Roll Call 145

Desoxyn · Apr 01, 2019 at 04:41 PM

My mind is full of ****. I'm chain smoking.

newtus · Apr 01, 2019 at 05:15 PM

Just got denied another job. At u-haul.

newtus · Apr 01, 2019 at 05:16 PM

I hate my mom judging me on everything.

She said “wow you have no money tho”. When i said we pay for sling tv. Which is like cable. It has mtv, vh1, cnn, etc. but its streaming and no contract.

Apr 01, 2019 at 05:42 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I hate my mom judging me on everything.

She said “wow you have no money tho”. When i said we pay for sling tv. Which is like cable. It has mtv, vh1, cnn, etc. but its streaming and no contract.

How much is Sling a month? Can I get it on my amazon stick?

Apr 01, 2019 at 05:48 PM

Things are going well for my book except that I can only work on it on the weekends. It is what it is. I just need two more weekends I think, then im going to get a proof copy to make sure things are tight format wise. Then I'm going to delete all my storm and stress chapter quotes on my blog and redo them and release quotes from my book every other day to make hopefully find some traction on social media. Both taking photos of highlighted quotes of the actual book, and section highlights, I'll probably alternate them each day.

newtus · Apr 01, 2019 at 05:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

How much is Sling a month? Can I get it on my amazon stick?

It depends on your plan. The plans start at 25 dollars a month. And yes you can get it on amazon stick.

newtus · Apr 01, 2019 at 05:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

Things are going well for my book except that I can only work on it on the weekends. It is what it is. I just need two more weekends I think, then im going to get a proof copy to make sure things are tight format wise. Then I'm going to delete all my storm and stress chapter quotes and redo them and release quotes from my book every other day to make hopefully find some traction on social media. Both taking photos of highlighted quotes of the actual book, and section highlights, I'll probably alternate them each day.

Let me know, ill start promoting it!

Apr 01, 2019 at 05:55 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Let me know, ill start promoting it!

My original dead line is sometime in may, which is totally doable.

newtus · Apr 01, 2019 at 06:30 PM

If i die, will yall goto my funeral?

Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2019 at 07:19 PM

Okay so

Possible trigger:

it wasn't a flu, I found out it was because of my eating disorder, starving myself. Severe dehydration, etc .....

newtus · Apr 01, 2019 at 07:41 PM

Bf says why cant i stop being depressed

He said im not paying my end of the bills and he always comes home to me depressed

Idk what to do anymore

Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2019 at 07:46 PM

So I feel like an idiot. I never thought my eating disorder would hurt me that much and land me in the ER. I have to work on this seriously now. I was fooling myself and in denial I guess

Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2019 at 07:49 PM

Hope I didn't trigger anyone

newtus · Apr 01, 2019 at 07:55 PM

This relationship just isnt going well

Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2019 at 08:54 PM

I'm literally wearing a beanie, hoodie and winter gloves, in my apartment because my body temp is so screwed up

Blue_Bird · Apr 01, 2019 at 08:59 PM

What's everyone up to?

ofthevalley · Apr 01, 2019 at 09:38 PM

Omg. This was the day from hell. I literally just signed out of work at 10:10.
Got up @ 6, got kids up, made breakfast, drove daughter to school, drove my sons tool box to his school, came home and worked a bit, went to the doctor, went to cvs, came home and worked, went to pick son up from school sick, came back and worked, picked up daughter from school, went to eye doc, went to a couple stores for Gatorade, crackers, Vick’s, etc, came home and worked, cooked dinner, worked, fell in bed.
Managed to get 7 hrs of work in. Almost got everything done. About an hour left but it wasn’t urgent.
My son has been dx’d with strep throat and the damn flu which is why he still has a fever despite 72 hrs on abx. Doc signed him out of school until Thursday. He hasn’t had the flu in 10 years. Not since h1n1.

ofthevalley · Apr 01, 2019 at 09:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

So I feel like an idiot. I never thought my eating disorder would hurt me that much and land me in the ER. I have to work on this seriously now. I was fooling myself and in denial I guess

It happens Blue_bird. We all do foolish things from time to time.
Please please please take this not so subtle hint from your body.

Desoxyn · Apr 01, 2019 at 10:18 PM

I'm going to tell my doctor that I want to try Adderall 30mg instead of Vyvanse 30mg.

I'm sick of just laying here in my bed not wanting to do anything. I'm too lazy to play video games or watch TV type of laziness.

Vyvanse is one amphetamine and Adderall is four mixed amphetamine salts so it should do something..

Desoxyn · Apr 01, 2019 at 11:18 PM

I dont know if this is negative symptoms of schizophrenia but I just feel like laying here. The only thing that brings me happiness is listening to a song while I go for a smoke. I don't feel like doing ANYTHING. Just laying here like I'm dead. For hours.

It's very disturbing for me. Especially when it gets dark it feels like I'm dead in a grave.

I don't know if it's because I'm sick and fighting an infection. Idk.

I don't know what is wrong with me. No one knows.. I don't feel like playing video games, watching TV, eating, using the washroom.. I just want to lay here. Wtf

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 04:41 PM #861 My mind is full of ****. I'm chain smoking.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 07:19 PM #870 Okay so Possible trigger: it wasn't a flu, I found out it was because of my eating disorder, starving myself. Severe dehydration, etc ..... __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 07:41 PM #871 Bf says why cant i stop being depressed He said im not paying my end of the bills and he always comes home to me depressed Idk what to do anymore __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 07:49 PM #873 Hope I didn't trigger anyone __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 07:55 PM #874 This relationship just isnt going well __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 08:54 PM #875 I'm literally wearing a beanie, hoodie and winter gloves, in my apartment because my body temp is so screwed up __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,740 (SuperPoster!) 10 14.3k hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 08:59 PM #876 What's everyone up to? __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 01, 2019 at 10:18 PM #879 I'm going to tell my doctor that I want to try Adderall 30mg instead of Vyvanse 30mg. I'm sick of just laying here in my bed not wanting to do anything. I'm too lazy to play video games or watch TV type of laziness. Vyvanse is one amphetamine and Adderall is four mixed amphetamine salts so it should do something..
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