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SlumberKitty
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#621
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Legendary Wise Elder
SlumberKitty
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#622
I'm on 66 days no SH. Trying to decide to extend it out past Lent or not. Maybe to Pentecost.....If I don't extend out my commitment, I know I will relapse. If I extend it out, I may relapse but not as soon hopefully.
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Blue_Bird
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#623
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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ofthevalley
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#624
I love my bestest.
She always knows just what to say and do . I call her my no sex soul mate. She just gets me and all my many kinds of crazy. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Legendary Wise Elder
Sometimes psychotic
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12AM
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Member Since: Oct 2015
Location: Silver Town of Argyra
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Metaphysic
Desoxyn
We are one mind
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#627
I feel good
I want to get drunk to celebrate but I can't People were smoking weed in the car with me and it makes me want to smoke too.. But I can't |
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ofthevalley
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Hahaha. My girl is on point with her texts. At least a couple a week. Me on the other hand...not so much. It sometimes takes me a week to respond. She just says “going through something...text me when you’re up to talking. Love you.” I’m a lucky person to have her. 19 years now. Funny cuz I did not like her when I met her. I was a total ***** to her for awhile. She was having an affair with my sister who was a married mother of 3 at the time. Then she freaking moved in with them. It was like a bad soap opera. But she’s awesome and totally won me over with her heart. She’s the sister I was supposed to have. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Metaphysic
Desoxyn
We are one mind
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#629
Oh God. Laying down made me think too much. I can't stay in my room or I might have a panic attack. I might go for a walk and listen to podcasts but that could make it worse. I feel possibly psychotic.
Oh well. I'm alive at least. But what does alive even mean? Jeez I'm too philosophical. Idk how DT doesn't trip on his own thoughts.. literally.. cuz that means the same thing.. |
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Desoxyn
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#630
I want to be a musician
Edit: Maybe I could be THOUGHT MANIC.. Instead of mood manic.. What sense am I making? I'm making so much sense right now.. |
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Desoxyn
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#631
What is mood though? Certain types of thoughts? Feeling? Feeling pain or pleasure? Certain morals are different in different places in the world.. so happy music can be considered sad or happy and the opposite in other places.. so people can be considered to be happy.. people like pain (Masochism), or causing pain..
Wow I'm way out there.. Idk why this happens to me.. I didn't take any sort of drug.. THC atoms did get into my brain from the people smoking weed around me but that can't possibly have an effect.. unless it's microdose theory.. Which I don't believe. Edit: Molecules.. not atoms.. But who cares? Last edited by Desoxyn; Apr 17, 2019 at 11:06 PM.. |
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Desoxyn
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#632
Lol I told my mom that I feel high and she said "Why?" and I said "I don't know.. From skiing or something.. I have no idea" and she said "Maybe because it's a full moon! Go look outside it's beautiful".
So I went to look at the full moon and I then told my mom, "People saw me just staring at the full moon and I thought that was funny so I started laughing and they saw me laughing" She laughed XD |
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#633
I'm going to take half a seroquel (50mg) because I don't want to kill my mood like I do almost every night and wake up feeling tired as hell.
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ofthevalley
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#634
Morning!
I did not sleep well. My mind was going and I was stressed about work. Just could not settle down...it was after 1 by the time I finally stopped talking to my husband and tried to sleep again. Cannot wait until this week is over. It’s been a horrid wk at work and I’m over it. Also wondering what fresh hell awaits me this morning. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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12AM
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#635
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ofthevalley
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12AM
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#636
Morning. Woke up to something unpleasant that drained my energy right away and to something pleasant. I’ll just ignore the unpleasant thing and focus on my little guy that just arrived in the mail today
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ofthevalley
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#637
Okay...sitting at my desk. Preparing to login. I’m sweating, my hands are shaking, my stomach is in knots, and my heart is pumping overtime .
Sucks that I’m just unable to respond appropriately to stress. I get that fight or flight and I do neither...I just get sick. I brought my bottle of Ativan in the office with me just in case. Trying not to take one but idk. Here goes nothing... __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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ofthevalley
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#638
**** guys...I don’t think I can do it today. I’m on the verge of tears.
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ofthevalley
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#639
Sorry guys...I’m dumping on you
I just said this to @Findingreason It started with my son getting in that fight and suspended, then I was worried about his surgery, my gram is failing and slowly becoming another part time job (better than the alternative), then I agreed to help my oldest niece get more visitation with the youngest. Now because I’m a glutton for punishment I’m hosting a dinner here for them Friday night. Forgive me for saying this but my niece is really bad for my mental health. I love her like my own but she is her mother’s daughter...there is no doubt. Calling Anne-Marie today to try for an appointment soon. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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#640
the Social Security Administration called a bit early. Interview went well, just basically asking me questions like "are you married" and "have you been convicted of a felony."
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