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I took my meds. I almost didnít. Part of me thinks theyíre poisoning me. I canít shake this. Driving me insane if itís not one crazy thought or problem itís another.
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Desoxy, interesting post on Facebook about tv and the tv signal.
Yesss.. Reality is an orb of energy.. created by nothing (You, me - God).. that is why this is our first life.. but very unlikely.. as memory is all we are... who we are.. reincarnation.. for all that exists is one person.. but in "reality", we must come together and know others exist.. which are hallucinations.. together only once.. for the past, present and future are all the same.. trauma can define a person.. fear is trauma.. delusions are hard to get rid of except when the antipsychotic lowers the dopamine.. lack of dopamine makes us do many things and multitask and have sex.. antipsychotics increase prolactin which is released naturally after an orgasm to not want sex.. too much dopamine = negative symptoms of schizophrenia and relaxation.. So many colours of what is good in the world outweigh all the murder, rape, violence and feeling stuck in the box of society.. people naturally build new civilizations since the beginning of time (Such as in the Roman empire) (Screw this society, really..) But America is a good place.. Opportunity compared to China for example.. although China will be the new middle class while millennials struggle living in flat apartments on top of eachother... very small.. no retirement.. So they do LSD.. The psychedelic revolution.. they find out that there is something greater than this box.. Greater than what antipsychotics do to the schizophrenics.. because we are healers.. frequency to other realities.. beautiful realities.. we will go to a place.. a place where my grandfather went before he died.. He's watching me.. wondering how and why I do the things I do.. Everyone has someone watching someone..
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A dose of nonsense is good for roll call... Because I try to heal people in that way.. because nothing in the world makes sense to anyone.. so many problems people have.. mostly relationship problems.. they are trapped thinking about what to on their days off after work.. which is basically slavery if they don't have money.. then they want to buy shiny things (But that's not the point)..

People are exhausted by life more than I thought they are. I thought I was the only one.. but people can live decades longer than me.. while I think I'll die before 30... but I barely know anything at this age.. I want to write a book when I'm around 50 and write many songs before then.. something out of expression? Is this what I'm doing? Expressing? Is it therapeutic? I think so.. So I apologize because I don't even like my thoughts.. Sometimes I see the problems I have and I just want to do something.. something good.. But I always feel bad about what I do.. Life is short.. people in my life will leave and die.. Shame.. Silent to become the stars we once were in the galaxy.. but far away, the dying flames of our souls where we can do anything that we want..

So don't give up. Please. So many people including me wanted to literally inflict death upon self..

And that means something, nonsense or not.

I put something on Facebook that a philosopher found interesting. I must be doing something right..
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I took my meds. I almost didnít. Part of me thinks theyíre poisoning me. I canít shake this. Driving me insane if itís not one crazy thought or problem itís another.
Sometimes I don't feel like taking any of my meds and just laying there.. In a hole somewhere..

I know you're exhausted too. I can feel it.
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I'm freaking out I got like 40% on my course so far (Excluding the april 10th and april 17th assignments) and the extra 30% is essays that I have to do like right now. I'll get up in the morning and study but then I go to work at 2pm-10pm. Then next morning I'll study and go to work again at 2pm-10pm, then I'll study all day Saturday and Monday april 8th until 5pm Monday to hand in a proper essay. Then I have to do questions on readings by april 10th and hand in another essay on april 15th then do an assignment that I couldn't do because I didn't have the course book by april 17th. Then on April 23rd I have to submit two of my corrected essays.

This is going to be super stressful for me I'll need lots of cigarettes and I'm not sure if I can do it.
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I'm not sure if my cognition is that good

Edit: I think I can do this..
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I still can't like any posts.

I'm hoping I'm well again, without stomach flu. Woke up at 1:30am and was itching like crazy. Took 50mg Benadryl and it cleared up some. It's time for more Benadryl now.
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I still can't like any posts.

I'm hoping I'm well again, without stomach flu. Woke up at 1:30am and was itching like crazy. Took 50mg Benadryl and it cleared up some. It's time for more Benadryl now.


I just liked yours...was my first try. Thatís weird that yours isnít working.
I hope you are feeling better
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Almost got bitten by a dog (a different one) on my walk today. The dog got ahold of my pants but luckily not my leg. I'm going to have to start doing something else. Problem is the walking park doesn't open until dawn and sometimes I need to walk when it's dark to make it in time for work. I'm going to have to figure something out. HUGS Kit.
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