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Apr 03, 2019 at 02:07 PM
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I went to sleep at 10:30pm and woke up at 1:30pm!
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Apr 03, 2019 at 03:06 PM
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Apr 03, 2019 at 03:06 PM
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Apr 03, 2019 at 03:37 PM
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Apr 03, 2019 at 04:05 PM
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Well ive been sleeping that long for a long time now __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Apr 03, 2019 at 04:16 PM
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Apr 03, 2019 at 04:21 PM
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Having a lot of anxiety
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Apr 03, 2019 at 04:22 PM
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I'm gonna take a shower then color and see if that helps
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Apr 03, 2019 at 04:38 PM
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I feel sick through my whole body. I took Valium. It helped a little. I think it's panic. I can't kick it and it won't stop. Thankfully only one flashback today. I was angry earlier at my father for reasons I'll explain later. Bad stuff. I can't distract myself easily. Dissociation keeps happening. I thought it was Friday and 5 days since I talked to my partner. It was only 2. I couldn't get the disorientation to stop. The day has passed by in both a split second and an eternity. I almost don't believe the clock or know if the time is accurate. It's a deception.
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Apr 03, 2019 at 04:51 PM
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I keep sleeping only 5-6 hours a night. This is significantly less than my usual. I'm either tired midday or hyperaroused and alert and overwhelmed. It's distressing. Dissociating part of the time too.
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Apr 03, 2019 at 04:55 PM
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I slept 3 hours in the afternoon cuz I needed to sleep. I already slept 11 hours last night. I took a 20mg Adderall but it didn't help. I was supposed to study and hand in an assignment but had to hand it in unfinished. I only did a few questions and the questions suck. They are barely even related to what I'm studying about.
I'm pissed off. I feel like giving up on school but then what will I do? I can't focus and have zero motivation. I feel depressed about this. Everything is going downhill for me in relation to what the universe is doing to me. I'm nothing. I can't escape this hell because I don't know how. |
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Apr 03, 2019 at 06:20 PM
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Today's the best ive felt in a long time. I've been going on lots of walks and enjoying the pretty weather.
I think the haldol finally kicked in because I have no hallucinations or delusional thinking! |
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Apr 03, 2019 at 07:29 PM
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Cleaned up the apartment. Have a wax caramel vanilla scented wax tart melting,
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Apr 03, 2019 at 07:36 PM
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I'm a wax tart
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Apr 03, 2019 at 07:40 PM
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Hey! Another 8 hr work day. I’m so tired of being on my computer. C’mon Friday.
I’m just hanging out before bed. Very tired. I didn’t get much sleep in today. Still not feeling great. Going to go raid the cabinets for junk food. I think I’m out of cookies though. Bummer. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Apr 03, 2019 at 08:10 PM
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Cigarettes are the only thing keeping me sane right now. No one should smoke. Cigarettes should actually be grass with tobacco flavouring and sprayed with nicotine.
Is that so hard to make? ... Don't answer me.. I am but nothing in the sky.. looking down on all those that have sinned and masturbated |
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Apr 03, 2019 at 08:12 PM
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Great...foot cramps are back again tonight.
Maybe I’m dehydrated? __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Apr 03, 2019 at 09:49 PM
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My mom says her mother (My grandmother) and my sister are witches. I believe this 100%.
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Apr 03, 2019 at 09:51 PM
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I feel weird on the Invega. Like my brain has been shut down.
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Apr 04, 2019 at 02:16 AM
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Awwww yeah. Sunspot region 2736 is due to come back into Earth view!
 It had a Bèta-Gamma-Delta polarity classification at times, which is the most unstable of the classifications and thus the most likelihood of emitting solar flares and CMEs. Hoping for another shot at one last wahoo before the aurora season is over!https://stereo-ssc.nascom.nasa.gov/b..._n7euA_195.jpg Edit: The one on the left I believe is 2736. It's looking quite big and angry now.
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