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#621
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But I know how it feels when it seems real and people tell me to take antipsychotics.. so I get that.. Just saying I know how you feel.. Like a bad shroom trip... But you learn from it.. just not all at once like this.. it's hard to read books about folklore and demons in this state but when you're not, it would be ... soz I have to go my mom's drunk.. |
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#622
i like the geodon... it suppresses my hunger and make me lose weight. Clozapine is known to gain weight. no way i'm going on haldol again.
ok... hope your mother is alright. <3 |
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#623
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#624
i'm sorry to hear you're mom is having trouble and it's effecting her kids. you mom needs to see a therapist and get to the root of the problem and why she drinks so much. i'm sorry. i know how it feels to have family who are depended on alcohol and drugs. they've made poor decisions and put drugs and alcohol over their family. I can see how you'd feel betrayed by your mom who seems to put her "man" before her own children. that's gotta hurt you and your sister.
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#625
I put that post in the addictions forum and wrote a bit more about it...;
"She's going to go skiing with my sister in the morning. I'm going to study tonight and then go to class in the morning. I feel like this is my fault but really some things are her fault for allowing my sociopathic narcissistic abusive step dad to be in my life. I allowed everything to happen. I did so many drugs to try and make myself stupid and unaware of my own life, throwing it away, getting hospitalized like 15 times. My mom had to deal with that too and I'm sorry for that but she needs to stop drinking and she's going to drink again. She says she doesn't want to drink and she'll stop but she drinks a bottle of wine every night or more. She WONT admit that she has a problem so I can't get her professional help. When she's sober, she has it all together like no one else. She's a completely different person when she's drunk just like my alcoholic real dad that I love very much but he's going to die soon and doesn't care if he dies soon." |
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#627
Life is like a really complicated math problem that tires me out to no end
I guess that's why they teach math in school |
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#630
I guess what i'm trying to say is that all you can do for your mom is being an open ear but put yourself first. if it gets too much you need a break.
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#631
I'm not going to do it but I might just get myself fired by saying I did it and then "Because you need to get rid of your negative energy. I hate you".
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#632
im surprise i'm not tired. i've been up for a while.
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#633
Morning! It’s Thursday!!!
My son is sick today so I have company. I’m a terrible person...I love when the kids take a sick day. It’s like a special mom/kid day. I get to spoil them and baby them. It’s great as long as they don’t need a doc or anything. Got a couple hours of work to do today. May put it off until this afternoon and go back to bed this morning after bringing my daughter to school. Depends on if I feel better. My stomach feels terrible this morning. My own fault. I had broccoli cheese soup for dinner. Lots o’ dairy lol. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#634
Morning all!
Nice sunny day here. Hope everyone is okay. __________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
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#635
Doing a crossword puzzle, my mind works a lot better than it was
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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#636
Im ok
Woke up 30 min ago Had coffee. Taking all my vitamins now! __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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#637
Good morning. Was going to study last night but couldn't read because my eyes were twitching like I was going to panic so benzo and sleep. Now I have to study types of skulls within the hour, buy an energy drink and go to class. Vyvanse..
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#638
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#639
Hi everyone, I'm definitely sick. I have cough that is kind of deep and hurts my chest sometimes. I'm still at work because I'm not running a fever or anything and I'm pretty isolated in my office, but I may leave early if I start really not feeling well. I would prefer to be at home curled up watching murder mysteries or something with my kitties, but if I get really sick later in the year then I will need my sick pay for that so for now I'm sticking it out. Germ free Hugs to everyone, Kit.
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#640
perhaps the scarriest thing to come out of today, is the realisation that I've not listened to any type of music in 2 days, and since I'm someone who loves
music, that's a pretty scary/ depressing thought today was a pretty average day. nothing really bad happened, but then nothing really good happened either is it a little scary that a day of just going through the motions is thought of as a normal day for me? that's kinda depressing |
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