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Blue_Bird · Mar 30, 2019 at 09:29 AM

I'm getting frustrated with only being able to sleep 3 to 4 hours the past few nights

newtus · Mar 30, 2019 at 09:55 AM

Omg i went to this cbd store in town and the lady kept asking if i wanted to try some and i ended up trying like a gummy and 2 tinctures. And then i got nervous and walked out stumbling like i was high.

Im never going back. I embarrassed myself. Lol.

newtus · Mar 30, 2019 at 10:03 AM

Omg im so embarrassed!!!

Erti · Mar 30, 2019 at 10:27 AM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

That's what I get, SSI right? I think SSDI is the one that's usually more

yeah i get ssi

newtus · Mar 30, 2019 at 10:29 AM

Yea i have ssdi under disabled adult child. $1092

newtus · Mar 30, 2019 at 10:47 AM

Omg that lady gave me cbd and i feel so slow right now. Lol. Idk if its me being nervous or what.

I know its weird but i dont like to try cbd in public for this reason. Its more of a sleep aid for me.

ofthevalley · Mar 30, 2019 at 01:01 PM

Woohoo. It’s 60 and I’m eating my first sundae of the season. Yum

Did the dreaded grocery shopping already too. Drove my son 30 minutes away to ride and 2 hrs later he text me begging to be picked up. He’s not feeling very well again. So I had just gotten home and turned around and went back to get him.
Now I’m in for the day. Everyone is home hanging out. It’s weird. Usually everyone is off on the weekends.

Angelique67 · Mar 30, 2019 at 01:02 PM

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My insurance company sent me a breakdown of my script spending.
This was the last time I filled Latuda. Take a look at what big pharma charges for a 3 month supply.
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Wow, that is crazy.

Angelique67 · Mar 30, 2019 at 01:31 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Just walked to the store, its 5 in the morning so it's still dark out. There was some guy wandering around screaming, I walked really fast back to my apartment.. I probably shouldn't go out when it's still pitch dark out

No, you really shouldn't. I was nocturnal half of my life and it was sheer luck that I survived walking around deserted streets at 2 or 3 am. Don't tempt fate.

As we get closer to the summer solstice the sun begins to rise before 5am and that is so cool.

Blue_Bird · Mar 30, 2019 at 02:08 PM

I want to go to sleep but I'm waiting for a delivery

newtus · Mar 30, 2019 at 02:24 PM

I talked to the postman about the delivery of my package. He doesnt know. He opened up all the parcel lockers. It was hard to talk to him because he is deaf. Idk what to do. So i emailed the company. I really hope i dont have to pay again. It was 80 dollars for all those vitamins.

ofthevalley · Mar 30, 2019 at 02:29 PM

Wow. I just got hit upside the head with the sleepy stick lol. Don’t really have anything to do so a nap wouldn’t be bad.
My tax refund is in! Time for kid spring/summer shopping.
My son is getting his wisdom teeth out on the 11th. Even with insurance it’s going to cost just over $650. Ugh. So sick of medical bills.
Then in May it’ll be time to pony up for his license and car insurance. I feel queasy already
Freaking hate money.

falcon09 · Mar 30, 2019 at 02:46 PM

I just psych myself out far too much. I was so nervous about going back to my apartment and being alone but I'm fine now that I'm actually here and getting back into my routine.

Blue_Bird · Mar 30, 2019 at 03:07 PM

ofthevalley · Mar 30, 2019 at 03:23 PM

Here’s mine
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falcon09 · Mar 30, 2019 at 05:01 PM

Holy ****.

Got my SSI early, paid all my bills and it looks like I'm gonna have over one hundred dollars leftover!

This never happens, I'm very happy

ofthevalley · Mar 30, 2019 at 06:11 PM

Waiting for my pizza. Hope they hurry. I’m hungry.

Desoxyn · Mar 30, 2019 at 06:22 PM

I never feel hungry I just eat when I'm bored

Desoxyn · Mar 30, 2019 at 06:28 PM

I feel super good today. Been feeling really good since last night. No panic attack either so didnt take any benzo. I have a lot of benzos..

I've been taking my vyvanse as prescribed for weeks! How is that possible? It is possible to not be addicted after stim abuse. I am proof of it.

Angelica.. I was craving tobacco and drinking coffee so I bought tobacco and coffee flavoured nicotine e-juice =] One e-juice is 25mg nicotine. I'm going to use that for when I need a quick hit while resting at the restaurant on the ski hill.

I cant drink ANY alcohol or I get a panic attack.. so I've been dry for a while now..

I feel good and sane zero paranoia less numb

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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,742 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 09:29 AM #801 I'm getting frustrated with only being able to sleep 3 to 4 hours the past few nights __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 10:29 AM #805 Yea i have ssdi under disabled adult child. $1092 __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,742 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 02:08 PM #810 I want to go to sleep but I'm waiting for a delivery __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 02:46 PM #813 I just psych myself out far too much. I was so nervous about going back to my apartment and being alone but I'm fine now that I'm actually here and getting back into my routine.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,742 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 03:07 PM #814 __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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falcon09 Grand Magnate Member Since Feb 2015 Location: United States Posts: 3,018 9 1,867 hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 05:01 PM #817 Holy ****. Got my SSI early, paid all my bills and it looks like I'm gonna have over one hundred dollars leftover! This never happens, I'm very happy
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ofthevalley Legendary Member Since Feb 2015 Location: USA Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!) 9 499 hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 06:11 PM #818 Waiting for my pizza. Hope they hurry. I’m hungry. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,986 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Mar 30, 2019 at 06:22 PM #819 I never feel hungry I just eat when I'm bored
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