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I said I wanted an eating disorder which means to go through with the light one i already have. What's so hard about that to understand?

But most people agreed with your post so they're taking your side instead of mine. But my situation is very valid you mixed up *****.

I'm done here. People just tolerate me here and dont take a second to think and just pick sides when this is a support forum. Not some tight group that people think it's meant to be.

Judging other people that join this roll call so quickly. Well I guess I'm the bad person and should leave which is perfectly fine for me.

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I said I wanted an eating disorder which means to go through with the light one i already have. What's so hard about that to understand?

But most people agreed with your post so they're taking your side instead of mine. But my situation is very valid you mixed up *****.

I'm done here. People just tolerate me here and dont take a second to think and just pick sides when this is a support forum. Not some tight group that people think it's meant to be.

Judging other people that join this roll call so quickly. Well I guess I'm the bad person and should leave which is perfectly fine for me.

Bye.
I hope you don't leave Tweaky
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*hugs* Tweaky.
I know you’re in a tough place right now. I hope you are feeling Better soon. Come back when you’re ready. We’re here for you.
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It's 5am and I've been trying to sleep all night.

I think I might have to go to rehab and withdraw from benzos.

I'm scared

Sorry JunkDNA. I'm not myself.

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Please stay here liam
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I'll stay because I don't know how to handle my problems by myself. I need support or things will be scary because my family doesn't know how to handle things like other people with the illness.

I'm going to walk to the gas station at 5am to get smokes. I'm supposed to be skiing today. I suppose it's ok to stay up for 30 hours or so then I'll go to sleep and take zero Ativan or Xanax and won't drink.

Idk when I don't take a stimulant in the day, I can't sleep at night but I thought the Seroquel would help but it didn't tonight. The alcohol could be making me not sleep because I drank before my moms bf picked me up to get new ski's because I think the whole thing is weird - my mom being with a married man and everyone keeping secrets from me.

Then junkdna makes comments like the soldiers do and I went off the edge so maybe I can't sleep because of that. Either way it's MY FAULT and my moms fault for being so selfish.

Also I wasn't even being serious about the eating disorder. But then I deluded myself into thinking I was being serious because I'm suicidal and thought well if I'm going to die from an eating disorder, I might as well be serious about it.

I hope that makes sense..
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They shouldn't be keeping secrets from me and dodging the subject whenever I ask about it. I'm an adult now. I don't have to deal with that ****. And they're all drinking and my mom says "I drank too much" then I have to pour the wine down the drain and half the time she needs to go to the hospital because she's having heart arrythmias.
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I promise to try to talk to you more desox

I just never know what to say and some days when im exhausted its hard to read your long paragraphs.
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Thx

I should try and sleep for an hour or two..

Add me back on snapchat lol
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I should try and sleep for an hour or two..



Add me back on snapchat lol


Idk if u blocked me or us but for some reason i cant add you back
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