advertisement
Reply
Thread Tools Display Modes
ofthevalley
Legendary
ofthevalley has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member
499 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 05, 2019 at 08:02 PM
  #41
Happy Friday night! I’d like to say I’m out having fun but in reality I’m in my footie pajamas, laying on the couch, watching Netflix Roll Call: 146
I don’t have much going on this weekend. My son is working tomorrow, my daughter has a band festival with school, don’t know what my husbands got going on.
A local cop (2 towns over) got arrested for child rape...serve and protect.

__________________
Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
ofthevalley is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic

advertisement
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird is ready for recovery!
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,660 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 05, 2019 at 08:42 PM
  #42
We ended up seeing Shazam, it was great!

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Anonymous40796
 
Thanks for this!
ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
ofthevalley
Legendary
ofthevalley has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member
499 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 05, 2019 at 08:49 PM
  #43
Texted with my bestest Roll Call: 146
All is right in my world.

__________________
Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
ofthevalley is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Sometimes psychotic
ofthevalley
Legendary
ofthevalley has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: USA
Posts: 11,326 (SuperPoster!)
8 yr Member
499 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 05, 2019 at 09:17 PM
  #44
Took a pic of wrist...I couldn’t really see it before cuz it’s on the side. It’s gross lol

Graphic pic
Possible trigger:

__________________
Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
ofthevalley is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Anonymous40796, Findingreason, SlumberKitty
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 05, 2019 at 09:42 PM
  #45
Graphic pic for sure XD

Hope it heals up soon Valley..
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
ofthevalley
Anonymous40796
Guest
Anonymous40796 has no updates. Edit
 
Posts: n/a
Default Apr 05, 2019 at 09:54 PM
  #46
I saw Captain Marvel tonight with a friend/coworker. I highly enjoyed it! Can't wait for Avenger's End Game in a few weeks to come out now!
  Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird, cogladaid, Loial, ofthevalley, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird is ready for recovery!
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,660 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 05:44 AM
  #47
Good morning, slept good last night

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Desoxyn, Findingreason, ofthevalley
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird is ready for recovery!
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,660 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 08:27 AM
  #48
Went to the library and got some DVDs and manga

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Loial
Sometimes psychotic
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Sometimes psychotic's Avatar
Sometimes psychotic Typo queen !
 
Member Since: May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,409 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
22.8k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 08:43 AM
  #49
Quote:
Originally Posted by Day Tripper View Post
I saw Captain Marvel tonight with a friend/coworker. I highly enjoyed it! Can't wait for Avenger's End Game in a few weeks to come out now!
Seeing it tomorrow 😀

__________________
Hugs!
Sometimes psychotic is online now   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Thanks for this!
Loial, SlumberKitty
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 08:47 AM
  #50
Good morning. Took an addy. Gonna make some coffee, study and then go to my last day of work...
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird
falcon09
Grand Magnate
 
falcon09's Avatar
falcon09 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,017
8 yr Member
1,863 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 09:02 AM
  #51
Quote:
Originally Posted by Day Tripper View Post
I saw Captain Marvel tonight with a friend/coworker. I highly enjoyed it! Can't wait for Avenger's End Game in a few weeks to come out now!
I saw Captain Marvel opening weekend and really liked it.
falcon09 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Loial, Sometimes psychotic
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird is ready for recovery!
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,660 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 09:16 AM
  #52
I'm so tired now. Always happens after my morning meds. Need to wake myself up. I'll probably walk to the pharmacy later

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
falcon09
Grand Magnate
 
falcon09's Avatar
falcon09 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,017
8 yr Member
1,863 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 09:39 AM
  #53
Quote:
Originally Posted by Blue_Bird View Post
I'm so tired now. Always happens after my morning meds. Need to wake myself up. I'll probably walk to the pharmacy later
My morning Geodon makes me super sleepy. I'm always unsure what to do about it and usually end up taking a nap
falcon09 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Blue_Bird, SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Blue_Bird
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 10:37 AM
  #54
I was talking to a drug lord and he has aspergers. Extremely intelligent and a millionaire.

Autism seems similar to schizophrenia and I know this because ego death tripping on psychedelics is like being a baby which is complete solipsism which mimics severe full blown autism. MDMA can be the opposite of autism and shrooms made me full blown psychotic but how do I know that isn't like autism? Shrooms are a researched treatment for autism. I wonder if I was misdiagnosed and I could actually be autistic?

Tbh this is an excuse to stop my injection but how do I know? It could be possible. Risperidone is used to treat autism and Invega is like the same drug so yeah..

Also a lot of people with autism are asexual.

I should bring this up with my doctor. Because I have zero paranoia and no delusions. I have no symptoms of schizophrenia anymore. Although I understand social cues, read facial expressions and able to know peoples intentions etc but I got manipulated in the psych ward so maybe I'm not as good at reading people as I thought? I have intuition but I ignore it.

But symptoms are different. Maybe I have female autism.

I know I'm not making any sense but stimulants don't give me psychosis so that's another reason why I don't think I have schizophrenia. And negative symptoms could be because of female autism? Idk

The more I think about these things, the more they make some sort of sense. But if I were autistic, I would be EXTREMELY high functioning to the point where I wouldn't even be considered to have it as everyone is on the spectrum in some ways.

Psychiatric illnesses are just a bunch of symptoms and I don't believe 3 months of seeing my psychiatrist every day was enough time to know if I have schizophrenia? He doesn't know what's really going on in my mind.. with my step dad and such.. I get manipulated easily but so does my mom and she's social as hell.. you have to be a witch to know things.. My grandmother said I was more fun while a week late for my injection and it's not good to have a drug that decreases serotonin and dopamine so much like that.. it's wrong.

This is a reason I believe I should give not being on the injection a try.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
Loial
El Psy Congroo
 
Loial's Avatar
Loial vicariously I live while the whole world dies
 
Member Since: Aug 2014
Location: UK
Posts: 5,498
8 yr Member
4,690 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 10:39 AM
  #55
Quote:
Originally Posted by Day Tripper View Post
I saw Captain Marvel tonight with a friend/coworker. I highly enjoyed it! Can't wait for Avenger's End Game in a few weeks to come out now!
Quote:
Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic View Post
Seeing it tomorrow 😀
I kinda missed out... it’s only on in late afternoon and evening now which really doesn’t work out with my drinking. No morning showings anymore...

I guess I’ll just catch it when it comes out on dvd/digital download.

I don’t think it’ll be necessary to have seen it for Avengers End Game but probably would have been nice. Oh well.

__________________
Roll Call: 146
The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again...

"To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
Loial is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
falcon09
Grand Magnate
 
falcon09's Avatar
falcon09 has no updates.
 
Member Since: Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,017
8 yr Member
1,863 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 10:45 AM
  #56
I hate getting obsessed about things.

I was obsessing over my FAFSA and trying to remember my password for that, and I tried so many times that I got locked out of my account.

Like, there's no reason for me to look at my financial aid, it's already all done, I just got so obsessed.

Really annoying ugh
falcon09 is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Loial, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
Desoxyn
Metaphysic
 
Desoxyn's Avatar
Desoxyn We are one mind
 
Member Since: Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
Posts: 12,961 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
4,902 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 10:56 AM
  #57
Psychiatric labels don't make sense to me anymore. I don't need to be on antipsychotics anymore.
Desoxyn is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Findingreason, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
Blue_Bird
Legendary Wise Elder
 
Blue_Bird's Avatar
Blue_Bird is ready for recovery!
 
Member Since: Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
Posts: 36,660 (SuperPoster!)
10 yr Member
14.3k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 11:02 AM
  #58
These guys asked me if they could share a message with me about Jesus when I was walking to CVS. I told them I was busy. I have my religion, I don't really need to hear any messages. Thankfully they were nice about it. Some are really pushy

__________________


R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16

“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Blue_Bird is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
Findingreason, SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
Loial
El Psy Congroo
 
Loial's Avatar
Loial vicariously I live while the whole world dies
 
Member Since: Aug 2014
Location: UK
Posts: 5,498
8 yr Member
4,690 hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 11:03 AM
  #59
Quote:
Originally Posted by falcon09 View Post
I hate getting obsessed about things.

I was obsessing over my FAFSA and trying to remember my password for that, and I tried so many times that I got locked out of my account.

Like, there's no reason for me to look at my financial aid, it's already all done, I just got so obsessed.

Really annoying ugh
That sucks.

You should try using a password manager... they are really useful plus it means you can have really secure passwords made up of stuff you wouldn’t normally remember.

It’s just the few websites I need to login from multiple places that I have memorable passwords for.

__________________
Roll Call: 146
The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again...

"To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
Loial is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
downandlonely
Legendary
 
downandlonely's Avatar
downandlonely has no updates.
 
Member Since: Mar 2018
Location: United States
Posts: 10,760 (SuperPoster!)
5 yr Member
10.6k hugs
given
PC PoohBah!
Default Apr 06, 2019 at 11:09 AM
  #60
Quote:
Originally Posted by Desoxyn View Post
I was talking to a drug lord and he has aspergers. Extremely intelligent and a millionaire.

Autism seems similar to schizophrenia and I know this because ego death tripping on psychedelics is like being a baby which is complete solipsism which mimics severe full blown autism. MDMA can be the opposite of autism and shrooms made me full blown psychotic but how do I know that isn't like autism? Shrooms are a researched treatment for autism. I wonder if I was misdiagnosed and I could actually be autistic?

Tbh this is an excuse to stop my injection but how do I know? It could be possible. Risperidone is used to treat autism and Invega is like the same drug so yeah..

Also a lot of people with autism are asexual.

I should bring this up with my doctor. Because I have zero paranoia and no delusions. I have no symptoms of schizophrenia anymore. Although I understand social cues, read facial expressions and able to know peoples intentions etc but I got manipulated in the psych ward so maybe I'm not as good at reading people as I thought? I have intuition but I ignore it.

But symptoms are different. Maybe I have female autism.

I know I'm not making any sense but stimulants don't give me psychosis so that's another reason why I don't think I have schizophrenia. And negative symptoms could be because of female autism? Idk

The more I think about these things, the more they make some sort of sense. But if I were autistic, I would be EXTREMELY high functioning to the point where I wouldn't even be considered to have it as everyone is on the spectrum in some ways.

Psychiatric illnesses are just a bunch of symptoms and I don't believe 3 months of seeing my psychiatrist every day was enough time to know if I have schizophrenia? He doesn't know what's really going on in my mind.. with my step dad and such.. I get manipulated easily but so does my mom and she's social as hell.. you have to be a witch to know things.. My grandmother said I was more fun while a week late for my injection and it's not good to have a drug that decreases serotonin and dopamine so much like that.. it's wrong.

This is a reason I believe I should give not being on the injection a try.
I am in no way trying to diagnose you, and it's certainly possible you have autism. However, when you ask if 3 months of your psychiatrist seeing you every single day is enough for a diagnosis, I'd have to say yes. How long were the appointments?

I don't believe psychosis is a symptom of autism. Is it possible you are both autistic and schizophrenic? And I think giving the injection a try is worth it. I have a friend on Invega, and it has helped him a lot.
downandlonely is offline   Reply With QuoteReply With Quote
 
Hugs from:
SlumberKitty
 
Thanks for this!
Desoxyn
All times are GMT -5. The time now is 12:48 PM.
Powered by vBulletin® — Copyright © 2000 - 2024, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.



 

My Support Forums

My Support Forums is the online community that was originally begun as the Psych Central Forums in 2001. It now runs as an independent self-help support group community for mental health, personality, and psychological issues and is overseen by a group of dedicated, caring volunteers from around the world.

 

Helplines and Lifelines

The material on this site is for informational purposes only, and is not a substitute for medical advice, diagnosis or treatment provided by a qualified health care provider.

Always consult your doctor or mental health professional before trying anything you read here.