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Old 03-21-2019, 07:18 PM #291
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My sister lost a 3 grand bike when a car just turned left into her....luckily she was ok but when she told cops how much the bike was worth they just laughed. People are aholes about bikes.


Yikes! Glad she wasnít hurt.
Yeah like we told my son if the guy has insurance he might get $$ back but donít count on it.
People are assholes anyway
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Spend your days full of emptiness
Spend your years full of loneliness
Wasting love, in a desperate caress
Rolling shadows of nights

That was the song my step dad always played in the truck.

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The soldiers said good things. They are fighting for people like me. A zombie with a bunk bed and I sleep on the bottom.

Nothing makes sense. It's all in my world. My world is pictures of the past, emptiness, loneliness. Not caring about me but wanting to make me a killing machine for the government.

What's wrong with me? Everything that has happened. Everything that I let happen. I didn't stand up for myself. I didn't talk to anyone in high school because I was too ****ed up and depressed at what has happened.

Now I try to piece myself together again. The soldiers don't understand that it can't happen overnight.
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Omg I feel so depressed. I went to sleep again. I don't want to do anything. It's going to get dark.
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How do I get rid of this depression immediately? Ketamine? It's killing me. But what? I have to feel it? What will I learn from being sad when I can't do the things I want? Demons..

This feeling is so painful

I want to cry
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I wonder if being admitted to the hospital will help

But I can get help here where I live I guess. Because I don't want to give up so easily. I'm in a good place. But I'm scared of things that are happening. I have no confidence in my words or myself.
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I'm fine. I just don't know what to do currently and I'm scared.

I could meditate. Something.. I just don't like to be put down.. because I get sucked into it like I'm being helped. The only people that want to lift me up have either been where I am or they want something from me.
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Morning. Got up at midnight. Waited around until 1:30 and woke my hubby up to open my meds. Took a pill and fell asleep on the couch a couple hours. Thank god I have the day off so I can go back to sleep. Iím exhausted and in a good deal of pain. Itís nerve pain from her messing with it. Shoots up my arm. Another hour and a half and I can dose myself up and sleep again.
Other than that I have nothing to do. Donít even plan on getting dressed
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Iím gonna have to take a rain check on all that gang ****, I canít find my heelys.
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