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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 05:20 PM
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I'm 2 weeks into my ED recovery
Great job Blue_Bird! Way to go!

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 05:36 PM
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I'm on 66 days no SH. Trying to decide to extend it out past Lent or not. Maybe to Pentecost.....If I don't extend out my commitment, I know I will relapse. If I extend it out, I may relapse but not as soon hopefully.

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 06:09 PM
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I'm on 66 days no SH. Trying to decide to extend it out past Lent or not. Maybe to Pentecost.....If I don't extend out my commitment, I know I will relapse. If I extend it out, I may relapse but not as soon hopefully.
That's wonderful! You're doing great

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 06:25 PM
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I love my bestest.
She always knows just what to say and do Roll Call: 146.
I call her my no sex soul mate.
She just gets me and all my many kinds of crazy.

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 06:33 PM
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I'm on 66 days no SH. Trying to decide to extend it out past Lent or not. Maybe to Pentecost.....If I don't extend out my commitment, I know I will relapse. If I extend it out, I may relapse but not as soon hopefully.
That’s awesome Slumberkitty 😀

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 06:57 PM
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I love my bestest.
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I have a bestest like that too, I like everything about her and one of the reasons is because she sucks at replying text, just like me. We reply to each other the next day/week. One conversation can take a month 😂

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 07:52 PM
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I feel good

I want to get drunk to celebrate but I can't

People were smoking weed in the car with me and it makes me want to smoke too.. But I can't
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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 09:20 PM
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I have a bestest like that too, I like everything about her and one of the reasons is because she sucks at replying text, just like me. We reply to each other the next day/week. One conversation can take a month Roll Call: 146


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Hahaha. My girl is on point with her texts. At least a couple a week.
Me on the other hand...not so much. It sometimes takes me a week to respond. She just says “going through something...text me when you’re up to talking. Love you.”
I’m a lucky person to have her. 19 years now.
Funny cuz I did not like her when I met her. I was a total ***** to her for awhile.
She was having an affair with my sister who was a married mother of 3 at the time. Then she freaking moved in with them. It was like a bad soap opera.
But she’s awesome and totally won me over with her heart.
She’s the sister I was supposed to have.

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 10:27 PM
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Oh God. Laying down made me think too much. I can't stay in my room or I might have a panic attack. I might go for a walk and listen to podcasts but that could make it worse. I feel possibly psychotic.

Oh well. I'm alive at least. But what does alive even mean? Jeez I'm too philosophical. Idk how DT doesn't trip on his own thoughts.. literally.. cuz that means the same thing..
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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 10:35 PM
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I want to be a musician

Edit: Maybe I could be THOUGHT MANIC.. Instead of mood manic..

What sense am I making? I'm making so much sense right now..
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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 10:45 PM
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What is mood though? Certain types of thoughts? Feeling? Feeling pain or pleasure? Certain morals are different in different places in the world.. so happy music can be considered sad or happy and the opposite in other places.. so people can be considered to be happy.. people like pain (Masochism), or causing pain..

Wow I'm way out there.. Idk why this happens to me.. I didn't take any sort of drug.. THC atoms did get into my brain from the people smoking weed around me but that can't possibly have an effect.. unless it's microdose theory.. Which I don't believe.

Edit: Molecules.. not atoms.. But who cares?

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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 11:00 PM
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Lol I told my mom that I feel high and she said "Why?" and I said "I don't know.. From skiing or something.. I have no idea" and she said "Maybe because it's a full moon! Go look outside it's beautiful".

So I went to look at the full moon and I then told my mom, "People saw me just staring at the full moon and I thought that was funny so I started laughing and they saw me laughing"

She laughed XD
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Default Apr 17, 2019 at 11:24 PM
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I'm going to take half a seroquel (50mg) because I don't want to kill my mood like I do almost every night and wake up feeling tired as hell.
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Default Apr 18, 2019 at 06:19 AM
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Morning!
I did not sleep well. My mind was going and I was stressed about work. Just could not settle down...it was after 1 by the time I finally stopped talking to my husband and tried to sleep again. Cannot wait until this week is over. It’s been a horrid wk at work and I’m over it.
Also wondering what fresh hell awaits me this morning.

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Morning!
I did not sleep well. My mind was going and I was stressed about work. Just could not settle down...it was after 1 by the time I finally stopped talking to my husband and tried to sleep again. Cannot wait until this week is over. It’s been a horrid wk at work and I’m over it.
Also wondering what fresh hell awaits me this morning.
Sorry you didn’t sleep well, hang in there, two more days then it’s weekend

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Default Apr 18, 2019 at 08:27 AM
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Morning. Woke up to something unpleasant that drained my energy right away and to something pleasant. I’ll just ignore the unpleasant thing and focus on my little guy that just arrived in the mail today

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Okay...sitting at my desk. Preparing to login. I’m sweating, my hands are shaking, my stomach is in knots, and my heart is pumping overtime Roll Call: 146.
Sucks that I’m just unable to respond appropriately to stress. I get that fight or flight and I do neither...I just get sick.
I brought my bottle of Ativan in the office with me just in case. Trying not to take one but idk.
Here goes nothing...

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**** guys...I don’t think I can do it today. I’m on the verge of tears.

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Default Apr 18, 2019 at 09:26 AM
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Sorry guys...I’m dumping on you Roll Call: 146
I just said this to @Findingreason

It started with my son getting in that fight and suspended, then I was worried about his surgery, my gram is failing and slowly becoming another part time job (better than the alternative), then I agreed to help my oldest niece get more visitation with the youngest. Now because I’m a glutton for punishment I’m hosting a dinner here for them Friday night.
Forgive me for saying this but my niece is really bad for my mental health. I love her like my own but she is her mother’s daughter...there is no doubt.
Calling Anne-Marie today to try for an appointment soon.

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Default Apr 18, 2019 at 09:48 AM
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the Social Security Administration called a bit early. Interview went well, just basically asking me questions like "are you married" and "have you been convicted of a felony."

Idk why I was so worried lol
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