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Default Mar 25, 2019 at 01:41 PM
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I'm on my meds now and I got out of the hospital so I'm in a rational state of mind and not in psychosis mode. I'm trying to understand a strange thing that happened to me. When I go off my meds I get into political stuff for some reason, and what not. Anyway I was on Discord a chat program and in my game chat, and some odd things happened to me. I had numerous strange conversations and even ones in the game I'm playing.


A few people were talking like they were affiliated with government and telling me the government thinks I am some lone wolf terrorist, which I know after being in a rational state of mind this isn't true because if they ever thought that for a second I wouldn't be typing this. I had a few strange chats, one guy told me he can't comment on an ongoing case when I asked about what I was involved in, and some other person said everyone knows about me, and that I am a narc and a threat to society ect.


I recently gave some info to the feds. I had another guy pretending to be a federal agent and telling me to confess, even tho when I asked if he was a federal agent he never said yes, because saying you are when you aren't is frowned upon. The fact after I asked numerous times and he never said yes made me suspect something else. I had another guy in my game tell me to get a lawyer k bye.


I've been analyzing this thing in a rational state of mind on my meds, and it's still bizarre. If I was some threat to society or government they'd be at my door before I got finished typing this, while on the other hand it's bizarre that so many random strangers know my personal business on discord and in the game I'm playing, and it's apparently known by enough people that numerous people talk to me regarding the odd situation. Is it all one big mass troll, or is there any truth to it I am still left wondering this?
One of many reasons I'm not going off my meds from now on, weird situations like this one. Regardless my situation even analyzed from a rational state of mind on meds is bizarre. Has such a situation ever happened to anyone else? I'm left scratching my head trying to understand what exactly I'm involved with.
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This seems very frightening. I'm glad you are back on your meds and are able to think more clearly. I can't say whether or not this is gang stalking, because I don't entirely know what that is. But it doesn't sound like it is legit to me. It sounds like a troll situation. I'm sorry you are caught up in it. HUGS Kit

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The internet is full of trolls and people who might abuse your recovering mental health, even for their entertainment or profit. Justice is lax on the internet, so people tend to do whatever they want there.


you shouldn't be worried if local people within your neighborhood are not acting strange near you.
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Default Mar 26, 2019 at 06:34 PM
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The whole situation is just strange. I'm not even mad if it's some troll, I came across as a ranting idiot, so it doesn't surprise me I got trolled if that's what it was. I'm not angry or a vengeful type. I just am trying to figure out what exactly it was. In a rational state of mind it's been 7 years or 6 1/2 and if the government at any time ever assumed I was a threat they would be at my door before I was done typing this.


So on one hand it's not to that extent, while on the other hand the situation is very bizarre. Some people seemed to know personal details about me and it is just strange. I guess wondering about it isn't healthy and I should just let it go, and chalk it up to some random internet trolls, but it still seems more than that to me. Did I due to my mental illness actually get myself involved in something bizarre, or am I making too much out of it.


I'm trying to analyze this while in a rational state of mind like I am now and it still seems odd. I'm trying to be vague on purpose because if there was any truth to it I don't want to be a random D to people and get anyone in trouble. I'm not that petty. I'm just trying to understand what it is I may be involved in. I guess I should just chalk it up to random internet trolls and forget about it, but something just seems different regarding this situation.


It has the feeling of being based somewhat in reality and not simply mental illness. I do worry due to my mental illness I may have inadvertently got myself into something bizarre.My situation seems known to more than just a few people. It is unfortunate that in 2012 this all came on me. Before that date I never even commented on a political site. Though there were other signs, my mental illness didn't manifest itself until then. I'm unsure of this odd situation stems from my nonsense political commentary or something else.


Tho I'm going to take the philosophy from a T.V show I like. It's a post apocalypse show that's a sci fi an anime called Ergo Proxy. They have a ship powered by wind power and one day the wind stops blowing and they are stranded.One character thinks nonstop in circles and it accomplishes nothing and the other character is at peace. The character thinking nonstop is baffled by the other character's carefree attitude.


The answer out of the situation was surprisingly simple either the wind picks up and they get going again or they use up all their food supplies and rip. Thinking about it is pointless, if I really am into a bizarre situation and not just a troll, make the most of whatever time I have. Thinking about whether the wind will blow or not is pointless. It either will or it won't.
But this is a psyche site, and I was just curious what people who know psyche related stuff would say regarding this odd situation. I know many people with my illness say similar things, and I may be one of them, while on the other hand while in a rational state of mind analyzing things, something seems different about this. Regardless either the wind will blow or it won't. Thinking about it is pointless.

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