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Desoxyn · Apr 15, 2019 at 04:59 PM

I'm attracted to really creative things where encrypted multiple possible meanings are reality..

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 15, 2019 at 05:09 PM

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Feeling like a failure in life. Wrote about it in my journal, disappointed in myself

Bluebird you’re doing great.....have you tried woebot it helps with this kind of thing.

ofthevalley · Apr 15, 2019 at 05:49 PM

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Newtus we had no idea of your finances except what you told us...as I recall you bought the mattress after moving out as well as the watches....that put you over solvency. I think you’ve learned a lot moving out and you’ll be more ready when you can finally afford a place of your own. I’m not saying move back today but when the lease ends....I don’t think it’s sustainable right now. If you have another solution that’s great but I can’t think of one.

Again I gotta agree with Kim.
With your mom paying your portion of the rent, your disability, bf’s job and you picking up a few hours there was no reason to say you couldn’t afford it. But in reality...even if we had said it would you have listened? You were all in.
Since then though it seems you’ve signed yourself up for quite a bit of additional debt (mattress, watches, another mouth to feed, vaccinate, etc.). And you’ve stopped working.
You can’t really be upset with people for encouraging you to move forward with life when you were

convinced you were ready to move out just because you made some poor financial decisions in the interim.
It seems to me like you have 2 options. Move back with dad or you and bf need to pick up some work hours. Lots of young independent people work more than one job. When I was on my own I had a full time third shift job and a part time daytime job. When we had kids my husband started doubling his overtime. It sucked and we didn’t see a ton of each other but we were independent and self sufficient.
It’s hard but it’s worth it.

Blue_Bird · Apr 15, 2019 at 06:04 PM

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Bluebird you’re doing great.....have you tried woebot it helps with this kind of thing.

Thanks, I was actually looking through Facebook messenger today and saw old messages from woebot and was thinking of trying it again

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 15, 2019 at 06:05 PM

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Thanks, I was actually looking through Facebook messenger today and saw old messages from woebot and was thinking of trying it again

They have an app now it’s even better....

Blue_Bird · Apr 15, 2019 at 06:05 PM

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They have an app now it’s even better....

I'll have to check that out

newtus · Apr 15, 2019 at 06:10 PM

I was not

I told u guys from the beginning i couldn’t afford it but i needed out

Im out of here

Blue_Bird · Apr 15, 2019 at 06:27 PM

Sorry you're struggling Newtus

Finances are tricky when living on your own especially on mostly a fixed income. My sister is my rep payee, when I was living with my mom I paid part of the rent but the rest was for things I need and a little for fun stuff but once I moved into my apartment I learned fast that money has to go to rent, electricity, food, and cat food/litter first. And if there's any leftover, household necessities like cleaning products, toothpaste, shampoo, etc. Once in awhile I'm able to spend a little extra money if I get some for birthdays or Christmas and what not but in general that's the way my money has to be spent until I get a part time job and my finances are freed up a bit. It took some time getting adjusted to, I used to go on a lot of manic shopping sprees (not saying that's what you're doing, just a personal example) but it's the only way I can manage now if I want to have a roof over my head and food to eat

Blue_Bird · Apr 15, 2019 at 06:30 PM

I'm so sick of this cough

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 15, 2019 at 06:35 PM

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I was not

I told u guys from the beginning i couldn’t afford it but i needed out

Im out of here

I’m sorry you’re upset but blaming other people for your problems isn’t helpful.

Apr 15, 2019 at 06:54 PM

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Thanks, I was actually looking through Facebook messenger today and saw old messages from woebot and was thinking of trying it again

A good book that you might like is Tolstoy's Confessions. It's very religious and deals with life. The metaphors for life are beautiful.

Do you have a Kindle? If you do have a kindle you can get it for free along with thousands of other classics!

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 15, 2019 at 07:07 PM

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A good book that you might like is Tolstoy's Confessions. It's very religious and deals with life. The metaphors for life are beautiful.

Do you have a Kindle? If you do have a kindle you can get it for free along with thousands of other classics!

There’s also the kindle app....

newtus · Apr 15, 2019 at 07:13 PM

No ones blaming anyone.

I just take too much advice from people who arent where i am.

newtus · Apr 15, 2019 at 07:15 PM

Im getting off of here for the rest of the night

Blue_Bird · Apr 15, 2019 at 07:54 PM

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A good book that you might like is Tolstoy's Confessions. It's very religious and deals with life. The metaphors for life are beautiful.

Do you have a Kindle? If you do have a kindle you can get it for free along with thousands of other classics!

Yes I have a kindle, I'll check that out, thanks!

Desoxyn · Apr 15, 2019 at 10:19 PM

I used a lot of mental energy today. I want to do more things. But exhausted. I don't want the day to end. I hate night time. I took one benzo to ease psychedelic flashback.

Gr3tta_0 · Apr 16, 2019 at 12:16 AM

Back sitting in ER all night waiting for a room for my wife. It never ends for her. I feel so awful. ☹

Findingreason · Apr 16, 2019 at 02:44 AM

Possible trigger:

They restricted me to just the ward for now because I am such a danger to myself. But they also said I am psychotic with my symptoms. I don’t believe them. It’s a load of ****. I’m so pissed off right now. Told my nurse I need time in my room to think.

newtus · Apr 16, 2019 at 06:16 AM

Morning

I got off early last night to gather my thoughts.

Im slightly in a better place now. I woke up positive and took all my vitamins except the b12. I havent been using it as much because i seemed to not have needed it as much recently even though ive been getting in a slump in the middle of the day.

Ima try to send that package off today if i can.

Blue_Bird · Apr 16, 2019 at 07:01 AM

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Back sitting in ER all night waiting for a room for my wife. It never ends for her. I feel so awful.

I hope everything will be okay

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 15, 2019 at 04:59 PM #501 I'm attracted to really creative things where encrypted multiple possible meanings are reality..
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 15, 2019 at 07:13 PM #513 No ones blaming anyone. I just take too much advice from people who arent where i am. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 13 867 hugs given	Apr 15, 2019 at 07:15 PM #514 Im getting off of here for the rest of the night __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 12,985 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,912 hugs given	Apr 15, 2019 at 10:19 PM #516 I used a lot of mental energy today. I want to do more things. But exhausted. I don't want the day to end. I hate night time. I took one benzo to ease psychedelic flashback.
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Gr3tta_0 Grand Member Member Since Apr 2017 Location: United States Posts: 970 6 857 hugs given	Apr 16, 2019 at 12:16 AM #517 Back sitting in ER all night waiting for a room for my wife. It never ends for her. I feel so awful. ☹
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Findingreason Resident Queer Girl Chat Moderator Member Since Dec 2016 Location: Finland Posts: 3,190 7 4,864 hugs given	Apr 16, 2019 at 02:44 AM #518 Possible trigger: They restricted me to just the ward for now because I am such a danger to myself. But they also said I am psychotic with my symptoms. I don’t believe them. It’s a load of ****. I’m so pissed off right now. Told my nurse I need time in my room to think.
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