys as a teen also.

I used to have a terrified horror at death. But it went away when I was about 30.

Blue_Bird · Mar 25, 2019 at 06:29 PM

I'm glad I have my cats. They mean so much to me and help me calm down

Desoxyn · Mar 25, 2019 at 07:12 PM

I have low confidence in myself, low ego, low self esteem, unmotivated, low energy cuz I sleep all the time.. All that goes through my head is negative self doubt and that I'm not good enough.

Possible trigger:

That's why I want cocaine

But in reality I should go back to the independent living place in the psych ward idk.. I need to work on myself but every day passes by and I don't get that opportunity and I just want to damage myself more and more.

Desoxyn · Mar 25, 2019 at 08:46 PM

I feel somewhat better now. The soldiers are at the back of my head though cuz they remind me of my ex step dad.

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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Mar 25, 2019 at 01:51 PM #461 welp just got back from the pdoc she discontinued my paxil...she increased my geodon to the max dosage and increased my lamictal to 100mg twice daily. good news... i was 217 when i got out the hospital and now i'm back down to 203. i guess counting calories have helped me significantly.
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Erti Princess Tutu Member Since Jun 2011 Location: Nowhere Posts: 7,912 12 2,894 hugs given	Mar 25, 2019 at 04:52 PM #468 polycystic kidney disease runs in my family too. i should get it checked out but really... I keep forget telling my doctor.
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Mar 25, 2019 at 05:07 PM #470 Oh dear... I’ve been on cholesterol meds for like 15 years. I just had my levels drawn and it’s gone UP another 22 points. Fml. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,115 (SuperPoster!) 9	Mar 25, 2019 at 05:28 PM #476 Oops valley, I hope the soreness/ache in your wrist will go away soon.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 25, 2019 at 06:29 PM #478 I'm glad I have my cats. They mean so much to me and help me calm down __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 25, 2019 at 08:46 PM #480 I feel somewhat better now. The soldiers are at the back of my head though cuz they remind me of my ex step dad.
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