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Princess Tutu
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#761
I guess that's true... i lost so many friends over and over again. I'm scared of getting hurt again.
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#762
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What's in my head is some pretty messed up stuff. Things I can't even think of right now. Right now for you, they are intrusive probably in your head and you're thinking about them too much. Take a deep breath, breathe out.. Think happy thoughts! No jk.. that doesn't help.. That childhood friend took thousands of his parents money and spent it on weed and couldn't pay them back so w/e |
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#763
I want to stay awake cuz I be hypomanic but I should take the seroquel and sleep or else panic attack
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Princess Tutu
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#766
My little sister said to never wish bad on anyone. I said I hope my step dad lives a bad life for the rest of his life. She said she hopes him well.
I don't get her. How can she have everything figured out at 16? What did she smoke? Well she smokes weed sometimes w/e |
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#768
I cant sleep
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#771
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Are you seeing a therapist soon? Does he/she know about your trauma? PTSD can give flashbacks and the whole bit. One second you can be fine and then all of a sudden the traumatic thoughts pop up in your head and you obsess about them. I know this from my own obsessive thoughts and that's just the way the brain works. We can't think of everything at the same time. It revolves around in circles. Some bits get left out forever, or can pop up 5 years later. That's why we memorize things in school by thinking about things over and over again to reconnect neurons in the brain to form memory. But you have bad stuff in your long term memory that you'll never forget. You have to come to terms with it, try to distract, be spiritual and overcome, know that you're beautiful, intelligent (All the good things - replace the good with the bad). There's negative people and there's positive people. There's no telling which had trauma or not. The negative person could have had it good. My mom was
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I'm still learning about these things. We all are and we will learn for the rest of our lives. There's no such thing as literal demons because there's no proof.. when there is proof, they're for a reason like a statue or something or a movie, otherwise it's called a hallucination if one person saw it. If many people see demons at the same time, they better take a picture otherwise that means it's still a coincidence hallucination.. |
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#772
You both can't sleep. But tweaky can sleep whenever he wants and has a good 15 hours pending and counting. 12 hours a day for real or I have to make up for it.
23andme: You NEED 8 hours sleep. Other people need less. Me: Ik but I need 1/3 more than that.. |
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Princess Tutu
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#774
In the western world people deal with those visions and thoughts differently than in the east.. In India the psychiatrist tells the person to see a type of shaman or spiritual healer..
It makes me question what is real. But you have to know if what isn't real is interfering with your functioning in the type of society you live in. That's the main thing.. or your physical health.. or anyone else's.. same with death or anyone else's. In reality, every decision we make kills millions of people a year.. if you think about it that way.. but you have to think of it in r-e-a-l-i-t-y.. whatever that is.. maybe the government and secret societies created reality for us and they're screwing around having secret spirit parties. But we must ignore it for our own sanity. |
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#775
Just walked to the store, its 5 in the morning so it's still dark out. There was some guy wandering around screaming, I walked really fast back to my apartment.. I probably shouldn't go out when it's still pitch dark out
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#776
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I can walk around here at night it's very safe.. except for animals like bears... |
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Princess Tutu
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#779
It's like that in Saratoga where my brother lives, all nature, mountains etc. Not the city I live in though, it's pretty rough in certain parts. I think almost everytime I leave the house and am downtown I come across some person yelling while walking down the street and cussing randomly or something along those lines
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Princess Tutu
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#780
I don't want the hospital... i really don't. they'll just put me on another med that'll make me gain massive weight and send me on my way. last time i was there they gave me attitude. i was having panic attacks and couldn't breath from the stiffness the haldol would make me and they'd wouldn't give me benadryl and that's what helped me when i went to the hospital the day before my birthday because it was night time and would make me sleep. they tried to force it on me... i told them no after they forced me to take it. my pdoc asked if i wanted to get back on the haldol knowing very well it gave me tardive dyskinesia. does she get money from them if they put me on them? I don't want haldol... I don't even know if i want clozapine... it's something they haven't suggested even though they know very well i've tried most antipsychotics. i think it's real and i'm treatment resistant because i'm not going through psychosis.
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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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